|     February 18, 2012Saturday
 BDUC
 This morning we walked the few short blocks to the Convention Center and 
        the first person we saw was Sahra. She was waiting for a boom box 
        for her class. One didn't arrive so she asked me if I would drum for the 
        class. Yes! I was totally excited about drumming for the class and for 
        Sahra. Shadee of Diamond Pyramid lent me a drum and then 
        class started. She was to teach how to use Saidi movements in Oriental 
        dance. Of course Sahra was totally organized with handouts and had lots 
        of history and other facts to share about Saidi. So with this great base 
        for the Saidi class she started the movement portion of the class.
 This was so much fun. I wish I could drum for dancers like this all the 
        time. It gives you a great perspective on how dancers operate and it really 
        makes you aware of how drummers really have to watch the dancers. Some 
        dancers and some drummers are not aware of each other and that is not 
        good. But the dancers and drummers who do connect make this dance so very 
        special.
 I've been fortunate to have played with great drummers like Yousef 
        Mustafa, Reda Darwish, Loay, Susu and Tony Lammam and have 
        watched them watch and react to the dancers. It's fantastic when the dancers 
        and the drummers connect. It's magical. But when the dancers are unaware 
        of the drummers or their drumming, it's pretty sad. Then the drummers 
        just give up, don't pay attention and the dance can't go anywhere in their 
        dance. Just remember that even if you don't watch or see the drummer while 
        you are dancing, you need to establish a spiritual, musical connection. 
        Follow and react to the extra slap or pop and soon you will be interacting 
        and having an exciting conversation with the drummer while dancing. Remember, 
        it's always a two way street. And, it goes without saying that this is 
        also true for melodic musician and/or singer as well. Yes, it was fun 
        trying to catch the extra hip hits with the drum and to see how a drummer 
        can really enhance the movement and the dance.
 Immediately after Sahra's class I was a slave to the judge's table. It 
        was fun and interesting to see a new crop of contestants and also to see 
        contestants from past years competing again. What was most interesting 
        was hearing the new trends in music, styles of dance and seeing the new 
        fashions in costuming. Also Tonya had thoughtfully left various 
        samples of little chocolates on the tables to give us sustenance and breakfast. 
        She knows the way to my heart and why I like judging.
 In the evening they had the judge's gala. This is where the judges get 
        to or maybe I should say, HAVE TO, perform for the audience which was 
        comprised mostly of the contestants. Yikes! That's not fair - a bunch 
        of old bags having to dance for a bunch of young pretty things who are 
        still in shape. What would be better, more fair and more appropriate would 
        be a film showing of the judges dancing when they were in their prime 
        - not now. But, I must say that Sahra did a wonderful show. She out Fifi'd 
        Fifi. She, Sahra, is getting better and better every time I see 
        her. Does it sound like I belong to a Sahra fan club? Well, if there is 
        one, I'm in it. We missed Leila Farid in this gala because 
        Atlantis had her working too hard teaching and judging and she 
        physically just couldn't be at three places at one time. (Also she doesn't 
        qualify as an "old bag".) So Leila did her performance as a 
        finale to the evening. She chose to dance in and among the audience rather 
        than on the stage. This was a good move as it was up close and personal 
        and lots of fun. She got everyone including all the men in the audience 
        up there dancing with her. It was a great way to end a great evening and 
        we all left wanting more and revved up for Sunday's events.
  
        Ganal hawa-Love came to us (me) - Abdel Halim Hafezhawa - love, air
 We- and
 reimsh - eyelash
 asmara- tanned, dark
 shabaka - net
 da habibi - da - it, habibi, my beloved
 shaghal - to be preoccupied
 yaba yaba - Oh my father (yama=oh my mother)
 fein - where
 gareh - wound
 geideed - new
 fareh - happiness
 bokra - tomorrow
 ayaam - days
 wareenee - show me - i=me
 mash - walk
 ana - I, me
 omree - life
 ma-ak - with you - ma- with, ak-you Home
 February 17, 2012Friday
 This beautiful morning
 I set two alarms to make sure I got up at 5:30 a.m. Yes, 5:30 a.m. That 
        was stupid. I should have stayed up all night since my internal clock 
        had me up watching movies until after 4 a.m.. One of my favorite times 
        is 5 a.m. when the sun is hinting of coming up over the horizon and the 
        little birds on the tree outside of my window are waking up and just starting 
        to chirp. This morning because I needed to be dressed and waiting for 
        the SuperShuttle, I wasn't really paying attention to the birds. Outside 
        of the birds though, it sure is quiet at 5:30 a.m.. There were no phones 
        ringing, carpenters hammering, Fed Ex trucks rattling and clanging while 
        delivering Amazon packages, no buses snorting or tennis balls being rhythmically 
        batted back and forth in the neighboring tennis court. There were none 
        of the familiar noises and usual distractions and I found that after I 
        had dressed and washed last night's dishes, I still had time to start 
        my airport book while waiting for the 6 a.m. shuttle.
 I was hoping that we wouldn't get caught in the Obama traffic jam 
        on the way to the airport. I heard that the freeway would be a parking 
        lot in order to get Obama out of San Francisco. Well, there were no traffic 
        problems and all went smoothly. We arrived at SFO with plenty of time 
        for me to apply my make up in the rest room before waiting for my flight. 
        SuperShuttle really does have it down to a science in timing trips and 
        after doing all the obligatory TSA security checks there wasn't much of 
        a wait before boarding the plane. And then the fun began. There were no 
        cars in a traffic jam on the freeway, but Air Force One was making the 
        planes line up and wait to make sure that the blue skies of San Francisco 
        were completely clear of other traffic so our Prez could have a smooth 
        incident free flight to his next destination. No problem. I like airport 
        books.
 The plan was that I would arrive at LAX and take a shuttle to the garment 
        district and have lunch, shop a little and meet up with Kim and 
        Hana in the adjoining fabric district. They were driving and I had 
        very generously let them transport my carryon suitcase so I would have 
        both hands free to shop. We all had left San Francisco around 6 a.m. and 
        that would give me a lots of extra time to have lunch and shop first since 
        I only had an hour flight - not their 5-6 hour drive. Well, because of 
        airport security and nonsense like Obama's airplane traffic jam , we pretty 
        much arrived in LA about the same time. I think I got there less than 
        an hour before them and that was great as I wanted to check out a few 
        dress shops before meeting up. By the time I had walked through the garment 
        district and parked myself in front of one of my favorite fabric shops 
        with some fresh mangos and chile for lunch. Kim and Hana were there too. 
        So off we went searching for the ultimate fabric that would make us look 
        like great dancers.
  The fabric district sure is inspiring. It's so inspiring that we have 
        enough fabric to last until at least next year. Well, actually we still 
        have fabric left over from last year. But this is a new year. It's the 
        year of the Dragon and things will get done this year. For sure! Ya reet! 
        Insha'allah!
 The evening was spent at the BDUC warm-up party with plenty of 
        food, drinks and dancing. It was a great opportunity to visit with old 
        friends and dance acquaintances in a party setting. After seeing Tonya 
        and Atlantis, I was particularly happy to see Leila Farid 
        who lives in Cairo. Last year after the January 25 revolution Leila came 
        to San Francisco to help out in a benefit for the musicians in Cairo. 
        She looked great then and she looked great now. She was exactly the same 
        as last year except now she has a little tummy. She's expecting a little 
        baby and is six months pregnant. It should be a little baby because her 
        stomach is so little. But what's a little tummy to a belly dancer? When 
        she performed it just enabled us to see the stomach movements better. 
        It was a great show and this baby will be born dancing and playing music 
        for sure!
 El Helwa Di - Sayed 
        Darwish
 Helwa - beautiful
 dee - this
 cu cu cu cu - crowing, bird noises
 allah - God
 yallah - let's go
 sabah - morning
 mafish - no more
 nur - light
 amal - hope
 saber - patience
 rab - God, lord
 shams - sun Home
 February 16, 2012Thursday
 The H word
 Ya Habibi. I guess anybody who has heard an Arabic song has heard the 
        words "Ya Habibi".
 Tonight in performance class we worked on "Alf Leila wa Leila". 
        The first words in the song are Ya Habibi. Oh my darling. We are still 
        working on the H word. Hobb for love, Habibi for Beloved, Habeytak for 
        love you and so on. Even maHabish for don't love.
 This is a fun little project and even though we are basically using the 
        same "H" words as we did last Thursday, we are reinforcing the 
        listening process and the class is becoming more comfortable with acting 
        out the words of love with their body and their expressions. I will probably 
        continue on with this theme for awhile before I switch to the agony and 
        torture words. There are still many many words that talk of love and tenderness 
        and it's fun to see everyone's gestures looking more and more real and 
        natural.
 Tomorrow morning I'm going to Los Angeles and Long Beach for BDUC 
        so I will be away from the computer for a few days. Plan on being back 
        online again by Tuesday morning. Insha'allah.
 Ahwak - Abdel Halim Hafez
 Ahwak - I love you
 we - and
 lau - if
 ansak - forget you, ak=you, m.
 ansa - I forget
 rohi - my soul, i=my
 tensani - you've forgotten me, t=you, i=me Home
 February 15, 2012Wednesday
 It's colder inside than outside
 Our rehearsals for Aswat are held in a large beautiful wooden building 
        in Oakland that used to be a church that became a Shriner's Hall 
        and is now the Islamic Cultural Center of Northern Californa. Because 
        of it's history it has beautiful stained glass windows, mosaic tilework, 
        great carved wooden pillars and beams and many other beautiful features 
        such as antique furniture and grand fireplace mantles. On Wednesday nights 
        we practice in a banquet hall that seats several hundred people.
 It's pretty cold with no heat and although there are two large fireplaces 
        in the room, they do us no good since we're not allowed to light fires.
 
 Not everyone shows up on Wednesday evenings - could it be because it is 
        so cold in there? Katie and I by default have become the Wednesday 
        night drummers. Husain and Younes sit on the other side 
        of the room and help direct us with their violin bows and eyebrow twitches. 
        Sometimes even Omar, our director, guides us also, but he usually 
        changes his mind about the rhythms enough that we don't always pay attention 
        to him. Also we don't get too set in our drum rhythms because Susu 
        and Faisal will change the rhythms to suit themselves when they 
        come on Sunday.
 Since it had been warm today, I was wearing open-toed shoes. This was 
        a big mistake as it was freezing inside. Everyone who had a hat or muffler 
        remained bundled. Of course coats stayed on also. Fortunately I was able 
        to wrap my feet in the pillowcase that housed my drum and I made a mental 
        note to wear fur boots next week. Katie as usual was wearing gloves while 
        she drummed. I just let me fingers grow cold and stiff. I really was wondering 
        how the violinists could work, but then I noticed that Angela also 
        was wearing gloves. Yes, this is really what you would call suffering 
        for your art. Or dedication. Or stupidity. Next week Amer is bringing 
        a space heater.
 After practice we hung out in the parking lot enjoying the warmer weather.
 Ana Mush Arefni - Abdel Basit Hamouda
 ana - I, me
 mush - negative
 arefni - know myself
 la - no, not
 dee - this, it
 abuS - look
 roHi - my soul - i-my
 la-etni - found myself, ni=myself Home
 February 14, 2012Tuesday
 Happy Valentine's
 Horacio and Beata came tonight with two of their Poms, 
        Mimi and Ruby. They had just adopted yet another Pomeranian, 
        a boy, who will need to stay in the States for a while and recover from 
        an operation. He will then wait for someone to take him to Germany. Horacio 
        and Beata can't wait for him as they have to get leave in the morning. 
        This means that they will have a total of five - yes five Pomeranians. 
        I know these dogs are little, but five? Horacio and Beata's laps don't 
        seem to be large enough for five.
 We spent the evening talking about music and the great sound - the big 
        sound - that only seems to come from Egypt. This sound really comes from 
        the percussion section. I know that they also have multiples of other 
        instruments such as the violin, but the percussion section seems to be 
        unique to Egypt's bands. On the Arabic dish music channels the bands from 
        other countries like Lebanon also have a great percussion section, but 
        they don't seem to have the number or loudness of the dufs like in Egypt. 
        If one duf sounds good, then five or six naturally will sound better. 
        It really is the more the merrier.
 In Aswat we have six percussion instruments and only two of them 
        are dufs. It may sound good and maybe a little loud for our classic music 
        ensemble, but for that Cairo band sound the duf section really needs to 
        be deafeningly loud and synchronized. At one time Susu and I tried 
        to get that sound, but we never could get it loud enough.
 Perhaps we can get that sound with our up and coming planned show. I was 
        thinking of calling it Tarabiya Two - Trance and Dance! I'm not 
        sure yet what all we'll do in the show. It's still in the works in my 
        head and in Susu's. Probably like my costumes it will get planned and 
        will evolve until it finally turns into something that we didn't really 
        plan at all but will actually be better. Who knows. We'll start our rehearsal 
        schedule soon.
 Meet Foll - Ahmed Adaweya
 meet - one hundred
 foll - jasmine
 we - and
 ashra - ten
 gamalak - your beauty, ak-your, m.
 lau - if
 aaool - I say
 ma - negative Home
 February 13, 2012Monday
 Don't think - just dance
 I woke up feeling like I had to start from square one regarding my costume. 
        Obviously I need a costume that I can move in. I can't just waddle onto 
        the stage and just stand there and smile. So I guess I'll have to rethink 
        the costume or think of something else. I'm really not a very good seamstress 
        although I have made dozens of costumes. All my costumes seem to start 
        with one idea in mind and by the time they are done, they look totally 
        different than what was originally envisioned. Many times they turned 
        out better because of my mistakes. This time, though, I'm so glad I did 
        a trial run-through at Pachamama. Now I know how to fix the problem 
        of not being able to move.
 Yes, scissors were invented for a reason and I guess I'm just going to 
        have to take that first step and start cutting. Rose gave me the 
        courage to do this, but then Rose is a master sewer and I'm only a sewing 
        wannabe. I guess if I cut too much or if it doesn't work, I always 
        have other costumes I can use. Like the red off the rack assuite dress 
        that I originally planned to use. I'm just glad that I didn't invest too 
        much on this costume. Well, we'll see. And just when I thought that I 
        had free time on my hands.
 But on a better note, as usual, I enjoyed my classes tonight. I wonder 
        if the class gets as much out of class as I do. I really do like choosing 
        various pieces of music and working on them. Tonight we worked on trying 
        to bridge the dance movement and take it from the body and give it to 
        the audience. Why are some dancers so much better or memorable than others 
        when they may essentially be doing the same thing? It's all about personalizing 
        the movement and making it alive and your own and then giving that musical 
        emotion to your audience. Sometimes inhibitions may get in the way. But 
        more likely the mind gets in the way. There's a time to think and then 
        there's a time to dance and when you dance, your body already should be 
        on automatic and be responding in an immediate fashion. The thinking and 
        analyzing should be past tense so you and your audience can just enjoy 
        the present.
 En Rah minnik ya ain - Shadia
 rah - go
 ya ain - oh my eye
 min - from
 albi - my heart, i-my
 yaHebb - (he) loves
 marra - once, one time
 mahebish - doesn't love
 marritein - twice, two times
 min gheir - without
 saharu - keep him awake - u-him
 el layali - all night
 baed - far Home
   February 12, 2012Sunday
 Can't move
 It was just another day of sewing, dancing and music. Started the day 
        by trying to finish my costume for BDUC. I wanted to have it finished 
        by this evening because I needed to try it out on stage before performing 
        at BDUC.
 Luckily I have my own private health spa and performance opportunity called 
        Georges Lammam's night at Pena Pachamama. Unfortunately 
        last night instead of sewing I got involved in a mystery book. Hate those 
        books - can't do anything until I figure out who did it. Well, sleep got 
        in the way and I never did find out who did it. But in my dreams I got 
        inspired on how to finish the costume. Only problem was - I had a private 
        in the morning and then Aswat rehearsal and then Pachamama. So, 
        I frantically sewed until my private arrived and then that was that. Sigh! 
        That's why God invented safety pins.
 Aswat was good as usual except that the commute to Oakland was bad today. 
        It was Sunday afternoon and the bridge was a "parking lot". 
        It reminded me of why I quit all my part-time jobs in the East Bay. But 
        I really do enjoy being part of a rehearsed ensemble and if it's in Oakland, 
        maalesh. Our group is getting bigger and bigger and better and better. 
        And at least the percussion section is relatively six percussionists small 
        with two great percussionists leading us - Susu and Faisal. 
        I can't even count how many oud players we have. Now there are two kanuns 
        and Fathi el Gerah has joined the violin section. It was an enjoyable 
        way to spend Sunday afternoon, but I was anxious to leave to try to get 
        to Pachamama early enough to work on my costume.
 Of course finding parking in North Beach at dinnertime is impossible and 
        I even thought about using a lot. Pay to park? That's a new concept. But 
        such a San Francisco tradition. Luckily and finally I found a place only 
        a bunch of blocks away. It was raining and I had too much stuff to carry 
        and drag to also use an umbrella so I decided that water is only water 
        and who cares if I get wet. Certainly no one but me and water can be quite 
        refreshing - like taking a cold shower. When I got to Pachamama, the Flamenco 
        show was still in progress. Hurray!!!! That meant that I could go downstairs 
        and sew. No matter that everything was wet.
 Pachamama used to be a speakeasy during prohibition times so there are 
        numerous secret rooms and passages below street level enabling former 
        customers and unsavory characters to get away or escape if the place gets 
        raided. I am sure that a lot of clubs in North Beach are also similarly 
        honeycombed and connected. There's a lot of San Francisco history here 
        - especially at Pachamama. So I found a private little niche in the basement 
        and to the sound of clacking flamenco heels, yelling and singing and the 
        constant dripping of water - there seemed to be leaks somewhere in this 
        underground beehive- I furiously sewed while bus boys and cooks bustled 
        through every few minutes carrying things and wondering what I was doing.
 Suddenly there was quiet and then more clacking of heels. But this time 
        they were the sound of heels running down the stairs. The Flamenco show 
        was over and it was time to change the club to Arabic night. Oh well, 
        that's why God invented safety pins. I would just attach and hold up my 
        costume with safety pins and see if it would hold up long enough to survive 
        a short set at BDUC.
 Fortunately it did, but I couldn't move. The dress was so tight that my 
        knees felt like they were getting friction burns when I moved. I'm so 
        glad I tried this costume out. All will be well now at BDUC. I'm glad 
        that God also invented scissors. Just cut one little slit up the back 
        and all will be well. I think.
 Horus - a Shaabi song
 We get all the words from the underground
 Get outa my way -
 We said alot of things (kulu marra)
 Shuga buga (boogie woogie)
 We bring the word to the bees
 and whoever wants to be with me, start to sing
 Halawa (sweet) ya basal (onion head?)
 We said a lot of things
 We've done a lot of things
 Kulimaada ala fada - based on the proverb of our town,
 whatever happened is gone
 The past is over with/done with. Home
 February 11, 2012
 Saturday
 Collections
 This morning I started working on decorating a costume I would use at 
        BDUC...I think. A few days ago when I was in the mall with Cathy 
        I bought a little red and black dress. Well, I really bought two little 
        red and black dresses - exactly alike. If one looked good on me, two would 
        look better.
 Although I already decided I would wear my black Assuite dress for the 
        show at BDUC, I didn't know if I wanted to wear the red one there also. 
        I'm doing two performances and hadn't decided if I would wear the same 
        one for both shows or have two costumes. Vanity said two costumes for 
        two shows. And then vanity also said don't wear the red one -it's an "off 
        the rack" and one should never take the chance of maybe wearing the 
        same dress as another dancer - especially since chances are the other 
        dancer would be younger, prettier and with a better "Barbie" 
        figure. Vanity said, it's better to wear something no one else has. Well 
        - no one has an exact copy of my black Assuite as: 1) It's an antique 
        (old) and 2) It's an original design, one of a kind (home made). And for 
        sure, no one else would be wearing a costume made out of two dresses bought 
        at "Forever 21". I don't think. Anyway, not the way I'll be 
        wearing the two dresses and a crinoline petticoat left over from a Mexican 
        folklorico costume. So, I'm set! Two original designed costumes. No "ready 
        mades" for me.
 Later in the day after my classes were over, Gregory and I went 
        to the annual Tribal Arts Show at Fort Mason. This is a fun thing 
        to do - kind of like going to the museum - but since all the items also 
        have price tags, it can be pretty frustrating or depressing for two inveterate 
        collectors. Even armed with a checkbook and credit cards we can't really 
        do much collecting at this show as most of the art exhibited has museum 
        price tags. When we first started going years ago we found a couple of 
        things within our budget - a New Guinea drum with a snake skin head and 
        an antique Chinese child's chair. There was a great terra cotta Maya incense 
        burn that I fell in love with. Also there was an unrealistically painted 
        wooden tiger from Ghana with a hollow belly that doubled as a toy chest. 
        It was at least 5 or 6 feet long. It could have solved a lot of my storage 
        problems.
   
 A while back Gregory bought a wooden funerary figure - not from this show 
        - from the island of Palawan which is an island in the Philippines where 
        my mother was born. We have another funerary piece from New Guinea and 
        these two pieces are just waiting to become a collection. If there's three, 
        then it's a collection? At the show we found another funerary piece from 
        the island of Luzon (where I was born). But listed at $12,000 we weren't 
        even thinking of making an offer. I wonder if these items really do get 
        bought and sold at these shows. Or are the exhibitors just there to network 
        and deal and trade with each other?
 I didn't really see too many red dots and most of the items sold were 
        really tribal influenced modern made jewelry. This of course interested 
        Gregory since this is what he loves collecting. Most of these small ticket 
        items were still out of our price range, even the earrings, and it was 
        interesting to see how the styles in tribal jewelry have changed from 
        year to year. Anyway we went home refreshed and inspired and maybe a little 
        lucky that we couldn't start another collection. Of course we did manage 
        to score a couple of books. Those don't count or take up much room.
 Kulu aal kulu - Ahmed Adaweya
 Kulu aala kulu - everything on top of everything
 kulu - all, everything
 lama - when
 shufu - see him
 we - and
 hua - he
 fakirna - fakir=think, na=us, we
 eh - what
 mish - negative
 ainak - ain=eye, ak=you, m.
 ruh - go
 ool - tell
 marra - time
 marra tanya - another time
 barra - outside
 meen - who
 lau - if
 aref - know
 maalimeen - bosses, maalem - boss
 alby - alb=heart, i=me or my
 masra - stage Home
 February 10, 2012Friday
 Alf Leila wa Leila
 Horacio and BeataCifuentes dropped by tonight. They looked 
        great, energized and happy. Although they were still suffering a bit from 
        jetlag, since they just arrived from Berlin, they looked great, energized 
        and happy. They had just finished teaching day two of their four day workshop 
        marathon. They brought Mimi and Ruby. Ruby is the new addition 
        to their Pomeranian garden. She's so cute!
 
 
 Horacio told me that two of his ballet friends, a married couple, organized 
        a party for him and Beata. It will be a reunion with all of Horacio's 
        fellow dancers from the San Francisco ballet world. He's pretty excited 
        about seeing them. I told him that a dancer and his wife lived across 
        the street from me and we realized that these were his friends Rusty 
        and Anita who were holding the party in his honor. I've met them 
        before and knew that Rusty likes to do woodwork as a hobby. He knew Daria's 
        mom and had helped Daria's mom, Effie, remodel her kitchen. Small 
        world! Elizabeth Street is truly a special street where belly and ballet 
        merge.
 
 Next year if Horacio and Beata bring all their Poms with them to San Francisco 
        - they have four little Pomeranians now - maybe we can arrange a special 
        show. At my end of Elizabeth Street is the famous "Dog Park"! 
        Madame Mimi, the veteran dog dancer can share the stage with her troupe 
        - Teddy, Susu and Ruby. We can produce a special show called "Oriental 
        Fantasia".
 Maybe Rusty can construct a miniature "Fantasia" sized stage 
        and I can help Horacio construct a few colorful costumes - how about pink 
        tutu's with "I Dream of Genie" veils.
   
   I can just see it with Mimi starring with her chorus 
        of dancers. Horacio used to work at the Pasha when he lived in San Francisco. 
        I'm sure I can convince the Pasha Band to play the music score. Beata 
        can hold the hoops and lead the "Oriental Fantasia Troupe" 
        through their tricks of hopping, shimmying and turning on their hind 
        legs and finally do an impressive finale finish with a grand jete' of 
        fluffy furry dancers flying through the air and through the hoops onto 
        the wagging laps of their adoring dog fans. Why this could turn into an 
        annual event.  I wonder if next year Horacio and Beata will adopt yet another Pom to 
        add to the troupe. And Elizabeth Street will go down in history as the 
        street of belly, ballet and "Oriental Fantasia".
 Horacio told me that he taught an Om Kalthoum compilation and mentioned 
        using danceable pieces from "Alf Leila wa Leila". So, 
        guess what our vocabulary words will be today? You guessed it. This song 
        is so great it starts out with Ya Habibi. Yes! the "love" word 
        that I was missing from yesterday's love song. It's really a great danceable 
        song and Ya Habibi is found throughout the song.
 In fact, we danced to it a bit last night while I was trying to find another 
        suitable Om song to dance to at BDUC. Since I am teaching "How 
        to Dance to Om", I am obligated to use her music in performance. 
        Atlantis changed the time limit of the judge's dances from four 
        to seven minutes and it totally turned me around. I had already mentally 
        resigned myself to a short three and a half minute Om piece which was 
        a little part of a song that could be faded out. And now, as if given 
        a reprieve, I am given a whole three extra minutes. Enough time to actually 
        dance something! Hah! If I can find something that so inspires me! I can't 
        even get going until I've danced at least half an hour. Seven minutes? 
        Yay!! Hurray!! Whoopee!! Well, I guess seven is three more than four. 
        I guess I got spoiled dancing to good live music most of my life with 
        NO time constraints. But, Alf Leila is a big contender and I have a great 
        Nur Mhana in concert version of the song. Now, to just figure out 
        how to butcher this beautiful song to nothing...to seven minutes. Pleeeeze! 
        I bet Om would throw a fit! Four minutes? Seven minutes? It probably took 
        her a couple of hours to warm up to the song.
 Alf Leila we Leila 
        - for Om Kalthoum
 ya Habibi - ya=oh, my sweetheart, i=my
 il - the
 leil - night
 we - and
 samah - sky
 ngm, nigumo - star, its stars, o=he or it
 amaro - moon, it's moon, o=he or it
 sahar, sahran - stay awake all night
 wenta - we=and, enta=you, m.
 wana - we=and, ana=I or me
 hayati - my life, i=my
 kol - everything
 kollina - all of us, na=us
 hobi - my love
 hawa - love, air
 yis'eena - quench thirst
 aieesh - life, live
 aiyoon - eyes
 shams - the sun
 ta-ali - come on, come here
 baed - after
 sana - a year
 mosh - negative
 abli - before
 ezzay - how
 ezzayak - how are you? Home
 February 9, 2012Thursday
 Love me
  Today I decided to use a song for performance class that spoke of love. 
        That's pretty easy since it seems that 99.99 % of all Arabic songs speak 
        of love. I wanted a song that used the root word Hubb or Hobb meaning 
        love with it's many different variations of the word within the song. 
        After all, almost all Arabic songs use the word Habibi, my darling. Well, 
        I finally chose the song "Hebbina" because it was a simple 
        song and with the love word in the title, it was obviously about love. 
        And, wouldn't you know it, there wasn't a single Habibi in the song.
 
 So tonight, wanting the class to hear that the root word for love would 
        appear throughout a song in various different permutations, I chose "Hebbina", 
        love me. Too bad that the word Habibi didn't appear in the song. But I 
        know that I'll have plenty of other opportunities to find Habibi within 
        other songs for other classes.
 Tonight's project seemed to be pretty simple - listening for all possible 
        variations of Hubb/Hobb, but I just wanted to open the ears and minds 
        to listening for and hearing and knowing the different conjugations of 
        the word Hubb/Hobb while dancing.
 As an experiment each person was to mime the word each time a variation 
        of the word came up. Well, I chose a word that was too simple. They all 
        passed with flying colors but it was nice to see that they were making 
        themselves aware of that root word and also were mentioning other vocabulary 
        words that they heard in the song.
 An interesting observation by all of us in class is that the song, in 
        it's simplicity made everyone dance differently. I thought it was only 
        me, as I had experienced the song when it was actually a "pop" 
        song, but without realizing it, everyone else followed the general mood 
        of the song and danced accordingly. Very simple and light hearted.
 
 Although Farid lived and worked in Egypt, his roots were in the Levant 
        and consequently often included vestiges of his roots in his movies (such 
        as Debke dancing or images of cedars [of Lebanon]). Below is a link and 
        hope you'll see for yourself. It also includes the English translation. 
        Please remember that translations are poet and not word for word.
 Next week I will continue with this project but since the class is becoming 
        more are accustomed to hearing certain vocabulary words I may make the 
        assignment a little harder.
   
 Hebbina - Farid 
        el Atrache
 hebbina - love us, or love me
 habbaynaki - I loved you
 lau - if
 ma - negates something
 ayounik - your eyes - ik=you (ayn, s.)
 azaab - suffer, torture
 hob - love
 we - and
 ana - I or me
 hayatik - your life - ik-you
 hayati - my life - i-my
 min - from
 il - the
 rouh - soul
 mush mumkin - impossible (mush = negative)
 layl - night
 ghani - sing
 idalalu - (idellaae) to be coy, spoiled
 hilween - beauties (pl.)
 hibbi - love
 sahari - stay awak all night
 hobb - love
 min zaman - from the past,
 hilwa - beautiful (s.)
 ghazal - deer, or a beautiful woman
 albak - your heart, alb=heart, ak=you m. Home
 February 8, 2012Wednesday
 Carpal tunnel? No, it's triangle thumb or dahola shoulder.
 Aswat practice went pretty smooth tonight. Not all the musicians showed 
        up but that was OK as we were working on various songs one section at 
        a time. Omar, our director, pretty much left us percussionists 
        alone to decide what rhythms to play.
 Tonight it was just Susu, Najwa, Sandy and me. Before we started 
        practicing, I took out my triangle and got a lesson on how to play a couple 
        of rhythms on the triangle. Najwa, who also plays congas and bongos, said 
        she had a triangle in the trunk of her car. She took it out. Hers is bigger 
        than mine. Probably the "professional" model. This is good. 
        If Susu and Faisal can do a drum duet, how about Najwa and me doing 
        a triangle duet.
 Playing rhythms on the triangle can be pretty challenging. It's really 
        not as easy as it sounds - striking, hitting, rolling, tinking - inside, 
        outside, open, closed, open end, closed corner and so on. I had already 
        done a tutorial on you tube but having a lesson, hands-on from Susu really 
        made a difference. I felt so uncoordinated at first, but finally I got 
        the hang of it. Sort of. This'll take some time.
  
 Some people laugh when I tell them I play tambourine in a band. Yes, a 
        tambourine really is a musical instrument. And it really is a hard instrument 
        to play...especially for me. In Egypt it is actually considered a more 
        prestigious instrument to play. Much higher in the music instrument scale 
        than the plain old tabla. Everyone can play the tabla - or so they think.
  Originally Arabic classic music takhts (small music 
        ensemble with nai, kanun, violin, oud, riq) only had a tambourine (riq)...the 
        tabla appeared on the scene much later. I'm not saying I'm a better musician 
        than the drummers I know, I'm just trying to defend the tambourine as 
        a musical instrument. It's not just the rhythm, it's the technique. 
 So now, if people laugh when I tell them I play the tambourine, what will 
        happen when I tell them I also play the triangle? Play the tambourine 
        and the triangle? That should be good for roars of laughter. I think the 
        triangle will be my new obsession - I really like hearing the sound of 
        laughter. I like making people happy.
 We may be a lot of percussionists in Aswat - there are 6 of us 
        - but there are even more oud players in Aswat - at least 7 or 8 of them. 
        It's like everyone can play the oud (it's equivalent to everyone here 
        plays the guitar). But the oud players end up having to play the same 
        thing reading off the sheet music, and we privileged, free spirtited percussionists 
        get to use different instruments and play different parts to make the 
        arrangements sound ALIVE!! We have used bongos, dufs, tars, bendirs, cymbals, 
        the tabla/derbekki, the dahola, the riq, clave's, el cajon, castanets, 
        spoons, shakers and more.
 
 Tonight I also brought my dahola to practice. This is the large size drum 
        that looks like a tabla but is larger. It plays the bass sound and usually 
        is not played with as much ornamentation. The ornamention and crispier 
        sounds are left to the riq and tabla. Sandy tried playing the dahola for 
        a while and noticed that the larger size makes the arms and shoulders 
        work differently. In other words, one may be in shape to play the tabla 
        for hours but the dahola can really wear you out in a few minutes. Different 
        muscles.
 It really is interesting to see how a little instrument like the triangle 
        or a couple of inches different between the tabla and the dahola can make 
        a person feel out of shape. Wonder how long one needs to practice these 
        instruments to get in shape. For me, it might be forever!
 Du'ul 
        mazaher - Farid el Atrache
 mazaher - plural of mazhar - a large duf with cymbals-like a huge riq
 yalla - come on
 ya - oh
 beit - house
 ta'alu - come here, u=m.
 wallah - exclamation, and God
 ooli - tell me, i - me
 ain - eye
 hasud - evil eye
 aris - bridegroom
 arusa - bride
 amar - moon
 halawa - sweet
 hosn - good
 gamal - beauty Home
 February 7, 2012Tuesday
 Hakim
 Tonight the Aswans worked on "Ya Ho" by Hakim. 
        I can't even count how many songs I've choreographed with Hakim's music 
        - since the '80's. Too many to even think about. Hakim's music is catchy 
        and fun and seems to appeal to all crowds. It's perfect for choreographies. 
        I particularly like to choreograph in the style that I call "controlled 
        chaos". First we usually have a pretty straightforward choreography 
        and then we redo it with staging and directions. Usually somewhere in 
        the middle I like to have the dancers go off in various individual directions, 
        even do what might look like solos and then magically merge together in 
        tight formation. This type of choreography works best with either four 
        or five dancers.
 
   From Wikipedia: "Yaho, released in 2000, 
        went over the million mark at homeland. Its original version was a huge 
        success in the Middle East, having sold over 1 million copies, and brought 
        him to the attention of Ark 21/Mondo Melodia founder Miles Copeland 
        III who first heard Hakim on a late night radio show on the BBC in 
        London then spent the next day tracking him down and scouring record stores 
        to get his hands on Hakim's CDs. The result was signing with both Hakim 
        and TGU. The U.S. version of Yaho was somewhat different from the Egyptian."
 Ya 
        Ho - Hakimeh - what
 leh - why
 meen - who
 aiwa - yes
 ana - I, me
 hua - him
 ayoonu - his eyes, u=his
 omri - my life, i=my
 murr - bitter, bitterness
 rohi - my soul, i=my
 we - and
 asal -I ask Home
 February 6, 2012Monday
 Chocolate
 Georges called this morning and it's all set. We will be playing 
        for the Melody Cafe's grand opening next month. Next month is the 
        soonest we can schedule the opening because a lot will be happening in 
        the next few weeks. There will be a Valentine's show at Pachamama 
        this coming weekend and Horacio and Beata will be teaching 
        a week long intensive. My daughter Cathy is visiting for the next 
        two weeks so I'll be busy with her. Mohamed Shahin will be teaching 
        a weekend workshop, I'll be in Long Beach for the Belly Dance of the 
        Universe Competition to perform, teach and judge for three days and 
        Georges will be going on another sea cruise. The following weekend I'll 
        be back at Al Masri with Mohamed and the week after that 
        Debbie and I will be teaching our workshop Alaa Wahda we Noss. 
        That will be the same weekend we will do the grand opening plus another 
        performance at Pachamama. Meanwhile life will go on as usual with scheduled 
        classes and Aswat rehearsals.
 Cathy came to class tonight bearing gifts of sequinned tops and chocolate. 
        Swiss Chocolate! She must time her visits to know how long a bar of chocolate 
        will last as she always seems to bring the appropriate number of bars. 
        I love the brand of chocolate she brings. "Budget". She always 
        brings some good stuff but as she said, those brands can be found here 
        for less than in Switzerland. Kind of like chocolate covered macadamia 
        nuts are less here than in Hawaii. But the "Budget" brand chocolate 
        isn't even available here. There's something about Swiss and European 
        chocolate. Somehow it tastes better! And "Budget" chocolate 
        is really tasty. Did you know that most Swiss chocolate is consumed by 
        the Swiss themselves? Did you know that the Swiss consume more chocolate 
        per capita than anywhere else in the world? Like between 25 and 26 lbs 
        of chocolate per person annually. Since Gregory doesn't really 
        like chocolate, if we moved to Switzerland does that mean that I would 
        consume 50 plus lbs. of chocolate a year? How in the world will I ever 
        be able to lose weight with relatives who visit from Switzerland at least 
        twice a year bearing gifts of chocolate?
 Shokalatah - Chocolate - Samy 
        Ali
 we - and
 dam - blood
 shokolatah - chocolate
 galia - special, expensive
 dallalik - you're spoiled, ik = you, f.
 ya - oh
 Helwa - sweet
 idalaae - spoil yourself
 keda ho - like this
 laken - but
 masr - Egypt
 romoush - eyelashes Home
   February 5, 2012Sunday
 I'm here
 On the way to Aswat practice Husain played another piece 
        that "the boys" recorded. This time it was Turkish with Meteh 
        singing "Mavi Mavi". Husain said this recording didn't 
        take as long as the "Ansak" one. Hopefully everyone is 
        getting comfortable with the recording equipment. Again it was done with 
        the drum apps from a keyboard. This time played by Younes. Press 
        Play. Susu may come in sometime to overdub it. Overall I'm pretty 
        impressed with the quality of the recording - even the percussion as is.
 At Aswat we had our full percussion section section show up. People, not 
        apps. It's a pretty good group - Faisal, Susu, Sandy, Najwa, 
        Katie and me. The only problem is that we may end up sounding like 
        a Cairo band - heavy on the dufs and percussion - and not like a classical 
        Aswat orchestra. I think we need to do some serious thinking and set the 
        arrangements.
 I am thinking of bringing in my dahola plus what I call the "bag 
        of tricks". The bag consists of cymbals, tura (larger cymbals) clave's, 
        fruit (shakers), a triangle and more. Faisal got excited at the thought 
        of me playing malfoof on the triangle. Yikes! Now I have to learn how 
        to do it. I thought I could just "tink" it once in a while, 
        but there are prescribed rhythm 
        patterns and I need to learn them.
   
 I remember hearing Michaelle 
        Goerlitz do a triangle solo once and it was so amazing I never forgot 
        it. I guess a master percussionist can make music and rhythms out of anything. 
        This may sound weird but maybe there's a career out there for me as a 
        triangle player. I might get it out of default. How many triangle players 
        do you know? At our next Aswat concert Omar will include a drum duet with Susu 
        and Faisal and probably the rest of the percussionists will back them 
        up. I want to do the cymbal part. I can be spontaneous but worry a little 
        about being able to memorize a pattern. Sometimes I freeze.
 Later Mohamed Amin joined Susu, Husain and me at Al Masri 
        for a night of music and dancing. The evening was fun with Mohamed playing 
        the nai and Husain mostly playing the violin and singing. I asked him 
        to play the oud for a couple of songs but realized later that it was too 
        much for him to have to switch instruments. Next time I guess he will 
        just play violin unless Younes joins us. While we were playing my daughter 
        Cathy walked in. She just arrived from Switzerland and wanted to 
        beat jetlag by staying awake a few more hours. "Cathy, here I am!" 
        Husain looked. "Cathy?" He thought it was Jawahare. Years ago 
        Cathy and Jawahare were always mistaken for each other. I didn't 
        realize it was still the case. What do you think?
   
 We'll be back at Al Masri as a group May 6, but I am scheduled to join 
        Mohamed at Al Masri for his live music night on February 26.
 Ana ho - Here 
        I am - Hassan al Asmar sings with Fifi
 ana - me, I
 ho - here
 wenta - and you, we = and, enta = you
 sahartak - you stay awake at night
 layalli - nights
 eidek - your hands, eid=hand, ek=you
 omri - my life
 maak - with you = ma= with, ak=you Home
 
 February 4, 2012The Melody Cafe
 I talked to Assam today about how to find musicians for his place.
 He wants Susu and Georges Lammam and a few others. He said 
        that Loay Dahbour bought a ticket and will be coming back in a 
        couple of weeks, but he won't believe it until Loay actually does set 
        foot at SFO. We'll see.
 Assam has an interesting menu with a few dishes that aren't usually found 
        in Arabic restaurants - especially the salads - and he has hopes to also 
        have interesting music to match his cuisine. But the truth is that his 
        place is kind of teeny and I don't know how he can realistically support 
        his plan. As I mentioned before in a past blog, the space doesn't seem 
        right. But, since there is a desire, it may just work. What he has going 
        in his favor is the food really is good and he is a very nice person.
 I want to ask him how he came up with the name of his place. "The 
        Melody Cafe". I guess it's a nice name. It conjures up visions of 
        music. But not in the exotic way. I wonder why he didn't use an Arabic 
        word. But, maybe it's because this is America and it's good to use American 
        words. Why, just one block away there is another Middle Eastern eatery 
        - a restaurant and a take out place - called "Good Frikkin Chicken"! 
        The food there is really good and the chicken really is good frikkin chicken. 
        So, I guess "The Melody Cafe" will have good music. I hope there 
        is a good Arabic underground grapevine that lets people know where the 
        good food is and the good music. I sure hope when he gets going that the 
        music will be as good as his food and his
 desserts.
 
 Sittu bes Basbousa - song for Ahmed Adaweya
 Sittu - grandma
 bes - only
 basbousa - a cake
 sokar - sugar
 we - and
 asal - honey
 nayem - sleep
 ayez - want, m. - aiza - want, f.Home
    February 3, 2012Ahwak
 Tonight Susu stopped by to pick up her car. She lent it to me last 
        Sunday night when I when I was stuck in San Rafael without a car. After 
        our show in San Rafael my ride and the rest of the Pasha Band was 
        going to another club to party but I had to get back to San Francisco 
        to play with Mohamed Amin at Al Masri. Susu was kind enough 
        to lend me her car and leave it to chance to find a ride back to Petaluma.
 So tonight we spent some time planning a future show at the MCCLA 
        and were happy that we both were on the same page. We just need to find 
        a good name to match the theme of our next show. The last show at the 
        MCCLA was called "Tarabiya" and it was a success - we 
        sold out and then some - and hopefully outside of the "Cairo heat" 
        problem everyone enjoyed the music, dancing and concept of  
        "Tarabiya". Following is one of our short pr blurbs: "Tarabiya 
        is an invitation to experience a shared state of mystical ecstasy. A crew 
        of talented Bay Area belly dancers and musicians take the stage for an 
        evening inspired by joyful state of consciousness that is Tarab! Musicians: 
        Jalal Takesh, Amina Goodyear, Sandy Hollister, Younes El Maqboul, Husain 
        Dixon Resan, Faisal Zedan. Dancers: Ahava, Dannhae, Hana Ali, Nicole, 
        Zahara."
 For me, the best thing about "Tarabiya" was the fact that the 
        melodic musicians expressed a desire to continue to work together and 
        create more music - tarab and more - for listening and dancing. Since 
        that show they/we have performed at numerous venues and occasions including 
        Aswat shows, parties, at Al Masri, weddings, my studio for rehearsals 
        and most recently at recording sessions at Husain's. For now the core 
        group is Husain, Younes, Jalal, Susu and me with Faisal (Abu Safi) 
        and a couple of others lurking in the wings. They are such a versatile 
        group and when Susu and I approach them with our ideas they will be more 
        than able to conform. I already told Husain about it and already he has 
        some great ideas. I just need to find a catchy title and talk to the MCCLA 
        about securing a date. Then it will be hard trying to choose the music. 
        There's always too much music to choose from and we may have to take a 
        vote to find the best blend of romantic and upbeat percussive. One of 
        my favorite romantic songs is Ahwak. I wonder if it would get voted in.
 Ahwak - composed 
        by Mohamed Abdel Wahab for Abdel Halim Hafez
 Ahwak - I love you
 lau - if
 ansak - forget you
 ansa - I forget
 tensani - you've forgotten me, the t = you & the i = me
 rohi - my soul, the i = my
 wa - and
 azab - torture, torment, longing
 damooi - my tears, the i= my
 faker - to remember
 fakrak - remember you, ak=you, m.
 dunya - world Home
 February 2, 2012
 Forget you
 Talked to Georges Lammam about maybe doing a grand opening party 
        at the Melody Cafe. Between his schedule and mine we don't have 
        too many options and were maybe thinking about doing it the Saturday night 
        that Debbie and I do our workshop. We were planning a video night 
        that we could maybe move earlier and therefore could fit both events in. 
        Need to seriously think about this and see how it would impact the workshop 
        and also the Pachamama show the following night. In the meantime, 
        I guess we need to figure out who would want to play at the Melody Cafe 
        on other Saturdays.
   
 Tonight I decided to use "Ansak" for performance class. 
        Actually, I wanted to use dancing to Jalal's kanun taqsim in Husain's 
        recording of "Ansak" as the dance assignment for the night because 
        of the good rhythm behind it. It's important to know how to layer movements 
        with layered music, including in the taqsim.
 I think the class really liked the song and Husain's recording. I, myself, 
        think that it's a CD in progress. Husain needs to mix the kanun in a little 
        better and hotter and I would love to hear some vocals added. I think 
        tomorrow "the boys" will be trying out another song - a Turkish 
        one - with Meteh. Probably "Mavi Mavi". They want 
        to work with songs that they know in their sleep so they can concentrate 
        on the science of recording.
 So, I put up some of the words to "Ansak" on the whiteboard. 
        I think that it helped the class in knowing how to dance to the song. 
        Also we read the translation a couple of times and talked about a couple 
        of words. I need to standardize some gestures to accompany some of the 
        words. The only problem is that some of the gestures that I've already 
        standardized are a bit silly or comical and only meant for the class to 
        associate the Arabic with the English translation. If used in the dance 
        it would look like one is doing a comedy or a Hawaiian dance. I don't 
        really think that gestures should be used for all the words, but I do 
        think that they help when I use them. Maybe I should develop a complete 
        glossary of "signing" to Arabic words with the "signing" 
        being the English translation. That kind of reminds me of an Egyptian 
        movie I saw starring Nour el Sharif who played the part of a deaf 
        mute. It was already hard enough for me to follow the story in Arabic 
        with no English subtitles and then I had to figure out the Egyptian "signing".
 Ansak - Forget you - for Om Kalthoum
 da - it
 kalam - talk
 ya salam - a greeting, oh my god, that's great, an exclamation
 mosh mumkin - impossible - mush = negative, mumkin = possible
 abadan -never
 adatan - usually
 mustaheel - impossible
 albi - my heart - i = my
 albak - your heart - ak = you, m. - ik = you, f.
 wehob - and to love - we = and, hob = love
 hobak - your love - ak - you
 youm - day
 ayam - days
 wala - not, or not
 leila - night
 ana - I, me
 noum - sleep
 fein - where
 ansak - forget you - ak = you
 azaab - suffering, torture
 ma ansash - can't forget - ma ------sh makes it negative
 maak - with you - ak - you Home
 February 1, 2012A miscellaneous day
 The day started with Assam from the Melody Cafe asking me to help 
        him find musicians to play at his place on Saturday nights. Me? Help him? 
        I can't even help myself. Well, ok, I told him I would see what I could 
        do. It's a great place - energy wise, but a lousy set-up for a show since 
        originally he and Loay found this place with the dream of having 
        a cafe with live music on the weekends. Since they started from scratch, 
        I don't know why they didn't plan the space properly. This seems to be 
        the case with so many of these "clubs".
   
 Cafe Ruins (before Amira) 
 Amina at Amira (facing half of the audience - the other 
        half is behind)   
 Nizar, Susu and Wayne on Amira stage facing the the other 
        wall  I remember Amira and it's beginnings. It originally was called 
        Cafe Ruins and was half the size of Amira. The space stopped at 
        the stage. Later when Ezam decided to expand, he broke the wall 
        behind the stage and left the stage in the middle bisecting the two rooms. 
        This meant that the musicians literally were seated facing a blank wall 
        and the dancer kept having to make 180 degree direction changes and either 
        always danced with her back to one half of the audience or danced to the 
        same blank wall the musicians faced and not face the audience at all.
   
 Amina doing "floorwork" on a table Kan Zaman had no stage area and the dancers just danced around: 
        sometimes precariously balanced on a railing, sometimes on the bar, sometimes 
        on a customer's table but with no actual physical spot to call her own. 
        So she would just have to keep moving and dancing from table to table. 
        I remember the best thing about this place was to keep moving meant to 
        keep collecting tips.
   
 Anke dancing from chair to table to rail I mention those two "clubs" because they wanted entertainment 
        from the beginning, but then did not allot space for it. Those are only 
        two examples of many more just like them.
 Other "clubs" that planned entertainment from day one also had 
        problems because of the space constraints. Usually these "clubs" 
        were long hallways and the dilemma of where to put the musicians and/or 
        dancers was just that - a dilemma. (Definition: Dilemma, a situation in 
        which somebody must choose one or two or more unsatisfactory alternatives.) 
        Why? Most of these places want to fit in as many customers/tables as possible 
        - obviously - and also most of these places seem to be long and not square. 
        If square, then it seems that doorways, bathrooms, kitchens, counters 
        get in the way. So here it is, the Melody Cafe probably planned in order 
        to give Loay a job drumming (even though he still is in Jordan) 
        and Assam an opportunity to play (keyboard?) and sing and there is no 
        ideal space to accommodate this entertainment. But I should be fair. It 
        most probably has to do with the planning and codes department at City 
        Hall. If that isn't the case, then did they go "out to lunch" 
        to properly plan the space? No, I am sure that City Hall was the culprit.
 However, now. What to do? The only logical place to have a "stage 
        area" at the Melody Cafe is to be between the kitchen and the bathroom 
        facing the counter. Well, when we play there - and I am sure we will - 
        maybe next time soon with Georges Lammam - we surely will feel 
        right at home. Speaking of at home. Ayman has a new home. Temporarily. 
        His place caught on fire over the holidays - watch out for those electric 
        heaters - and now he lives at the very top of Nob Hill just one half block 
        from Grace Cathedral. We got together for Arabic today and, wow, 
        what a view! He's on the 10th floor and has a wall of floor to ceiling 
        windows with a spectacular view of the bay, Yerba Buena Island, the bridge, 
        the downtown high rises including the Transamerica pyramid and some rolling 
        hills to the south of SF. Amazing. I guess the contractors can just take 
        their sweet time renovating his place. And his cats seem to love it. I 
        don't really like heights, but they can sun themselves precariously perched 
        on the rail of his balcony 10 floors up from the street. Cats will be 
        cats and they sure like heights. Yikes!
 We spent our time working on "Baed Anak" - listening 
        to it - reading the lyrics in Arabic - reading the transliteration and 
        translation in English - talking about the words and their root words. 
        It's interesting how a word can look alike in Arabic and if one little 
        symbol is placed signifying a double consonant, then the word means something 
        else. And I thought it was hard enough when the words sounded alike - 
        to me - but because it was spelled with an s instead of an S or an h instead 
        of an H, or a t instead of a T etc. that it was a different word. But 
        if the word is spelled the same and only a shadda (a symbol to double 
        the consonant) is the difference and then the word is not only different 
        but also pronounced differently. Yikes!!!! I will be teaching a choreography 
        to this song at BDUC and really wanted to have it completely inside 
        my body by then. At this rate - yes the music will be, but the words? 
        I don't think so. I wish I were better at languages or better at studying. 
        Or how about - just studied a little bit. And this event is only couple 
        of weeks away. My only consolation or rationale is that probably as dumb 
        and lazy as I am, I might know more about the words than the people in 
        the class.
 
 On the way to Aswat tonight Husain played a recording of 
        "Ansak" that he, Jalal and Younes recorded 
        the yesterday. Absolutely beautiful. Husain has a little recording studio 
        at his place and "the boys" spent the day recording. Husain 
        used a drum and riq app from a keyboard and he's quite a talented percussionist. 
        Younes asked me what songs I would like recorded and now I will have to 
        seriously think about that request. I think that this demo CD is just 
        the tip of the iceberg as far as making recordings. But these recordings 
        will serve as great "demo/pr" material for getting future jobs. 
        Notice, I mention "the boys". Maybe they will have to be made 
        to understand that there are also "the girls" in this group. 
        But for now, let them play around and do all the work. Then when it comes 
        time to have fun and perform - they'll have to call "the girls". 
        In the meantime, I have the best - or final edited copy of the music and 
        will try it out in class tomorrow.
  Aswat practice was good and our director Omar Abbad had new material 
        for our upcoming concert in June. Of course it included Abdel Wahab's 
        music. We concentrated on "The Wheat Song". This song 
        brings back so many memories because it is one of the first songs I danced 
        to at the Bagdad. Yes, it's really called "The Wheat Song" 
        and they do use the English translated title rather than an Arabic name. 
        The reason I used to dance to this song was not because I was crazy about 
        it although I liked it OK. It was because it was the only song I could 
        pronounce since it was in English. I didn't want to sound dumb and felt 
        it was better to give the name of a song than say, "Oh, play anything." 
        That was always a dead giveaway that I didn't know anything. Of course, 
        on reflection, I'm sure the musicians wondered why I chose this song rather 
        than other more interesting dance songs as this wasn't really known as 
        a dance song.
 I finally learned my lesson and although I will probably by playing riqq 
        or duf at the concert I also had a tabla with me. I got smart finally. 
        Always have a drum in the car. Susu had the flu and Faisal didn't 
        show up so that left Katie and me to hold down the iqa (rhythm). 
        Of course they had the songs listed on our Aswat web that we would be 
        practicing. Of course I forgot to listen to the music thinking I could 
        depend on the other drummers. Well, of course they chose a song that wasn't 
        on the web yet but fortunately it was that song "The Wheat Song" 
        and I knew it. It's amazing how a song can come back like yesterday when 
        I haven't even heard it for 30 or so years. Just like riding a bicycle, 
        I guess.
 After practice we hung around the parking lot of the ICCNC playing 
        "Ansak" real loud on my car CD player. With the doors open and 
        all of us huddled around the car - Jalal, Husain, Younes, Amer 
        (the bass player who might join the group) and me, I felt that we needed 
        some barbecue and a few six packs while watching out for the police to 
        break up the party. What I think they were really doing was waiting for 
        our maestro, Omar, to leave the building to notice how good they are. 
        Well finally abandoning that idea since Omar seemed to be busy Husain 
        and Younes decided to go to the Tenderloin for some Hindi food and more 
        bonding. Unfortunately I couldn't go bond with them as dinner was waiting 
        for me at home. So I left and the two limo boys went off in style. Maalesh.
 Baed Anak - Away from you - for Om Kalthoum
 niseet - forgot
 noum - sleep
 aHlaam - dreams
 layaali - nights
 leil - night
 ayam - days
 Hayaati - my life - i = me, my
 azaab - torture, torment, suffering
 domoua - tears
 aHbaab - lovers, beloved
 ghalabni - defeated me - ni = me
 ghalibni - destroyed me - ni = me
 shou', shouq - longing
 sohud - a sigh that you do all night - stay awake
 dawibni - wore me out, melted me - ni = me
 saharni - kept me awake - ni = me
 mahma - no matter Home
 
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