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     |     May 31, 2012Thursday
 Qawliya - Iraqi Gypsies
 Last night I was telling Husain that I wished I could go to New 
        York and hang out at  Alwan 
        for the Arts. This is an organization with the same type of mission 
        statement as the Giza Club. Alwan has a home in an separate 
        facility, not like the Giza Club whose address is the same as mine. Alwan 
        has staff curators, volunteers and supporters with money and grants. The 
        Giza Club sometimes has volunteers and help but money rarely flows in 
        as we usually host events that are free featuring topics of interest to 
        Middle Eastern dancers.
 The Giza Club has been hosting free potluck parties and events for over 
        twenty years. It began because when The Aswan Dancers performed they wanted 
        people to know more about the cultural background behind the music and 
        dance. The Giza Club is in San Francisco, which is the second most densely 
        populated large city in the United States with close to 800,000 people 
        within 47 square miles.
 Alwan for the Arts is in New York City, which is the most densely populated 
        city in the U.S. with over 8 million people in over 300 square miles. 
        It is an Arts and Culture organization that promotes the understanding 
        of, and fosters appreciation for, the diversity of cultural experiences 
        and representations of the Arab world and of South Asia. It strives to 
        create a platform to reflect the artistic expressions and intellectual 
        production of the regions and their diasporas and allow New Yorkers, both 
        Middle Eastern and non-Middle Eastern, to enjoy the arts from that region 
        of the world.
 I had gotten a notice about a  
        panel discussion:
 Dancing Culture and Controversy: Professional Women Dancers of the Arab 
        World.
 One of the panelists would be talking about and demonstrating Iraqi  
        Qawliya dance.
 I asked Husain about this and he gave me an earful. Basically according 
        to Husain, Qawliya is not a word to be used among mixed company or people 
        who you don't know very well because it's a "bad" word. It implies 
        people who are low life and prostitutes. They are the gypsies in Iraq 
        and their culture is not to be considered Iraqi. I wanted to be doubly 
        sure on this so I asked him again and this was his reply:
 "That's right but they sing and dance very well, Qawliya is very 
        bad word to say in public or to any one in Iraq, If you want to mention 
        qawliya you could say ghejer that means gypsy."I decided to do 
        a little research on this and found that there is a town in Iraq called 
        Qawliya. According to a Seattle 
        Times news article in 2004, In Qawliya, Iraq:
 "No one lives here anymore.
 A month ago, Qawliya's collection of perhaps 150 homes in southern Iraq 
        contained a small red-light district, an isolated warren known for prostitution 
        and gunrunning and as a haven from the law. Today, it is destroyed, the 
        few sounds of life made by barking dogs and scavengers piling bricks form 
        razed homes.
 Its residents - hundreds of men, women and children, mostly members of 
        Iraq's tiny Gypsy minority - were driven out by a militia controlled by 
        a militant Shiite Muslim cleric, residents and police. Neighbors systematically 
        looted it. Some accounts say the village was burned, though the militia 
        denies it.
 No one has been punished, police say. The U.S. led occupation, which learned 
        of the raid soon after it happened on March 12 (2004), has yet to make 
        it public. Qawliya's residents, most of whom fled to other cities, largely 
        remain in hiding, fearful to talk...
 ...Accounts diverge on the precise sequence of events that led to the 
        destruction of Qawliya, a village of concrete and brick homes perched 
        along a drainage canal about 100 miles southeast of Baghdad. Inhabited 
        by more that 1,000 Shiite Muslim Gypsies, the village was synonymous with 
        its people - qawliya is an Arabic word for Gypsies.
 For decades the activities here, sharpened by a prejudice that tails the 
        handful of Gypsy communities across Iraq and the Arab world, had generated 
        local resentment.
 "You know this village. It's a Gypsy village." said Brig. Hamid 
        Abed Zeid, the deputy police commander in Diwaniyah. "You know what 
        goes on there - illegal activities, drugs, crime, looting. You know these 
        activities are against Islamic injunctions."
 Besides the drugs, prostitution and crime, the Qawliya, Gypsies originally 
        from India are also known for their music and their dancing and in Iraq 
        are  entertainers.
  It's no wonder these entertainers get such bad press. It's hard to get 
        past this prejudice with the music and dance so tightly interlinked to 
        the oldest profession. Here in the West when we just want to study out 
        of curiosity and then perform coming from a love and passion for dance 
        and music in general, it's easy. But, if we are actually in the culture, 
        would we be doing it for the same love and passion for dance?
 I know. I've just opened a can of worms. This is also something that has 
        been an issue with dancers in other Middle Eastern countries and in Egypt. 
        And when I am in Egypt, do I tell people that I'm a belly dancer? Absolutely 
        not! OK. I guess this is a subject that I'll keep visiting in future blogs.
 May 30, 2012Wednesday
 The new tars
 This was our last instrumental rehearsal for the June 3 Aswat concert 
        so I took out the song list and started writing down - finally - the rhythms 
        that we'll be playing. While Susu is still making changes with 
        a pencil, I'm using a pen knowing that I have several copies of the set 
        list. Sunday morning before the show I'll make the final final copy.
 
 Even though we now have finalized what instruments we will be playing, 
        I'm still trying to decide which tar I'll use for which pieces. I like 
        them both, but think that I'll use the smaller one for the Arabic folk 
        medley and then use the larger one for the Abdel Wahab section. 
        The other girls will also use tars in the Abdel Wahab medley and then 
        mine will be tuned a bit differently. It's pretty exciting playing the 
        new tars and I'm wishing I could master the technique better.
 Tonight at practice I spent the entire time concentrating on the tone 
        and how and where I'm placing my hands. I'm finally just letting the rhythm 
        changes happen automatically. When you practice enough times, your hands 
        just play the rhythms without even knowing how or why it changes to other 
        rhythms. That's a really great feeling to just be on automatic.
 
 A while back I gave Susu "I 
        Loved You for Your Voice" It's a book by Selim Nassib 
        and is:
 "The story of the Arab world's greatest and 
        most popular singer, Umm Kulthum, told through the eyes of the poet Ahmad 
        Rami, who wrote her lyrics and loved her in vain all his life. Spanning 
        five decades in the history of modern Egypt, this passionate tale of love 
        and longing provides a key to understanding the soul, the aspirations, 
        and the disappointments of the Arab world." Although it is strictly fiction and based on conjecture, it nevertheless 
        is based on fact and therefore offers a very true and personal accounting 
        of the lives and times of Ahmed Rami, Umm Kulthum, Mohamed Abdel Wahab, 
        Mohamed Qasab and even Asmahan. 
        It's a very moving and powerful story and gives insight to the hows and 
        whys of the songs created for Umm Kulthum. Susu finally finished the book 
        and told me that it affected her a great deal. She said that it was a 
        book that could be read and reread and should be passed on to other special 
        people. Tonight she passed it on to Faisal.Home
 
 May 29, 2012Tuesday
 Greek to me
 I spent the morning working at the Arab Film Festival office screening 
        submissions and copying them for the selection committee. I hadn't been 
        to the AFF office in about a week and it was amazing to see how many new 
        submissions had arrived in just that short time. I usually try to finish 
        a project before I leave but there were so many submissions that I couldn't 
        finish my screening and cataloguing project. I had to stop halfway.
 As I might have mentioned before, the first pass of my screening duties 
        is just to check for formatting issues so I really didn't get to see anything 
        in its entirety. But from what I saw, this batch is pretty interesting 
        and I can hardly wait until I get to watch them from beginning to end.
 Besides the shorts and documentaries, there are quite a few full-length 
        narratives or movies. And, yay! there are even Egyptian ones. I guess 
        I'm a bit partial to the Egyptian films because besides watching them, 
        they are also a language lesson for me. With the subtitles and the words 
        that I understand they really do help me piece together my (Egyptian) 
        Arabic. The language of the other countries - especially the North African 
        entries sound like "Greek" to me.
 When I was talking to Husain about this, he told me that North African 
        films aren't that popular in the Middle East because they can't understand 
        the Arabic and have to read the subtitles too. He said that now that he's 
        been living here in the U.S. and has friends from all different Arab and 
        North African countries, that it's easier to understand the different 
        dialects, but that he still needs to read the subtitles. I remember when 
        I used to work at the Bagdad and the Casbah with Moroccan 
        musicians who didn't speak English; the Arabic musicans would have to 
        use sign language or speak in French to be understood by the North Africans. 
        Babel, babel, Babylon, Too many dialects.Home
 May 28, 2012Monday
 Memorial Day
 I watched Gregory organizing his necklaces and tried to give some 
        input. He wants me to help him decide what to use on certain necklaces. 
        I have my ideas, and although he asks, I think he really doesn't want 
        to hear them. He already has decided on layouts according to tradition. 
        Most of my ideas are not according to tradition as I like to mix plastic 
        with real; modern with antique and rhinestones and pearls with everything.
 Pearls are my birthstone. I don't know if I'm drawn to them because I'm 
        told they are my birthstone or if because they're my birthstone, I like 
        them. Maybe it's a little of both or did I just say the same thing in 
        a different order?
 
 In reality, I like pearls because they remind me of my grandparents from 
        the Philippines. They would always bring me little souvenirs from the 
        islands and oftentimes they were pearls, especially big bluish and dark 
        almost black tinged ones. I like to compare them to the Tahitian pearls. 
        Mine are better because they're from my grandparents. And I like to think 
        that my grandfather found the pearls in the sea along with the seashells 
        he would bring back to me. Of course I always wondered if the tortoise 
        shell jewelry they also gave me were from the giant sea turtles that my 
        uncle told me he rode.
 Well, I still have all these great memories of the Philippines and now 
        I'm into collecting shells and pearls of all different colors and making 
        up my own memories. I know my colored pearls are really dyed, but that 
        doesn't matter. I think it's neat that they are all different colors and 
        for me they have secret stories.
 In Gregory's collections are pearls and shells that also have special 
        stories. These are stories of the migrations of groups of people moving 
        from one country to another and stories of the pearls and shells and other 
        beads being traded and used for currency. Soon he will have his collection 
        together to present at a Giza Club event. He will have wonderful 
        stories to tell of how a shell from the sands of the South Seas travelled 
        over various mountain ranges and continents and ended up in the sands 
        of the Sahara. Home
   May 27, 2012Sunday
 Just a typical Sunday
 Started the day off with Aswat practice. Rehearsal went well but 
        I had to leave before the end because Husain had to get to Al 
        Masri and I had to get to Pachamama. Both places were having 
        live music, so Husain needed to play with Mohamed and I needed 
        play (but really to coordinate the dancers) at Pachamama. Pachamama started 
        off kind of slow and in the beginning it seemed that we had more people 
        on stage than in the audience. There was Georges, violin; Gabriel, 
        guitar; Fernando, drum set; Angela, violin; Eddie, keyboard 
        and bass; Tony, tabla; and me, riq and duf. Later, they invited 
        yet another musician to join us on bass. Crowded? Zahma? Oh no. At least 
        it wasn't if we didn't move. And we didn't as there was no room.
 Our audience was great. At first it was all dancers and their friends 
        and later more dancers from the Carnaval parade showed up. Without 
        Husain the music was more fusion sounding but then Angela would jump in 
        with a solo every now and then and bring us back to Araby. Georges was 
        in good form and because he sometimes works with the Pachamama band on 
        other nights, he has trained them to learn quite a bit of Arabic music. 
        They really do a great job in fusing the two sounds.
 After the dancers performed, Georges and gang, including Tito? 
        on bass, played great Latin Arabic Jazz for the audience to dance to. 
        Tony was busy with his rumba, karachi rhythms so I felt free to try out 
        some conga patterns on the duf which was on a stand. Since Tony didn't 
        glare at me or stop me, either he didn't notice or I was fitting in. I 
        hope it was the latter. After all, I did take three years of timbale and 
        conga lessons. Finally I was able to put some of it to practice. I wonder 
        if I should start practicing congas again. Who knows, maybe in another 
        10 years, I'll have another opportunity. Home
 May 26, 2012Saturday
 Drum Solos
 Today in class I worked on drum solo combinations. It was a great feeling 
        to know that the class is finally getting it. The drum riffs are starting 
        to become as familiar as the drum patterns. The only problem is that if 
        I say beledy, maqsoum, ayoub, fellahi, the class recognizes and knows 
        how to count, play or dance to it. But how do I categorize a particular 
        drum riff? Do I call it drum riff #1, #2, #3 or what? Susu names 
        various drum solo arrangements as Standard, Henkish, Yazbek etc. 
        but that only describes the whole arrangement; not the individual riff.
 I think I need to start making up interesting names. But what? Dum Dum 
        tek teks? Pop Pop Pop teky? Duma Duma Dum teky? Scratch teky Scratch pop? 
        Rekatek Rekatek Rekateky dum dum? The list could go on and on and on.
 Should I really make a list? Should I really make up step combos to fit 
        the individual riff? This is so anti spontaneous to what a drum solo should 
        be. I don't know if I should, or even could work out combos. But, I think 
        I could teach how the drum riff combos work and then according to Susu, 
        if you can say it, you can play it, and to go even further, if you can 
        say it you can dance it. Home
 May 25, 2012Friday
 The mall
 Today Susu and I went shopping at the mall. We're going to a wedding 
        next week and want to wear something new and special. It's summer in the 
        mall and all the clothes look like floral arrangements. Bright light happy 
        colors. The clothes are so unSan Francisco. Since this is a city that 
        seems to have no seasons, we can and usually wear black and boots all 
        year round.
 
 But in the mall, it's springtime, it's summer, it's color and happiness 
        and its infectious. The temperature is controlled and we don't realize 
        what the weather is like outside. We both buy pastel colored light cotton 
        tops that are reminiscent of an impressionistic painting in the deYoung. 
        When we leave the mall and return to the San Francisco fog we're both 
        carrying a bit of summertime in bags. I'm sure that later when we don 
        our new tops we'll wonder what possessed us to buy tops so unlike us and 
        the climate we live in. Maybe change is good. Maybe it'll be like being 
        on vacation.
 Susu left to go home and before I could unpack my new purchases the doorbell 
        rang and there was Laura at the door. She wanted to borrow a couple of 
        costumes for the Carnaval parade, which was happening on the weekend.
  She remembered that I had a box of tiger print Sheena of the jungle 
        ragged skirts and tops. We quickly found the box and chose the tiny little 
        scraps of cloth that doubled as outfits. After we put the two costumes 
        in a bag the size of quart size ziploc, I remembered that I had to buy 
        a wedding shower present, so Laura and I went back to the mall.
 
   After buying the present we stopped in a shoe store. 
        She needed shoes to go with her Pebbles and Bam Bam costume and 
        I needed something sensible for the wedding. I found just what I needed! 
        Five inch raspberry Day-Glo stilettoes with lace and pink rhinestones. Now to find the appropriate 
        outfit. I don't think I want to go as an impressionistic painting anymore.
 
  
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 May 24, 2012Thursday
 Wahashtini
 I made copies of the lyrics of the song "Wahashtini". 
        In class tonight we listened to the song while reading the words and working 
        on the pronunciation. I selected a few words to concentrate on as they 
        come up in many other songs.
 negm, negoum - star, stars
 kilma, kalam - word, words
 hawa - air, love
 kul el youm - every day
 ta3al, ta3ali -come, come to me
 Helm, Halam, dream, dreams
 khaif, khufee - afraid, my fear
 bokra - tomorrow
 Then we listened to the song for the rhythm changes and finally put the 
        whole thing together and danced it, very slightly miming a few words for 
        reassurance.
 It's a process and it takes time to combine everything - words, lyrics, 
        instrumentation, phrasing, emotions, technique, arms and stage presence.
 But it can be done.
 It didn't quite happen tonight but I'm confident. Next week we'll work 
        on the same song again. We'll work on it kul el youm until we feel 
        confident about the presentation.
  The song was originally performed by  
        Soad Mohamed (1935-2011) and her version is quite beautiful and classic 
        sounding. Khaled Agag made it a hit in Egypt awhile back but it 
        sounds like he used a drum machine and Nur Mhana's version with 
        a full band and horns seems to be considered the default version. When 
        I teach the song, I try to remember to sometimes play all three versions 
        because they all have a different feel.
 Although I've used "Wahashtini" in class and have never wanted 
        to dance to this song, I think it's my duty to at least teach to it. No, 
        I've never performed to the song and probably never will because for some 
        odd reason it's just not on my list of favorite songs.
 The first time I heard Wahashtini was over fifteen years ago on a plane 
        on the way to Egypt. I was with Jacques el Asmar and he played 
        Nur Mhana's version non-stop on the plane. By the time we arrived at the 
        airport, I had decided that I didn't ever want to hear the song again. 
        But it seemed that Egyptian (Shaabi) singer Khaled Agag had made the song 
        a hit and his version was being played everywhere in taxis. Then at the 
        clubs all the singers were singing Wahashtini so by the time I got back 
        home, I'd had it with the song. Even though it seemed to be the big hit 
        song, it was just driving me crazy. Also, since we had a dance band, The 
        Arabian Knights, performing every week we had to play hit songs. Guess 
        what! Wahashtini!!! How can you miss something if it won't go away.
 Washashtini
 waHashtini 3adad negoum isama
 I missed you as much as the stars in the sky
 waHashtini 3adad kalam il hawa
 I missed you as much as the words (talking) of love
 waHashtini fee kul al youm innama
 I missed you every day but (however)
 waHashtini aktaru we aktaru weHnass suwaa
 I missed you more and more even when were together
 ta3aly nakhaly alHalam Haeea
 Come lets make dreams (come) true
 ta3aly na3aod kul daeea
 Come and make up every minute
 min khufee la bokra ya farana
 (from) my fear tomorrow could separate (divide) us
 weHna ya roH alby ma Sadana
 we are my hearts soul - we didnt believe were together
 ash tet leek wara ga3atleek weelet leek waHashtini
 I missed you and I came back to oyou and told you I missed you 
        Home
 May 23, 2012Wednesday
 The Yuval Ron Ensemble
 
 Tonight Husain and I played with  
        Yuval Ron and  Dror Sinai 
        at the Osher Jewish Community Center in San Rafael. We played for a book 
        release/book reading celebrating two authors in an event called "Muslims 
        and Jews: A New Song".
  
 The authors were  
        Sarah Isaias and  
 Nafisa Haji, 
        two young, beautiful, soft-spoken women. But we can't just judge a book/person 
        by its cover. These two women were also extremely articulate and had accomplished 
        so much in their young lives.
 When we were having sound check and rehearsing our set, Yuval wanted to 
        choose the frame drums that Dror and I would play. . We were going to 
        play a sufi song and Dror and I were both going to use tars. We had four 
        for Yuval to choose from: Dum - "this is an 'A'"; Dum - This 
        a 'B flat'"; Dum - "This is a 'D'"; Dum - "This is 
        out of tune". We went with the 'D' and the 'A' tars.
 
 In all, it was a very nice evening and presentation with mostly Jews, 
        many of them Arab Jews. I think I would have called this event "Jews 
        for Islam: A "Love-in". Peace and love seemed to be the predominant 
        vibe in the room. They certainly won my heart with all the little pastries 
        being offered... especially the date ones.
 
 Now I'd like to post some thoughts about the event that Rebecca Firestone 
        wrote.
 
 "Hi Amina,
 
 That was a very interesting evening. Both authors were very articulate 
        and worthwhile. Evening was well put together except there was too much 
        talking at the end, it started to get a little vapid.
 
 Band sounded good. The sound could have been a little better - probably 
        a limitation of the hall and the equipment. Interesting that "Lamma 
        Bada" has a Hebrew version, not surprising, too bad they didn't sing 
        the Hebrew! There is also a Spanish version on one of Radio Tarifa's albums 
        with a Flamenco flavor (the dream of the sultan, paradise gardens of love, 
        how sad the awakening to find nothing).
 
 I was hoping to see the Aswan Dancers, who would be a lively addition. 
        Maybe next time.
 
 Sometimes I have mixed feelings about the "peace" themes. I 
        wish that Yuval Ron would concentrate on the music and not lay it on with 
        a trowel. And not over-simplify the musical commonalities in the name 
        of "it's really all the same". Let the music speak for itself.
 
 And if you're working for peace, don't disguise it with music. Get out 
        there in front of the bulldozers and do some straight talking. Feeling 
        good with rich white people in Marin does nothing for Palestinians who 
        are in jail now, or unemployed, cut off from water and livelihoods.
 
 Even though a few aspects of the presentation didn't work for me as an 
        audience member, interfaith explorations and open discussions are always 
        worthy attempts and steps in the right direction. The fact that both authors 
        were galvanized by 9-11 but instead of denying religion, they reclaimed 
        it - very important. Can't let the atheists get all the peace credit, 
        can we? The JCC program director who chose those authors and moderated 
        the discussion took a risk and should be praised for her efforts. "
     
 Yes, it was an interesting evening and I am glad I played hooky from Aswat 
        to be part of it. I really enjoyed both women and ending up buying both 
        of the books. Now I can enjoy the evening for many more evenings to come. 
        Of course, I'll have to provide my own date pastries.Home
 May 22, 2012Tuesday
 Frame drums
 Susu came by today and we played with the new 
        bendirs. They are so beautiful and special. They are truly a work of woodworking 
        art.  A few years ago Faisal told me I should invest in one, but I only 
        got as far as checking them out online. Now that I have them, I don't 
        know why I waited so long. I think that with these bendirs, I stand the 
        chance of maybe becoming a good frame drummer. I know that sounds so funny. 
        It's always funny when I tell people I'm in a band and I see a disguised 
        smirk when I tell them I play the tambourine. I wonder if I'll get the 
        same reaction when I tell them I play a frame drum. For some reason, I 
        think they'll think the frame drum is a more complicated instrument because 
        it has the word drum in it.
 
 An interesting thing about the frame drum is that most people want to 
        play the tabla, dumbek, derbekki or darabuka and not the frame drum...including 
        me. That is, it used to include me until I realized that the drummer, 
        the tabla player, was responsible for keeping the band together. Oh no, 
        not me. I don't want that responsibility. I think I'd rather be a frame 
        drummer and just be part of the band.
 The tabla, dumbek, derbekki, darabuka are some of the names for the Arabic 
        drum and duf, muzhar, tar and bendir are some names for the frame drum. 
        But once a person learns to play the drum, not the frame drum, if invited 
        on stage to sit in or play with a band, unless that person has an "in" 
        or already is a known talent and skilled drummer, that person almost always 
        inevitably is handed a frame drum. Yes, there is a tekking, I mean pecking 
        order, in this drumming business. You have to prove yourself competent, 
        no, more than competent, in order to play the drum.
 Obviously this is a good thing; not a bad thing, except: "How does 
        one play a frame drum"? Most drum teachers teach drum but not frame 
        drum (maybe Moroccan rhythm teachers are an exception). In good Arabic 
        and Egyptian bands, traditionally there is a frame drum section almost 
        as large as the violin section. One frame drum is never enough. It is 
        a very important instrument in the Arabic band.
 
 Unfortunately, due to economics, at least here in the U..S., there never 
        seems to be enough desire or money to include more than one percussionist 
        such as a riq player, let alone even one frame drummer. And, due to everyone 
        wanting to learn to play the tabla, there aren't that many frame drum 
        classes. This is really bad because then when a tabla player is handed 
        a frame drum, he/she may not really know how to play it. Besides the fact 
        that the dums and teks are not in the same places as in the tabla, there 
        are a lot of different skills and technique involved and because it is 
        a back-up instrument, the rhythms are played differently.
 Most frame drummers here learn as they perform. That's how I've learned 
        and am still learning. With my new bendirs (frame drum with a snare - 
        usually used in Moroccan music) that double as tars (same as a bendir 
        but without the snare), I'm hoping to someday really play it well. Of 
        course this takes time. With another birthday just around the corner, 
        I hope I have enough time. Home
 May 21, 2012Monday
 The bendirs arrived today. They are sure beautiful and 
        sound great. They are light in weight and have such a great and delicate 
        tone. I sure wish I could play better. It's not fair that some people 
        have that god given talent and waste it and others who so desperately 
        want to be good musicians have to keep looking for better and better instruments 
        to make them sound better. I guess I should just quit complaining and 
        just start practicing more. I think one problem is that I do practice 
        the tabla and the riq, but really don't practice the frame drum that much.
 Now I have a dream that someday I and about five other people can back 
        up a band and play the frame drums - the dufs - and make that great and 
        big sound like they have in Egypt. I do have a few DVDs with Susu and 
        various permutations of The Cairo Cats playing the dufs sounding 
        like that, but those were just special instances. The Cairo Cats originally 
        were a revolving group of Arabic musicians, such as Reda Darwish, Mohamed 
        Amin, George Dabai, Nazir Latouf, Jad Elias and more, who were headed 
        by Susu and her percussionists. Although the musical portion of 
        the band may have changed from show to show, the percussionists who backed 
        them up always stayed the same. Although the percussionists were many, 
        some of us couldn't always play with the band as we often had to double 
        as dancers.
  It's been my dream to have a band with that many dufs ALL the time. Possibly 
        it will happen again, but when? Probably sooner than later since now we 
        don't usually double as dancers.Home
 May 20, 2012Sunday
 Sound
 Last Wednesday Najwa, who is from Lebanon, gave 
        me a large garbage bag full of cassettes with Arabic music. She was cleaning 
        up and since she doesn't have a cassette player anymore, she decided to 
        get rid of her cassettes and I inherited them. I haven't yet had a chance 
        to play them but upon looking at them I realized that they are mostly 
        Lebanese music. There's nothing wrong with Lebanese music, but I'm more 
        of a fan of Egyptian music and also don't really know a lot of the Lebanese 
        popular singers other than the top stars who also made it Egypt. I will 
        probably take my time listening to and copying these cassettes. There 
        are so many, that I know I'll have to be very discriminating in what I 
        choose to copy.
 Today Ayman gave me 3 DVDs. Two are full of music - of course it's 
        Egyptian music and one DVD is "Halim", the docudrama 
        of Abdel Halim starring Ahmed Zaki. I can hardly wait to 
        find the time to start listening to all this music and downloading it 
        and transferring it to CD. I know I should get used to just having music 
        on little devices like my iphone, but I really need to touch and feel 
        my music sources such as CDs. Maybe someday I'll feel differently but 
        I'm not ready to change yet.
 Tonight the way home from Aswat, Husain was playing Mahmoud 
        el Leithy's new song "Souq el Banat" continuously 
        like a loop. He's ready to start performing it. I wish I had a CD of this 
        song. It's a nice song, but I just can't enjoy it that much when listening 
        to it on his phone. It just sounds distorted. Sometimes when I copy CDs 
        from my computer onto a CD they sound pretty bad too. It seems like each 
        newer system of music makes the sound one level more degraded an the sound 
        quality keeps getting worse and worse.
 I think that records and cassettes were the best for fidelity, CDs are 
        ok but when it comes to the computer or iphones or those other devices, 
        they sometimes lose quality big time. Maybe it's not all that noticeable 
        or important unless you're a fanatic audiophile but I swear that a lot 
        of the music I download just has no depth and sounds way too flat.
 I'm not a real audiophile but it matters to me when I can tell the difference. 
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 May 19, 2012Saturday
 Drum solo class and more.
 A little bit ago, Hana and Kim asked me 
        to arrange a "How to dance to a drum solo" class with 
        Susu. Trying to coordinate schedules proved almost daunting, but 
        finally we arrived at a date but also realized that we (Susu and I) had 
        to be somewhere else in the early evening.
Susu wanted to limit the class to six people so that it would feel intimate 
        and everyone could have lots of attention. Well, I think it worked, but 
        we ran out of time and we'll have to continue the class and make it a 
        two-part class. Now, given the background giving insight on how a drummer 
        operates and the formula a drummer may use, I think the second part of 
        the class will be even better Now, to try to coordinate schedules again.
We (Susu, Husain and me) had a performance for the 35th Anniversary 
        of The English Center, an ESL school in Oakland. We were part of 
        their multicultural program and I was supposed to dance and then teach 
        the Arabs how to dance. Me? Teach Arabs how to dance? I was to teach men 
        and women and not teach any "belly dance" moves because they 
        were mostly from conservative Saudi Arabia. I told Husain to play Saidi 
        and I did a stick dance and told them that women did this to make fun 
        of the men. Then I took two large assayas (sticks) and showed them how 
        the men did the tahtib which is very stylized Egyptian martial arts. This 
        was fun to do and watch but they weren't very aggressive so I had jump 
        in with my stick and stir up a little trouble.
After our show, we left in separate cars - Susu to a Tribal Fest 
        Show in Sebastopol and Husain and me to Zaki's, a kabob place, 
        in Albany where we arrived in time to play a few songs with Jalal 
        and then relax and have dinner. The owner talked to me about doing a debke 
        show at his place and I told him that I would try to find him some dancers. 
        Good luck! I'll try, but most of the debke dancers I know won't dance 
        at weddings or restaurants. Husain asked me to teach him debke. I actually 
        toyed with the idea of doing the gig myself but it's too soon - like on 
        the same weekend as Sahra's event. Teach Husain 
        debke? Then who would sing? Home
May 18 2012Friday
 Carnival of Stars
 I spent the day on my computer. I hate being on the computer. 
        There are so many other projects I would rather be doing than uploading 
        stuff on my website. But I guess this is a necessary thing. I remember 
        when I used to spend hours cutting and pasting (with paper) making flyers 
        and then addressing, stamping, sorting and mailing so I guess the computer 
        does serve a purpose.
I just don't like it. I don't have a computer mind and my computer knows 
        it and doesn't like me. Also, I feel my computer is as old as I am and 
        wants to be traded in for a new model. Well, I'm not trading myself in 
        anytime soon and neither is my computer. In the meantime, it'll just have 
        to keep having it's aches and pains AND crashes. And in the meantime, 
        I'll just have to be patient and nurturing and hope it doesn't die on 
        me.
 I'm starting to get sign ups for the side show and I've noticed that most 
        of these people are not from my classes. I don't know if that is because 
        my classes assume I will just assign them a dance slot or if they don't 
        want to dance. I need to check with them and see. Or maybe I should just 
        fill in their names and make them dance. No, I shouldn't do that. But, 
        one thing must be for sure - and that is that they must not read my emails, 
        look at my website or check my blogs. Home
May 17, 2012Thursday
 Warda
 Today was a sad day. Warda 
        al Jazairia died today, so in class tonight we read her obituary and 
        played her music.

I chose a number of her songs to dance to tonight but for performance 
        we used Tab Wana 
        Mali. It was a Warda song that is so popular that there are numerous 
        versions done by other artists. Originally I chose this song because it 
        has a great fast musical section and I wanted to use cymbals in that part. 
        However, Nayan showed up for class with Jenna her 6 month 
        old baby and I didn't want to disturb the little one with our clacking 
        and clanging so I decided to just concentrate on the dancing. We can always 
        use cymbals another time.
On June 10 at Pena Pachamama, Gunsu will be singing a Warda song. 
        This will be a fun night winding up the Sahra 
        weekend of workshops. Gunsu is a Turkish singer and also a dancer. I met 
        her years ago when she sang with us - The Arabian Knights Band 
        - at El Valenciano. Then she stopped for a while to get married 
        and have a family. We remet at Aswat where she sings and is one 
        of our featured soloists. She usually sings an Om Kalthoum song, 
        but for June 10 she had planned to sing Warda. Because Warda died today 
        so this turns out to be a fitting choice. Fee Youm we Leila. 
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May 16, 2012Wednesday
 What to play
 I decided that I want to play the tar for the Aswat 
        concert. Susu got me a bendir/tar as a Mother's Day/Birthday present 
        and it is due to arrive next week. I'm so anxious to get it and start 
        playing with it. I know that I have other tars, including two beautiful 
        ones I got from Alfredo, but they have real skins and are really 
        dependent on dry warm weather to sound good.
I don't want to use heating pads on them because it's bad for the skin. 
        It's kind of like our own skin. There's only so much elasticity to go 
        around and once it's stretched, it's hard to shrink back unless it's done 
        very gradually. Just like in humans, especially the face, elasticity seems 
        to disappear with age so since my two good tars are way over 20 years 
        old, I don't want to ruin them with the heating pads. My new tar will 
        be tunable with a synthetic head. Since I'll be getting the new tar next 
        week, it will be so exciting to use it for the show.
Tonight Faisal wasn't at practice so I played the tambourine. It's 
        good to play different instruments but I guess I really should start using 
        the tar. Next Sunday, Sandy will bring her Cooperman tar 
        to practice so I can practice with that until I get mine. I know this 
        sounds so inconsequential and insignificant, but it is like getting a 
        new pair of shoes. Exciting! And it's especially exciting when they fit, 
        feel good and look good. That's what these Cooperman tars are like.
Jose Antonio, an Aswat singer from Chile, came to practice tonight 
        and we had to learn yet another new song for the concert. When will this 
        end? Learning the song isn't the difficult part. It's because the song 
        will be part of one of our medleys that makes it so hard. We have to (seem 
        to) instinctively and seamlessly morph from one tune to another. Just 
        when our bodies and hands start to go on automatic, we get another wrench 
        thrown in the middle of the chaos. And they wonder why I'm not bothering 
        to write down the changes - yet. As I said before, Susu does, but with 
        a pencil with a HUGE eraser. Home
May 15, 2012Tuesday
 Trance and dance
 Sometimes I wonder why I teach class. Is it my own personal 
        health spa? Is it to share what I know? Is it a social thing? Is it moving 
        meditation? Is it my way of continuing to perform, or network, or a reason 
        to listen to music and to create, to not eat, just my enjoyment? I guess 
        it's all of that and more.
Tonight it was moving meditation. I chose to play Mahmoud el Leithy 
        in class and his songs are very trancelike. Mahmoud el Leithy was born 
        in Imbaba which is a Shaabi (aka popular) neighborhood in the northern 
        part of Cairo. Thanks to his beautiful voice, talent, unique singing style 
        and a lot of perseverence he was able to take his voice from mulids and 
        weddings to the recording studios and finally to us.
In class sometimes I play some of his trance and zikr-like songs and they 
        seem to take us on a musical and spiritual journey. I like doing this 
        sometimes because dancers who have inhibitions and/or have trouble doing 
        certain movements, especially shimmies, can sometimes relax enough with 
        his music to be able to shimmy or move gracefully. Once that happens, 
        then it's easier to replicate and do again in other classes and hopefully 
        in performance. Sometimes it's just the simple act of doing instead of 
        thinking that helps.Home
May 14, 2012Monday
 Migrations
 Gregory is serious about assembling necklaces for 
        his Silk Road exhibit. I'm pretty excited about it and am starting to 
        think about what videos I can show in conjunction with his collection.

His bead collecting started as an alternate to collecting folk and especially 
        New Guinea art because we ran out of room to display the collections.

Now his bead collecting has taken over his life and gone down different 
        roads. This last direction is all about following a different Silk Road 
        from the Far East over other mountain ranges through the Middle East and 
        into North Africa.
It's kind interesting to see what people were wearing and trading when 
        they travelled and to see how the beads ended up in the most unlikely 
        places.
"Migrations". Maybe that's what we should call this future 
        Giza Club event.
I really like trying to follow dance and musical connections from Asia 
        to the Middle East and North Africa. The jewelry aspect is a whole other 
        element of tying all these cultures together. This is a truly exciting 
        project. Gregory is slow to share but now that he's on the final legs 
        of his project he's finally showing me some of his pieces. Now my job 
        will be to assemble the audio visual media portion of this amazing show.
And of course, we shouldn't forget the food connection and trail. But 
        maybe that'll just happen naturally at the Giza Club.Home
May 13, 2012Sunday
 Helwa Ya Sabah
 Happy Mother's Day. Before going to Aswat I spent 
        time with my mother and
 the rest of my family. My niece, who is a photographer, has been spending 
        quite a bit of time transferring old negatives to digital photos. Today 
        we got to see her progress. Usually no one else enjoys family photos except 
        the family who is in them. But these photos, mostly black and white photos 
        were universally interesting as a retro exhibit because of the old cars, 
        the hair dos and the fashions. I hope to put some up when my niece finishes 
        this project
. One thing that was especially interesting to me is how the the hippies, 
        the "love generation", the "age of aquarius" really 
        changed the world and the idea of dressing up. These black and white photos 
        show us (my family), both men and women, wearing real hats (not "knit 
        or baseball caps") matching shoes, purses AND gloves. Absolutely 
        no one went "to town" without dressing up. I kind of miss that. 
        When I think about Americans travelling in other countries, it's a shame. 
        You can always spot them/us. We're usually the ones who look the worse 
        - the most casual.
It's been fun going to Aswat lately. I'm getting to play my Shaabi music 
        without criticism now that Husain has seen the light. Yes! He's 
        a convert.
He's become a total fan of Mahmoud el Leithy and has been looking 
        him up on you tube. I have lots of Mahmoud el Leithy not on you tube and 
        I'm enjoying introducing Husain to new songs. It's not every day that 
        I know more songs than he does.
The new song for the day was " Helwa Ya Sabah". Husain 
        said the song was originally from a movie with Mahmoud Abdel Aziz. 
        He's one of my favorite actors and I haven't seen a movie of his that 
        I didn't like. I especially liked him in the role of "El Gentel". 
        I think this is available free to air if you poke around on the internet 
        long enough.
A version of "Helwa Ya Sabah" is on Yasmina of Cairo's "Helwa 
        di Yasmina" CD. What can I say? It's about saying "Hello 
        beautiful, look over here, I'm destined to unrequited love". Kind 
        of sounds like the same as "Taht il Shibak" and I guess 
        a thousand other songs.
The Mahmoud el Leithy version adds a totally new and modern dimension 
        to the song, and Husain really wants to learn it. I'm giving him a copy 
        and who knows, soon. Maybe real soon. It'll be on our set list when we 
        play at Al Masri or other events. Husain wants to give Susu and 
        me parts to sing. Susu? Yes! Me? I don't think so. Home
May 12, 2012Saturday
 Zadiel of Berlin
 Joshkun of the Mendocino Middle Eastern Dance 
        and Music Camp contacted me about bringing  
        Zadiel to San Francisco. A while back Zadiel told me he was coming 
        to San Francisco in the summer, but as emails go, it got lost in the queue. 
        I'm glad that Joshkun reminded me that Zadiel will be here.

Zadiel will be teaching at the camp from July 7 to July 14 and then will 
        go to SFO to return to Berlin. I was able to reserve space for him at 
        Mobu on his one free day Sunday, July 15. He was here a couple of years 
        ago and taught some workshops in my studio. They were a lot of fun and 
        made me remember or realize that there is a totally other dance world 
        out there besides my Egyptian style that I like so much. Being of Turkish 
        descent Zadiel taught Turkish Romany style and made it accessible to us 
        Egyptian dance fans. It brought back so many memories of dancing at the 
        Bagdad and being in awe of the dancers from back east.
Because in the East Coast in the old days, the Middle Eastern community 
        had a lot of Turkish people and musicians, the dancers there all included 
        a bit of Turkish dancing in their set. They especially included a passionate 
        Karsilama ending. However, in San Francisco we had a predominantly 
        Arabic community, including Arabic musicians, so we didn't always dance 
        to Karsilama. But we did often enough to know that we couldn't hold a 
        candle to the East Coast dancers. And we wanted to be able to do Karsilama 
        like they did.
The other day Jalal asked me if I remembered how many Turkish dancers 
        we worked with (at the Bagdad and the Casbah) who were named 
        Princess Aisha. I said only one because the other was Aisha 
        Ghoul. Princess Aisha must have been truly a princess. When we thought 
        it was remarkable to receive $20 tips, she was getting $100 dollar bills. 
        Her fans said she deserved much more because she was a "princess". 
        Sometimes she also got real jewelry. Well, she was beautiful and always 
        wore a rhinestone tiara.
Aisha Ghoul, on the other hand, was a "down-home" girl. She 
        first lived in New York before coming to San Francisco. Since she knew 
        that I was a novice dancer, she took it upon herself to give me advice. 
        "Don't sit with the customers unless they give you something." 
        "I used to asked for money or fur coats (because in New York we worked 
        near the fur coat district)." When she wasn't sitting with customers, 
        or doing her "Sultan Act". "Come on shake your apples. 
        Now, shake your tree." (The Sultan Act was something we were required 
        to do that involved bringing a man to the stage and making him look foolish.), 
        she would stay in the dressing room and spit seeds. I mean the watermelon 
        and pumpkin seeds that she ate and would make the dressing room floor 
        look like the bottom of birdcage.

And then I remembered another Turkish dancer,  
        Ozel Turkbas who danced briefly at the Casbah. She created quite a 
        stir with a bra with fringe that was almost like pasties. I remember there 
        was fringe on the top but when she moved and the fringe swayed side to 
        side we could see that the bottom part was totally bare revealing lots 
        of breast skin. Well, it was decent, just reverse cleavage. Kind of daring 
        and we thought "Oh, so Turkish!"Anyway, this was in the late 
        60's or early 70's. She also wrote a "how to" belly dance book 
        and produced a few LP records. One was called "How to make your 
        Husband a Sultan". Of course, I still have this record. Do I 
        ever throw anything away? Remember, this was in the age of "anything 
        goes" and America is a melting pot and the musicians were a fusion 
        like the United Nations...there was one representing each country. 
        There were no purists then like there are today. Sometimes we were just 
        lucky if the musicians could communicate in a common language. Often that 
        language was either French or (broken) English.
Yes, it will be interesting to have Zadiel back and remember and learn 
        some Turkish dancing. Going back to Egyptian history, much of the dancing 
        that we got from the old black and white "Golden Age" 
        days had a lot of colonialist Turkish music and dance influence. After 
        all it wasn't until 1952 when Nasser gave Egypt back to the Egyptians. 
        Sometimes it's good to learn the roots of this dance. Home
May 11, 2012Friday
 Sahra Saeeda
 One of the best things about this dance is the fast and 
        true friendships that are struck based on common interests and values. 
        I am no longer amazed that the women in my classes are so open, caring 
        and respectful of each other based on their love of the dance with little 
        regard to their innate dance ability or the size of their paycheck. Of 
        course those with natural born talents are looked upon with admiration, 
        but there is always that general love and supportiveness of each other 
        that one usually finds in close families. It's kind of unconditional love 
        based on the common bond that is belly dance.
Just as an aside; there's been a bit of talk right now on "What do 
        we call this dance?" Middle Eastern, Arabic, Raqs Orientale, Raqs 
        Sharqi, Oriental, Danse du Ventre, Belly Dance, or what? I usually 
        tell strangers that I teach Middle Eastern dance, but to my friends I 
        say belly dance. I know that rubs the wrong way with a lot of people, 
        but I guess it comes from my background.
I was a "belly dancer" on Broadway in North Beach for the first 
        twenty years of my dance career. And I was proud of it. That is a cold, 
        hard fact. But I also encountered a lot of discrimination and prejudice 
        using that term such as people thinking I was a "strip teaser" 
        or even a prostitute. I couldn't get a bank loan, good medical insurance, 
        car insurance or even a day time job at a health club saying I was a "belly 
        dancer", but I was treated differently and with a "little more 
        respect" when I said I was a (generic) dance "teacher" 
        and I was treated with a "lot more respect" when I said I was 
        just a housewife.
In order to survive, I learned quickly that I just didn't tell people 
        what I did. They were ignorant and didn't deserve to know. But later, 
        if pressed, I would eventually and sometimes reluctantly tell them that 
        I taught Middle Eastern dance. The reply would always be "You mean 
        belly dance"? And I would respond, "Yes, Egyptian style folk 
        dance". But to my friends, it was just plain belly dance because 
        they had no prejudgments.
Times have changed and now there are many Middle Eastern restaurants and 
        clubs with performers so there is also more awareness of what our art 
        really is. But there is still that underlying prejudice. Therefore, even 
        today when I am more of a dance teacher and less of a performing dancer, 
        I still do not tell people what I do until I decide that they're earned 
        the right to know. For me, it's just easier that way.
Getting back to our close-knit family of friends who share this dance, 
        I embrace this attitude, respect and camaraderie that we share that is 
        unique to our profession. What other profession allows us to be so open 
        and share so much - knowledge, aspirations and even self-doubts without 
        pre-conditions or the history of years of friendship.
In Aswat, we have a newly formed group called W.E. or the 
        Women's Ensemble. It appears that the women have joined together 
        with that common denominator of bonding as a result of fighting the discrimination 
        of the macho world that seems to belong to Arab musicians. Are we just 
        the underdogs? Do we get less credence because we are women? Is this true 
        about our dance as well? Do we naturally want solidarity in our "underground" 
        dance form that is millions strong? I think so. I think that we form a 
        mutual trust first, based on even a "say so" by a friend of 
        a friend of a friend.
I know this is how I met and got to be friends with many other dancers. 
        (Here, I am also including some of the men who also adopt this dance.) 
        Sometimes we only "knew of" each other and sometimes only by 
        name on a flyer. Usually this is due to distance, such as living in opposites 
        sides of America, or even the world. But, nevertheless, given short spurts 
        of time together, we dancers from other areas manage to instantly bond 
        in the way that families do.
 
One of the many dancers I got to know in this way is Sahra 
        Saeeda. I met her in San Francisco at a couple of workshops hosted 
        by Sausan, I met her musicians in Cairo, I meet her at BDUC 
        in Long Beach and we've met numerous times in San Francisco at various 
        shows and other events. Each time I would see her I wished we lived closer. 
        But we don't. But that's OK.
When we do meet, we just pick up where we left off. Just like families 
        do.
Sometimes I wonder why I was so happy that Hana asked her to come 
        to San Francisco teach her Saidi and Beledi Progression 
        workshops. Is it because she's going to share her knowledge in my area 
        or is it because we can just hang out a little bit? If any of you have 
        met Sahra, you would wonder too.
Sahra will be here June 9 and 10 and I hope you 
        will be too. Then, you too, can be part of her family and see what I mean 
        about our dance world and how we bond. Home
May 10, 2012Thursday
 The Cairo Cats, mau, mau


Debbie sent me a couple of photos of her Cairo 
        cats.

The original Cairo cat is over 3000 years old and is spotted with the 
        hind legs longer than the front legs for ease is running. They are known 
        to run over 30 miles an hour. I'd sure love to see these house cats run. 
        But run where?
We've been talking to Debbie about possibly bringing me a cat from Cairo.
Since our cat Bob has been gone a couple of years now, we're finally 
        ready for another cat. Abi was a cute cat, but not our cat. I wonder 
        if it would be possible for Debbie to bring us an Egyptian cat. It would 
        only be fitting and I am sure that, except for the weather, the cat would 
        immediately feel right at home. I suppose the cold temperatures would 
        surely convince the cat that the great outdoors is not the place to be.
Here's a cute song by one my favorite Shaabi artist's Abdel Baset Hamouda 
        singing  "Pussy 
        Cat". Home
May 9, 2012Wednesday
 Husain borrowed back his tools
 Well I lent Husain the tools he needed to fix Linda's 
        ouds. I wonder if I should just give them back or if he considers my basement 
        his storage unit. It really doesn't matter. Now, if I need something fixed, 
        I'll just borrow Husain.
It's been pretty great with Husain converted to liking some of my favorite 
        Shaabi singers. Tonight we listened to Mahmoud el Leithy in the 
        car to and from Aswat practice. Husain played "Souq 
        el Banat" continuously and plans to learn it and sing it as a 
        duet with Susu. He's wondering if he can do both of Mahmoud el 
        Leithy's parts. It's a cute song about looking for a bride,,. Not a college 
        educated one...one from the neighborhood.

This song comes from the movie "Sharia al Haram". In 
        the film, Ayten Amer dances while Mahmoud dances around her. She's 
        such a cutie and she acts, she sings, she dances. I don't know if the 
        song is available on CD here, so if I can figure out how to download it 
        I will. Home
May 8, 2012Tuesday
 Screening films
 I've been spending a couple of days a week at the Arab 
        Film Festival office checking films that need to go out to the screening 
        and selection committee. Running the Festival is a year-long project and 
        part of the process is soliciting and accepting submissions, checking 
        for viewing compatibility and then checking for glitches. Although DVDs 
        are so simple to use, there is still the problem of formatting and sticking. 
        This can be a major problem when a DVD is presented to the selection committee.
Watching the films can be quite interesting and but also can be very depressing. 
        A majority of the films are about what we read in the news. Reading about 
        the Middle East and seeing these problems played out in film are so totally 
        different. I, for one, don't like to see pain and suffering but I know 
        that one object of the festival is to remind people of the difficult situations 
        in the Middle East.
I think I would rather go to a film festival to escape from problems rather 
        than face those realities. Maybe that's why I'm only working for the festival 
        in the capacity of screener for technical difficulties. Since I know that 
        I have a totally pollyanna point of view on life, I don't think any of 
        the Arab Film Festival committee would want to hear my opinion of how 
        to program a festival. If it were up to me, I would do a retro festival 
        starring Egyptian comedians.

Let's hear it for Mohamed Saad in "Lemby" or  
        "Karkar". Home
May 7, 2012Monday
 To do
 I don't know why Monday always feels like the beginning 
        of the week since it's really just another day of the week for me. My 
        weekend is always filled with dance classes and Aswat practice 
        and playing at one club or another. Actually I've spent my entire adult 
        life working on the weekends. But my work doesn't really seem like work. 
        It's my enjoyment. So, I don't know why Monday is the beginning of the 
        week when it's just another day to me.
As I may have said before, I do look forward to Mondays. I always try 
        to start fresh and make my to do list for the week. At the end of the 
        week, I'm happy if I just cross off even one item off the list. This week 
        it's about organizing - as usual. I wonder if other people have the same 
        problems as I do. It seems my entire life has been spent trying to put 
        order to something. I don't think I'm very good at it but, believe me, 
        I sure do try. I keep getting junk emails about adults with ADHD. Do these 
        emails go out to everyone or am I targetcast? How do they know? Well, 
        even if I don't cross off much, these to do lists do help to keep me on 
        track.
 Organizing my media is a major task and finding space to store all of 
        it is an even larger task. I think making space is foremost in my mind 
        these days, but for some reason I can't seem to do anything about it. 
        It might be time to just bite the bullet and purge!! The first purge will 
        be with my cassettes. OK - sometime in the next week or before the end 
        of the weekend, I will fill a couple of shopping bags with cassettes to 
        go out the door. I remember when I did that with some VHS cassettes. It 
        hurt, but in the end, it was a great feeling.

Of course I kept the "important" VHS cassettes and I will do 
        likewise with the audio cassettes but this will provide some much needed 
        space. Every little inch really does count. Home
May 6, 2012Sunday
 Where's the emotion?
 After Aswat practice we went directly to Al 
        Masri. Even though I thought we were early, we walked into a pretty 
        full restaurant. That felt good, but also made me feel a bit anxious. 
        It's hard to try to set up mikes, wires, etc. while wanting to socialize 
        and greet people, not seem rude or distracted and also not appear worried 
        that one of our musicians was M.I.A.
It was a beautiful day. It was a rare San Francisco day. It was a no coat 
        day and this restaurant full of people had decided to be indoors with 
        us while one of our musicians, Mohamed Amin seemed like he didn't 
        want to be with us. After trying to reach him, we finally realized that 
        we needed to play without him. But I tried one last time and, il hamduli'lah, 
        he sleepily answered his phone. "OMG!" he said. The fine summer 
        weather had so discombobulated him that he forgot about everything except 
        thoughts of the beach in the warm San Francisco and then he fell asleep. 
        He sounded confused and dazed but promised to be there before the end 
        of the evening. We couldn't stall any longer, so we started without him.
Fortunately San Francisco is physically small and before our second dancer 
        performed he was there setting up his mike. The sounds of his heavenly 
        nai filled the room and we felt like an ensemble.

There was a full line up of dancers and they were all good. BUT to me, 
        some of the dancers just seemed to be dancing for themselves alone. I 
        mean - just concentrating real hard on the music and forgetting that there 
        was a supportive and friendly audience of dancers out there watching and 
        wanting to be included in on the fun. I know that this dance can be "internal", 
        but if the dancer is "too internal" why bother to dance for 
        other people? Just dance in your living room, or closet.
There was a great line in the Tunisian film  
        "Satin Rouge" where a new dancer does a great uninhibited 
        performance but the club owner didn't like it. He said something like 
        "Remember you have an audience and your performance isn't for 
        you alone, you need to entertain." This is so important to remember.
Here are a few other quotes to think about:
 "She's a dancers' dancer." meaning great technique but 
        not interesting to the general public.
 "She's a great dancer, but you could put a paper bag on her head 
        and it wouldn't make any difference. She has no expression."
 "Wow, she was really fun to watch!"
 "It doesn't matter what you feel, it's how you make the customers 
        feel." a club owner
 "Tricks? (balancing acts, etc.) Who cares about tricks? 
        Your best trick is to be a good dancer." a club 
        owner
 "I can't get into this dancer, how do I play for her? - she's 
        'closed'." a musician
I guess what we need to remember is to dance appropriately and expressively 
        according to the venue. If you want to do "art" dancing, do 
        it on a theater stage, but if you're dancing in a club, a restaurant, 
        a deli, a house party or a fair, your audience wants to have fun and be 
        entertained. That means give something of yourself. Be expressive. Entertain. 
        Your audience can only have fun or "get into your dancing", 
        if you are having fun or it you are inviting (with expressions - face 
        and body language -) your audience to be part of your performance.
 "Let me entertain you!" Gypsy Rose Lee 
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May 5, 2012Saturday
 Shaabi and its categories.
 It's finally come to having to subdivide the various categories 
        of Shaabi music.
What is Shaabi? As a word it has multiple meanings in Arabic. It means 
        "folk", "popular ", of the people. As a musical 
        form it is the voice of the street, an urban expression full of feeling, 
        double entendres, and social commentary.
Shaabi is the popular people, the working class people, the people of 
        the hara (a neighborhood, a neighborhood that may not have paved 
        streets, a neighborhood where the streets are really narrow lanes, or 
        alleys) and most of the Shaabi people were just one generation away from 
        the countryside. Now, it may be two generations.

The urban expression full of feeling, double entendres and social commentary 
        is still there, but the Shaabi world has become paradoxically wild and 
        conservative and the style of music shows more and more influence from 
        electronic and computer generated instruments. Just looking at a few popular 
        Shaabi singers such as Saad al Soghayer, Mahmoud el Leithy, Mahmoud 
        el Husseini, Shabaan el Rahim and their DJ colleagues specializing 
        in electronic and remixing  
        DJ Haha, DJ Chipsy, DJ Figo with accompanying rappers such 
        as Alaa 50 makes me wonder how to organize my collections....electronic, 
        rap, religious, protest, hip hop, folk, sufi, cross-over, fusion, traditional 
        (Shaabi of Mohamed Rushdie and Ahmed Adaweya's generation) 
        and...

I have tons and tons of music from taxis, micro buses and tuk tuks and 
        it's a matter of time and energy on how to organize all of this. At this 
        point I've taken to travelling with a collection of CDs (that I made) 
        with a pen and paper and I'm noting their style while listening to them 
        in the car. This has been a pretty good method and I'm starting to rate 
        them with stars and other notations such as if they have a mawwal and 
        what is the general theme, message or complaint. I think I need to set 
        aside some time and just spend time sorting this all out in my head first 
        before committing to a Shaabi filing system.
In the meantime my pile of Shaabi music is growing with various piles 
        of old, new, to be listened to, danceable, not danceable, too weird, not 
        weird enough, cute, funny and scandalous CDs to be organized. These piles 
        sit on my various drums and tablas in my studio and even though I'm a 
        collector - just acquired another dahola - I'm running out of drums. Time 
        to get serious about Shaabi. Home
May 4, 2012Friday
 Linda's broken oud
 Last week Linda dropped off a couple of ouds for Husain 
        to fix and restring. I guess I'm the go-between. About a month ago - maybe 
        less - Husain decided he didn't want to work on ouds anymore and gave 
        away most of his equipment and tools. As I am an original dumpster diver, 
        I inherited a lot of his tools and told him he could have them or borrow 
        them back when needed.

Well, when Linda brought over the ouds, I had that feeling that I owned 
        what was necessary to fix her ouds. Sure enough, when I gave Husain Linda's 
        ouds, he asked if he could borrow some clamps and other stuff. Then he 
        admitted that he had a couple of other ouds that also needed fixing. I 
        think that he can't quit working on ouds if he's the only game in town. 
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May 3, 2012Thursday
 Egyptian cymbals
 Ayman wants to learn to play drum and finally I 
        can do something for him in exchange for the countless hours he has spent 
        helping me with my songs. I found a drum that might work for him and tonight 
        Kathy dropped it off. It's one of Pepper's old drums from 
        Egypt and has a great black "crocodile" covering. When they 
        changed over from clay and real skin heads, they made some pretty sturdy 
        metal drums with great sounds. This drum is from that stock. I hope that 
        Ayam likes it.
In class we were working on cymbals again and we started comparing the 
        Egyptian cymbals with the American made ones. I still feel that Turquoise 
        is the way to go if using American cymbals. I believe they were the first 
        to manufacture cymbals with 2 openings for the elastic. Saroyan 
        cymbals are also nice and also have the 2 slit openings.
The Zildjians and the Minassians only had one opening just 
        like in Egypt. It was extremely difficult to thread the elastic through 
        the hole and it took a lot of patience. First you had to cut the elastic 
        at an angle to get a pointed end, then push the pointed end through with 
        the tip of a ball point and finally pull the elastic through with needle 
        nose pliers. Then the process would have to be done again for the second 
        elastic with another pen on the cymbal to keep the elastic from completely 
        going through the loop and thereby losing the finger hole. Then it was 
        a matter of tying the elastic a number of times making sure the elastic 
        was fat enough to keep from slipping through the hole. This process took 
        quite a while as the elastic would fray and it took many tries.
Some obsessive dancers would then sew a button on the bottom to keep the 
        elastic from slipping through. I used to use a safety pin - one size larger 
        than the little gold ones. This was pretty fast and usually worked better 
        than the fat knots that would inhibit making certain clicking sounds. 
        The drawback was that the safety pins would always bend and sometimes 
        would open when dancing.
The elastic cords provided with the cymbals never worked because although 
        they provided the best sound - helping to create that wobbly double and 
        triple sound - they had to be tied tight enough to keep from flying off 
        the fingers when dancing and that meant tight enough that we couldn't 
        fit them on the fingers or if we finally could, they really cut the circulation 
        and made permanent grooves in the finger flesh AND the knots always slipped 
        through the holes while dancing.
The American 2 opening cymbals were really a great invention - especially 
        for dancers on the run who would play the cymbals hanging on one little 
        bit of frayed off elastic. After safety pins, good threaded cymbals were 
        the dancer's best friend.
 So after working on the various sounds - as many as there are subtle and 
        not so subtle sounds on a tabla, I started to teach the Ghawazee 
        cymbal patterns.

This was easy - there really are only two main patterns - but I realized 
        that I don't have much music in CD form. All my good "Ghawazee" 
        music is on LP records or on cassettes that I bought in Luxor so many 
        years ago. Now I have a new project. Transfer Ghawazee music to CD. Or 
        should I even bother? How often do I teach Ghawazee? Better to refer people 
        to Pepper. But I guess I should have at least on good CD on hand for times 
        like tonight.Home
  May 2, 2012Wednesday
 Getting ready for next Aswat concert
 It seems that we just finished one concert and already 
        we're on to the next one. Aswat rehearsal was spent having to unlearn 
        the medleys we just performed and to relearn them as a new sequence of 
        songs. It seems that Omar, our director, is making the medleys 
        longer by adding more songs. I just hope that he will make up his mind 
        soon as it's so confusing to learn something and have him change it at 
        his every whim. As usual, I am not writing down anything - yet. And 
        Susu is sticking to using a pencil with a big fat eraser. Faisal, 
        on the other hand, decided that he wouldn't even play. He wanted to just 
        listen and try to figure out what we will ultimately do.
Faisal brought two of his tars and I had the pleasure of trying out the 
        two sizes. It seemed that one size worked really well with one song and 
        that the other tar sounded better with another song. We will be doing 
        a khaligi piece and Susu envisions the percussion section using various 
        tars of various sizes with each person playing a different rhythm. I see 
        us all sitting cross-legged on the floor wearing white robes with our 
        heads encased in more white - white galabiyas and white ghutras but black 
        agals. Kind of the Saudi equivalent of the Egyptian black on black on 
        black.
On the way home, Husain and I were discussing Shaabi music. It 
        seems that he has decided that he likes Shaabi now. Finally!!! I was wondering 
        when he'd see the light. Nar! Nar! Nar!

He told me about a new song that he heard with Mahmoud el Leithy 
        singing with a cute female singer, Ayten Amer. I didn't know it 
        until he started singing it and it turned out to be another "new" 
        old song. I knew it originally as "Eh El Hekaya" by Hamdi 
        Batshaan. It was a Shaabi song from 1988. I told him that Abdullah 
        Kdouh had recorded that song for one of Reda Darwish's cassettes 
        and I promised to find it and play it for him. "Eh 
        El Hekaya" was one of my favorite songs and I used to teach it 
        in my classes because everyone liked the back and forths between the Dellaae 
        type female singer and the old man who is trying to pick her up. At the 
        time this song was released, it created quite a stir and was even the 
        subject of one of Walter Armbrust's chapters in his book "Mass 
        Culture and Modernism in Egypt". Walter Armbrust is now a professor 
        in Oxford as a result of his living in and studying Egyptian culture 
        - primarily the media - movies, TV and song. What a fun way to earn a 
        Ph.D
In the film "Sharia el Haram" 
        there seems to be quite a bit of music, singing and dancing. Saad el 
        Soghayar and Dina do a rendition of Sami Ali and 
        Sahar Hamdi's "Shokolata" and Mahmoud el Leithy sings 
        a song called "Souq el Bint". Ayten's and Mahmoud's  
        duet is in this movie also, but since the film doesn't seem to be 
        available here - yet - I can't tell you anything about it. But judging 
        from a trailer I saw, the movie seems to be a takeoff on the entertainers 
        of the Egyptian Shaabi past. The clip I'm linking with Ayten and Mahmoud 
        is from a Rotana TV program called Comedy Club that seems 
        to feature lots of Shaabi singers. It's pretty current, so I'm wondering 
        about all that talk of censorship I read about a couple of weeks ago. 
        Eh El Hekaya What's Up
 eh, eh el hekaya -what's up?
 eh, eh el riwaya -what's the story?
 kallimni - talk to me
 fahimni - make me understand..
 ayb 'aleik Shame on you (also haram aleik)
 el ragil da - this man
 eh el inta 'amil da -What's this you are doing? Home
May 1, 2012Tuesday
 Not enough time
 It seems like I never have enough time to do everything 
        I want and need to do in a day. I started the day by going to the Arab 
        Film Festival office and doing some office work. I like doing that 
        kind of mindless organizing. It stimulates my mind because I can daydream 
        and plan little interesting projects. When I look at the titles of some 
        of the films, it gets my mind going and even though I may not know the 
        content of the films, I create scenarios in my mind.
After leaving the AFF office and going on a few errands I dashed over 
        to Ayman's to listen to and discuss the words of another shaabi 
        song. Sometimes when I listen to a song I think I hear certain words and 
        then I have my own personal translations. Some songs in particular really 
        stump me and I wonder how close my translations are to the true translation. 
        These are the songs that I take to Ayman's. Today I was so off in my own 
        translations that I got frustrated. I just can't hear the proper words 
        when sung. When Ayman repeats the words, lightbulbs go off and I know 
        which word is used. Then when I listen to the song again, I do hear the 
        correct words. But not when just sung. When will my ears be trained to 
        hear the differences when sometimes it's only a shadda (doubling 
        the letter) away. I don't know if I will ever, ever learn this language. 
        I thought I heard the words correctly but then they didn't mean what I 
        thought they meant.
Shaabi songs aren't at all like the regular love songs. I can't 
        seem to apply any of my "song talk" vocabulary here. It seems 
        that it's all about idioms AND made up words plus a foreknowledge of various 
        neighborhoods in Cairo that are famous for primarily drug use. And it 
        seems that each neighborhood also has its own special language. It's kind 
        of like that song "Horus" and the underground vocabulary.

Horus (Egyptian god) We get all the words from the underground, 
        Get outa my way - whole neighborhood, get outa my way. We've said a lot 
        of things kulu marra (all the time) shuga bugu (like boogie 
        woogie) We bring the word to the bees and whoever wants to be with me 
        start singing. halawa, ya basal (sweety, oh onion head?) We said 
        a lot of things. We've done a lot of things, kulimaada ala fada 
        - based on the proverb of our town, whatever has happened is gone. The 
        past is over with done with. Horus (Egyptian god)
I guess the only way to get these words; to hear these words correctly; 
        to understand the context; is to live there. And I don't just mean live 
        in metro Cairo, I mean live in the hara (neighborhood) and I mean 
        the correct hara of whatever song is being sung.
 esHa we estebeh la tedeb - light up your morning fire
 Salam - hello
 il batneya - a neighborhood with drug dealers
 ashan - because
 kherha alleya - you owe them a favor
 kayeefa - stoner, junkie (think kef)
 dimagh hom khafeefa - your head is in a cloud
 samaani - enchant me, make me hear
 na'awa - well picked (as in fruit)
 hua da kalam illi kalam il mawzun these words are well spoken 
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