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     | April 30 2012Monday
 Drumming
 Al Masri was fun last night. It was Mohamed 
        Amin's live music night. Husain sang and played the violin 
        and I played the drum along with the drum machine on Mohamed's keyboard. 
        I guess I'm supposed to fool the people into believing that I'm really 
        playing the drum. Well, I guess I am, but I don't have to carry the show 
        since the drum machine is doing that. It's kind of an interesting way 
        to practice my riffs and also my speed. There's absolutely no pressure 
        to play everything and I can experiment with different drum techniques.
 Tonight in drum class I found a nice song with masmudi, maqsum and chifte 
        telli and after our drills we spent the rest of the class playing along 
        with the CD experimenting on different ways to play those three rhythms. 
        It feels good to play along with a CD because even if we mess up, the 
        drummer on the CD keeps going and makes us sound good. But the best thing 
        is that with a base drummer holding down the rhythm it really allows us 
        to experiment and be creative. This is a special treat at the end of class. 
        It makes us feel that our drills are starting to pay off and we can actually 
        play and be musical.
 Mohamed 
        & Shamira at The Bagdad 1983 At Al Masri I also experience that feeling of being creative. Sometimes 
        when Mohamed or Husain are playing a taqsim, Mohamed doesn't use the drum 
        machine so I am free to play the slow section with a chifte telli, wahedeh, 
        sombati, rumba or bolero. When they change into the next section I continue 
        playing the drum machine starts. Sometimes it doesn't start until the 
        end of the next song and I hope that means that I'm doing OK. That's ok 
        with me, but it usually feels too quiet without backup drummers and I 
        welcome the drum machine when it clicks back on. Also I don't feel adventurous 
        enough to play all the subtle variations to make the percussion section 
        sound professional. I like hiding behind the drum machine. Maybe someday 
        I won't, and will want to be the main drummer, but I don't think that 
        will be in this lifetime.
April 29 2012Sunday
 Aswat in the redwoods
 Today we had a concert in Fairfax in Marin county at the 
        Center for Peace and Compassion. We had no idea what to expect, 
        except that we were told that we would be playing without shoes.
They've been working on the approach to the Golden Gate Bridge for 
        over a year and this weekend, to speed up the process, it was announced 
        that the main approach would be completely closed. It was advised that 
        the best and fastest way to go to Marin from San Francisco, would be to 
        travel east over the Bay Bridge, then north to Richmond and then 
        west over the Richmond Bridge and then south to whatever Marin 
        destination. Yes, the best and fastest way would be at least an hour or 
        more.
We decided to carpool it and take our chances with the single bridge approach 
        left open to a predicted tremendous parking lot type traffic jam. We were 
        allowing ourselves a good two hours for what would normally take 30-40 
        minutes. About 1/2 an hour after we left, we arrived in the town of Fairfax. 
        The bridge and the highways were empty. So we decided to stop for coffee 
        and snacks. But we were in Marin and every thing was healthy, vegan, organic 
        and natural. After having a very overpriced gluten free, cardboard tasting 
        not very sweet, sweet roll, we left in search of a fast food outlet. We 
        needed a familiar taste. We were in luck. There's still hope for Marin 
        county. We found a Seven Eleven that sold snacks and drinks that were 
        recognizable. Yes, let's hear it for a turquoise blue brain freezing icee. 
        Slurp.
We really were in the country. Marin is the country. The winding hilly 
        road had trees and was barely wide enough for the car and the 20 guys 
        riding bicycles 3 bikes wide. I was afraid to pass them because there 
        wasn't enough room for another car or visibility for a passing lane. But 
        finally nestled in the shrubs and trees we found a small sign that said 
        Peace and Compassion. We turned off the main road and started winding 
        up through the redwoods. We saw a rustic looking little shed-like cabin 
        with a crude hand painted sign that said "mosque". Huh? This 
        is a mosque? Chakib who was riding with us said, "Mosque? 
        I'm not playing in a mosque. It's against my religion." We decided 
        that there must be another building, but also remembered that we were 
        told we would be playing without shoes. Don't they take shoes off in a 
        mosque?
After a bit we found a flat clearing and a few familiar faces. So there 
        was another building and it wasn't a mosque. Good! We entered this building 
        and had to take off our shoes because it was piled with beautiful Oriental 
        rugs and the clearing in front of the building was barely paved. Well, 
        it was paved with gravel and redwood needles. Yes, indeed we were going 
        to play with no shoes on and our audience was going to sit at our feet 
        cross-legged. Only in California? No, "only in Marin".

While we were rehearsing, a barefooted little old man garbed in a long 
        brown, robe swathed in various lengths of soft fabrics covering his robe 
        and his head introduced himself. He was the imam and he started speaking 
        of peace and spirituality. Nabila allowed him say about three sentences 
        and then told him he had to leave because we were rehearsing. Only Nabila 
        could do something like that. He left.
I don't know where all the people came from but they came. Outside of 
        a few friends who were coerced and bribed to see us, we actually filled 
        the place. I really don't know where they came from, but they came. This 
        place is not that easy to find. The interesting thing is that most of 
        our audience was not from the Middle East. Where did they come from? Why 
        did they come? This was Marin and we certainly weren't the Grateful 
        Dead. Maybe it's only important that they came.
 Later some of the Aswat group strolled around enjoying the grounds 
        and they swore they smelled that familiar weedy smell found "only 
        in Marin".
Oh yeah. I think we played pretty good. At least the audience seemed to 
        like us. Only in Marin? Hopefully other places too!Home
 April 28 2012Saturday
 Waiting for Eleanor
 After class, Judi and Kathy came by. We 
        sat in the dance studio waiting for Eleanor. Eleanor used to be 
        an Aswan Dancer until she moved to Ohio. She moved to Ohio 
        when her son Ben was a baby. He's in college now and Eleanor was 
        in the Bay Area for her high school reunion.
The three of us, Kathy, Judi and I had a nice visit while waiting for 
        Eleanor, but she never showed. Well, we never actually communicated that 
        we would be waiting. She had sent us all a note that she would be in San 
        Francisco - arriving Friday night, reunion Saturday night and leaving 
        Sunday morning and we just assumed that she might drop by. I forgot to 
        write back to make definite plans with her and I think that Kathy and 
        Judi just assumed she'd stop by because she knows my class schedule and 
        when she's in town, she usually just drops in after class or during a 
        rehearsal.
 The rhythm was probably wrong because she usually would come on a Tuesday 
        night, timing it for the end of a rehearsal. When she used to live here 
        we had a Tuesday night ritual. Rehearsal would end and we all would continue 
        on down the street to Haystack Pizza. We all were usually Judi, 
        Gregangelo, Eleanor, me and sometimes Anke. We would always order 
        the same thing - the house salad with extra beans, bleu cheese and thousand 
        island dressing on the side, one plate of steamed vegetables to share, 
        hot water, no tea and Eleanor would also order a glass of wine.

Susu, Teri, Eleanor and MaryAnn 1979Aswan Dancers dance to Mohamed Al Bakar's Port Said
When Eleanor was single she answered a few ads - this was before computer 
        dating - and we would sometimes read them and help her decide who to date. 
        It was part of our Tuesday night ritual and reading the replies to the 
        ads was great entertainment. She was looking to find a husband, but we 
        weren't helping her. None of our choices seemed to be any good. Then one 
        weekend she went to a party and met her roommate's brother. Marriage was 
        soon on the horizon.Home
April 27 2012Friday
 Transferring music
 Lately I've been feeling overwhelmed by the amount of 
        media that I've decided needs to be transferred, but then I realize that 
        it's not the media that is overwhelming me, it's really the space that 
        the old media - the cassettes and the LPs - take up. I think that I really 
        need to at least go through all my old transferred cassettes and decide 
        which ones I really want to keep for back-up and why. I know it's because 
        I really don't trust the newer media. But if I'm not likely to use a certain 
        CD that much, shouldn't that be an indicator that the original cassette 
        won't ever be needed. That's great, a new chore - having to decide what 
        to dump. Even though I wasn't a child of the Great Depression, I guess 
        I was a child of a third world and it's painful to just throw out something 
        good.

I wish  Marcela  still 
        lived here. She had a cassette player in her car so I felt ok about giving 
        her my old cassettes. I suppose I will just start asking people if they 
        still use cassettes. But that will be after I am ready to let go. I guess 
        I need to give myself a deadline. Maybe this will be a couple of months 
        from now for the first batch of cassettes. I'll just keep reminding myself 
        of how much room I'll have when I do this.Home
April 26 2012Thursday
 Gold Plated Cymbals
 Many years ago I was given a set of gold plated cymbals 
        by  Ali Hamidzadeh 
        of Turquoise International. Turquoise is known for costumes - they 
        were just about the first U.S. vendors of Egyptian design costumes, but 
        they also manufacture the best cymbals. Ali the owner who lived in southern 
        California, was an engineer, tour leader, workshop sponsor, costume importer 
        and the creator of the greatest sounding dance cymbals.
One night Ali came into the Bagdad and said that he had just perfected 
        a technique for gold plating his cymbals. He gave me a set and wanted 
        me to try them out. Well, what could I say? I had been using expensive 
        Zildjians and Naz Minassian cymbals from Boston and here was 
        Ali offering me free cymbals. I already had been offering Ali's cymbals 
        to my students because they sounded good and now I had the opportunity 
        to "test play" gold plated ones and compare them to the professional 
        cymbals offered by Naz Minassian and Zildjian. They turned out to be my 
        favorite cymbals and not only surpassed the sounds of my other cymbals, 
        but also they didn't break, crack or bend.
In 2005 Hurricane Katrina hit New Orleans and completely devastated 
        the city. Fortunately my friend Betty Karam, a dance teacher in 
        New Orleans, was visiting her daughter in Oregon when the hurricane hit 
        New Orleans. Besides the fact that Betty and her husband Jim couldn't 
        return home and that her husband's job was greatly compromised by the 
        flood, she seemed to accept having to live in Oregon temporarily because 
        she could extend her visit with her daughter.
We had many conversations wondering about the welfare of her friends, 
        the state of her home and her belongings. She kept telling me that she 
        hoped her gold plated cymbals were ok. When she finally went back to New 
        Orleans to see what disasters were waiting for her at home, she immediately 
        called me and told me that she was so happy that her cymbals had survived 
        without a scratch. Never mind that the city was in ruins, her husband 
        couldn't immediately go back to work, some of her friends were homeless, 
        her house was a mess and life was not as it should have been...the important 
        thing was that her gold plated cymbals were still there and as good as 
        new.
Sometimes I give private cymbal lessons and I had recommended that my 
        student buy better cymbals. I recommended Turquoise brand. She listened 
        and in fact she bought a couple of sets of Turquoise cymbals. One set 
        turned out to be too large for her use so, upon hearing them, I thought 
        the best solution for her would be for me to buy the large ones from her 
        so I could add to my collection of good sounding cymbals. They are too 
        large for regular performances but are perfect for teaching.
They're great sounding, but they're not the same as my gold plated ones 
        that always reside in my purse. Almost, but not the same. I was one of 
        the chosen few - hurray! - who got the golden cymbals with the golden 
        sound. Unfortunately for the rest of the world, Ali chose not to manufacture 
        gold plated cymbals because they were too expensive to make. Home
April 25, 2012Wednesday
 Terrorism and kababs
 Today's big news is that Adel Imam, Egypt's popular 
        and well respected film star of romantic, dramatic and comedy roles was 
        sentenced to 3 months in prison and one thousand Egyptian pounds (about 
        $170 U.S.) for appearing in 3 movies. "Erhab wel Kabab" 
        Terrorism and Kabab, "El Erhab" The Terrorist and "Morgan 
        Ahmed Morgan". "Morgan Ahmed Morgan" was released in 
        2007 and is about a corrupt businessman.

I remember "Terrorism and Kabab" (1992) very well as I believe 
        I saw it at a local movie theater here during some sort of film festival. 
        Because I also have Satellite Dish Arabic channels, I later saw it on 
        the television. It is a satire of Egypt's bureaucratic system. In the 
        story a worker acccidentally takes a major government building and its 
        occupants hostage. His demands are for take-out food. It's just another 
        sympatic hostage movie gone sour.
In "The Terrorist"(1994), Adel Imam plays a militant Islamic 
        terrorist who is befriended by a Coptic Christian family. In 2001 I was 
        part of a band called The Arabian Knights and we used to rehearse 
        in my studio every Wednesday night. After 9/11 we still continued to rehearse 
        on Wednesdays, but the other band members, all Arabs, were kind of preoccupied 
        and nervous...kind of jumpy. About a week or two after the 9/11 event, 
        we had a power outage in my neighborhood and when my studio went completely 
        black with no hint of any light and the band absolutely freaked. I was 
        the only non-Arab in the band and the only female and all the nurturing 
        instincts took over, so after the electricity came back on and they calmed 
        down a bit, I brought them upstairs (studio is in the first floor of my 
        house), gave them something to eat and drink and suggested we watch a 
        little Satellite Dish. Maybe we could find a game show with singing and 
        dancing to calm the nerves. Instead, there was an Adel Imam movie on. 
        Great! He's fun and funny. So we started watching. It was "The Terrorist". 
        It was funny, but the boys didn't really enjoy it - at least not that 
        night. "No, I'm not a terrorist." "Not, all Arabs are like 
        that." Finally I just turned off the TV and had to reassure them 
        that, no I didn't believe they were terrorists. Musicians? Terrorists? 
        I don't think so!
So on the way to Aswat I told Husain about Adel Imam getting convicted 
        for insulting Islam. Adel Imam is one of Husain's favorite actors. Well, 
        he didn't really want to hear about it. I only told him because I wanted 
        to know if it was true as I can only read English print news. He hadn't 
        heard about this but he also didn't want to. We spent the entire time 
        on the bridge with Husain telling me sweet innocent cartoon like jokes 
        about "Tom and Jerry" and "Mickey Mouse". 
        I kind of felt bad. Maybe this news was too close to home. Home
April 24, 2012Tuesday
 The devil said to the slave
 Went to Costco to buy blank music CDs and what 
        I'd been dreading has become a reality. No more bulk music CDs, only regular 
        media CDs and they don't work with my recorder. Thank god for Amazon. 
        I ordered some and they should be here in a couple of days. I heard that 
        they are obsoleting CDs and by next year music will be in the clouds? 
        I don't like this. I really do belong to the last century - certainly 
        not this one. I also like sound systems with knobs and I despise remotes. 
        I know I will have to change my thinking soon. But, I'll hold out as long 
        as I can. In the meantime, I guess I'll just keep buying blank music CDs 
        in bulk as long as I can find them. Hopefully if there's a buyer, someone 
        will continue to manufacture them.
I have been transferring Ayman's cassettes to CD and today he told 
        me that soon he'll just put all his music on his computer so I shouldn't 
        even bother to make him a copy of the CD. That will save me some CDs and 
        time, since instead of making two copies - one for him and one for me 
        - I'll just make one copy for him to transfer and then he'll return the 
        CD to me.
Now my dilemma is: what do I do with the master copies, the cassettes? 
        I think I will keep the most important ones for back-up and then give 
        the rest away. Now I just need to decide what really is important because 
        I tend to think everything is. I need a hatchet man.

Mahmoud el HusseinyI brought a Shaabi song to work on with Ayman. It is pretty long so we 
        only worked on half the song. I chose the song which is by Mahmoud 
        el Husseiny because it is of the DJ Sufi/Mulid genre and it provides 
        me with lots of words that are not usually found in Egyptian tarab or 
        pop songs. It is full of "street talk". I don't know the name 
        of the song, but it is like  
        el abed walshytan which is probably one of biggest hits.

Mahmoud el LeithyAlthough he seems to be friends with Saad al Soghayar and Mahmoud 
        el Leithy, each of the three friends seem to have carved different 
        niches in the recording/mulid/wedding world. While all three have also 
        entered the film industry, it seems that only Saad has continued on to 
        star and act in movies.
Saad, who seems to have started the "dancing boys" craze with 
        wild, fun high energy 5 star hotel party entertainment with lots of synchronized 
        drumming and dancing might even be thought of as crossing over and going 
        beyond the Shaabi scene.
 The two Mahmouds - el Leithy and el Husseiny, on the other hand seem to 
        have cornered the market in the local sufi/mulid scene and the Shaabi 
        style weddings. El Leithy appears to prefer singing more peaceful and 
        sufi love songs and el Husseiny seems to go for the controversial such 
        as "el abed wal shitaan" the slave and the devil and songs of 
        revenge like the song Ayman and I are working on. They are preaching repentance 
        but are not quite as controversial as Shabaan al Rehim's songs. They are 
        pretty outspoken, nevertheless.
al shaytaan al al abed
 The devil said to the slave
 metnefed wethalis methartil wetefis
 metnefed -dust you off wethalis  mess around
 law ayez tetnemerad Tab m anta keda kwais
 tetnemeradbite the hand that feeds you
 If I want, Ill bite the hand that feeds you, youre doing OK,
 why do you want to do that.
 Tab manta keda kwais
 youre doing OK, why do you want to do that.
 Tab manta keda kwais
 youre doing OK, why do you want to do that.
 ma tula we tebshish ama anta ibn lizeina
 lizeina, literally - there you have
 like youre going up, you son of a bitch
 we matwala we hashish we la aHna fee banzina
 Why dont you light up, roll some hashish and smoke, what are you 
        a gas station?
 al abed al shaytaan
 The slave said to the devil
 haseebak almaSee we aSwan rasul allah
 aSwan-pl. prayers
 I will leave you with the and prayers of the prophet of god
 we an geity habaadak baaayat kitab allah
 If you came to me I will make you go away-from the psalm of the book of 
        god
 we madam haraga aSlee mash hetaref tuSly
 And the more you do it (continue) I will return to my roots
 and you wont be able to find a way to get to me.
 wel nas bee tetalem min kul illi Hasaly min kul illi HaSaly
 And the people can learn from all that happened to me
 min kul illi HaSaly
 from all that happened to me Home
April 23 2012Monday
 Bahlem Beek
 Tonight Marilyn brought in some music to play in 
        class. It was "Bahlem 
        Beek". This is a song from the movie "Hekayet 
        Hob" The Story of Love, (1959) starring Abdel Halim Hafez. 
        The words of the song are by Morsi Gamil Aziz. "I dream of 
        you, I dream of you and with my longing I await you. And if you check 
        up on me it would be enough for me. I lived happy nights dreaming of you. 
        I dream of you."
This brings back many memories. In the late 1960's to the early 1970's 
        once a month, Samir Khoury of Samiramis would show an Arabic 
        movie in a rented movie theater. This was such a treat! There was no other 
        way to have any film connection with the Middle East. There was other 
        opportunity to see Arabic dancing - to see what the "real thing" 
        looked like from "back home".
This was during the time when music was only available on records or possibly 
        on a giant teac 1/2" reel to reel tape recorder if we knew 
        any people who brought music back from the Middle East. Video was not 
        available or maybe not invented yet. At least it was not available on 
        the consumer level.
So, once a month, what seemed like the entire Bay Area Arabic community, 
        men, women and children, including crying babies, would bombard the Avenue 
        Movie Theater on a weeknight to see a movie. It was a picnic. It was 
        a family reunion and it was a chance for way less than a handful of American 
        dancers to hope to maybe see almost 3 minutes of a dance scene in a movie 
        that had no subtitles. I was one of the dancers who would hope. And sometimes 
        leave disappointed. Not all the movies had dancing. But there was always 
        an abundance of noise and food - as in babies and children crying and 
        having food fights with their "bag lunches". But, upon reflection, 
        it was all worth it. Even on the nights when we didn't get to see or hear 
        music or dancing, we certainly got a great exposure to Middle Eastern 
        culture.
Occasionally we were treated to a great movie. "Hekayet Hob" 
        was one of them. When we heard that there was an Abdel Halim or a Farid 
        movie, we were sure to line up way in advance knowing that for sure we'd 
        hear music and quite possibly see a bit of dancing. Abdel Halim's movies 
        didn't always have dancing but for sure Farid's would. We soon discovered 
        that these two stars would act in almost autobiographical stories. Abdel 
        Halim (who came from a humble background) usually played the role of a 
        poor singer who fell in love with someone from a higher class - a love 
        story doomed before it even began. Farid (who in real life, had heart 
        problems) many times starred in movies where he was sick or would "die" 
        of a broken heart. Both stars were quite adept in playing the tragic heroes 
        and we all loved these movies.
I don't remember any dancing in "Hekayet Hob", but I sure do 
        remember getting completely involved in the tragic melodrama of the story. 
        And I do remember loving the film so much that the next day, I ran to 
        Samiramis to buy the soundtrack. As I wore out the grooves on the record 
        I would be treated to reading the words of the songs and in English! This 
        one was of the first records that had English translations printed on 
        the cover. Believe me this record was a goldmine of information and memories 
        during the time when so little information was available.
So tonight, when Marilyn brought in her belly dance version of "Bahlem 
        Beek", I insisted on also playing the original. And as we danced 
        to it, I remembered Abdel Halim in the movie. What can I say? Bahlem Beek 
        is one of my favorite songs - along with about a hundred others.
bahlem - I dream (yesterday, today and tomorrow)
 ana - I
 kefaaya - enough
 layali - my nights, i=my
 haneya - my happy, tenderness, i=my
 awel - first
 akher - last
 enta - you, m. enti=you, f.
 hayati - my life, i=my
 ebtrisaamati - smile, i=my
 nur - light
 ain - eye
 alb - heart
 gana - heaven, garden Home
April 22 2012Sunday
 Raqs Nawa'em
 We got to Aswat a little late today. It was my 
        fault. I was so busy listening to music and playing with my LPs that time 
        got away from me.
I have a huge project transferring music from flash drives and cassettes 
        to CD and now I want to transfer LPs to CD. Fortunately I enjoy doing 
        this.

In particular Susu wants me to copy a drum solo from an LP album produced 
        by George Elias of the Bagdad called "Nawa'em". 
        He had contracted Lebanon's Aboud Abdel Al and his Golden Strings 
        to record the album with him.
"Nawa'em" is a very classic LP featuring  a drum solo that 
        Susu likes to call SADS. SADS is Susu's acronym for what she's coined 
        Standard Arabic Drum Solo. The intro song, "Nawa'em" is beautiful 
        and includes an extremely beautiful and long chifte telli taqsim that 
        I consider old school. Most magensies don't include such beautiful taqsim 
        solos and drumming like this anymore. It is very reminiscent of what I 
        like to call the first Arabic magensi ever, "Raqs Hawanem". 
        In "Raqs Hawanem" there, too, are the chifte telli taqsims. 
        In fact, all the old magensies included them. I don't know why they stopped. 
        It possibly could be because it brought back memories of the Turkish influence 
        and Egypt was leaving those memories behind. I really don't know, but 
        I do think it had to do with removing some of the Turkish influences and 
        inviting the European ala Abdel Wahab.
"Raqs Hawanem" is a musical that was used during the time of 
        Badia Masabni. It was pre Nasser and the  music was starting 
        to be very cosmopolitan. Still slightly Turkish in sound, but also sophisticated 
        European. "Raqs Hawanem" was also  known as "The 
        Ladies' Dance". The name and the music implied that "Ladies" 
        of upper Westernized social classes danced to it.  In the album, 
        Nawa'em and within the musical "Raqs Hawanem" are  fantastic 
        taqsims (pl. taqasim)  with some wonderful drumming. I guess I will 
        turn this wonderful record into a CD so I can use it in class. If Susu 
        is resurrecting classic drum solos, well for sure I should at least resurrect 
        classy music like "Nawa'em" and the "Ladies' Dance". 
        And then we can all be "Ladies" of a certain social class ever 
        so slightly merging the old with the new and the East with the West. 
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April 21 2012Saturday
 Luara
 Laura and Luara came to class today. So 
        did Asima and Aisha.
 
They're mothers and daughters. Aisha who is Asima's daughter, is in high 
        school and they've been studying we me for about a year and a half. Luara, 
        is Laura's daughter and today was her first official lesson. Laura has 
        danced with me off and on for over twenty years and Luara has benefitted 
        by dancing with her mom at home. She's pretty good. Also Luara has hung 
        around my studio quite often for her past eight years and a half years 
        and Arabic dance is just a part of her life; just like speaking English, 
        Spanish and Portuguese is.
It's so amazing to see and hear how she naturally knows what language 
        to speak. With her dad she speaks Portuguese and with her mom, she speaks 
        Spanish. I also speak Spanish to her, but she will answer me in English. 
        She just knows. I guess my accent must be pretty bad. I hope it's not 
        the grammar.
 In class today I was translating a few songs saying the Arabic word and 
        then supplying the English meaning. Later, after class, when Laura and 
        I were talking, Luara asked me to remind her again about a couple of Arabic 
        words. If she continues to come to class, I predict that she'll be speaking 
        Arabic soon. It's not fair. And I bet someday, if I speak to her in Arabic 
        that she'll reply in English.Home
April 20 2012Friday
 LPs
 Susu stopped by today to talk about her plans for 
        her drum class and a few planned workshops. We talked about making a study 
        CD with various drum solos and got us discussing various favorite drummers.
One time when I was in Egypt I told Hasan Ali, the drum maker that 
        I wanted to meet Negm Nabil who was a famous drummer. Just like 
        that, he took me to meet him in Giza at his music studio. When I met Negm, 
        I told him that Susu and Faisal sent him hellos (Susu and Faisal 
        did not know him) and he gave me a CD of his drumming to give to them. 
        Negm Nabil is old school as are Said el Artiste, Khamis Henkish, Setrak 
        Sarkisian and a few others.
It's going to be pretty exciting making to this study CD because Susu 
        wants me to go through my old LPs and copy some of the drum solos. Since 
        she learned her drumming and technique listening to and playing along 
        with these LPs, this makes perfect sense. I pulled out the LPs on the 
        list and started listening to what she selected. There may be many great 
        current drummers with interesting and exciting drum solos, but these old 
        school drummers really defined what a drum solo should be and how it should 
        sound.
This project will not only be fun but it also will be a learning experience 
        for me. When Susu mentioned the LPs, my laziness was wishing that the 
        solos were on CD. But they're not and when looking at my LPs I realized 
        how many great pieces are only on these LPs. It's like rediscovering new 
        music.
I can hardly wait until we start making up the lesson plans based on these 
        LPs and these great drummers.
 Fortunately these drummers are still around and have some of their compositions 
        on CD, but some of their best stuff is only available on LP records. Lucky 
        for me I never throw anything away, so of course I still have the LPs 
        and Susu will have her study CD. Home
April 19, 2012Thursday
 Cymbals as a musical instrument.
 When I teach drum we drill and work on tones and various 
        different patterns. Some patterns are actual rhythms and some are just 
        coordination exercises. Tonight we worked on the cymbals the same way. 
        Usually when I teach cymbals, I teach a rhythm such as beledi RR rlr R 
        rlr rl and leave it at that. Tonight I decided to work on the tones - 
        the rings, the clacks - the clicks, along with some exercises to strengthen 
        the coordination. We also worked on a couple of songs going back and forth 
        from playing a rhythm like beledy and just playing riffs for ornamentation. 
        It was kind of fun. I hope the class enjoyed it too because I am going 
        to keep it up for a few weeks.
 I really don't know how to treat playing cymbals in class. For the most 
        part, dancers don't use them while dancing. They especially don't use 
        them when doing Egyptian style belly dance as it isn't done over there. 
        Since it can seem to be out of place and totally unnecessary for an Egyptian 
        dancer, a lot of dancers can't play them very well. However, it's weird 
        to see a really good dancer who is a total klutz when it comes to performing 
        with cymbals. Having to play them, such as by request, can be embarrassing 
        if the cymbal expertise doesn't match the dancing.
And, since this is America, anything and everything goes. So we should 
        be really adept at playing cymbals. We should be able to play them so 
        well that the cymbal playing enhances the dance.
I'm not saying that we need to play cymbals in all our performances or 
        even in part of a performance, but we should be able to make it a choice.
Playing cymbals in a question/answer form within a drum solo can be quite 
        entertaining. Also playing cymbals during a Saidi piece can be very effective. 
        Other times that cymbal playing is nice is during a special folkloric 
        piece, a cute dellae type dance or when dancing around the audience for 
        audience participation or while "collecting tips".
Of course in Egypt the tura, cymbal player is part of the band, but here 
        we don't usually have the luxury of another band member playing cymbals, 
        so it is often nice to here the cymbals during parts of a dance. We just 
        need to remember and know when not to play them. Not during a mergensi. 
        Not during a tarab song. Not during a vocal section of a song. Maybe not 
        during any part of a regular dance show (unless you're working in a restaurant 
        and the owner requires it). If dancing to live music - most musicians 
        don't like it except for a special section. I guess what I'm saying is, 
        play them as a specialty part of your dance which is usually done at the 
        end of the dance - the drum solo, folk or character part.
I never liked playing cymbals when dancing at the Bagdad. But we 
        were told to by our boss, George Elias. He told us we needed to 
        play our cymbals because it kept the customers awake.Home
April 18, 2012
 Wednesday
 Amal Hayati - Hope of my life
 Our Aswat June concert is featuring the music of 
        Mohamed Abdel Wahab.
Tonight at practice we worked on Amal Hayati. It's interesting 
        to think that many of the songs that we know and use in our dance shows 
        were written by Mohamed Abdel Wahab (1901-1991) for Om Kalthoum 
        (1901-1975).
The first song he wrote for her was in 1964. This is when they both were 
        already over 60. Many people think their careers are over when they're 
        in their 60's and here's Om singing one of her greatest songs, "Enta 
        Omri", You are my life", at the ripe age of 64 years. A 
        year later, she sang Amal Hayati, "Hope of my life". This was 
        also by Mohamed Abdel Wahab.
It seems that in this period in her music career, the last 15 years, she 
        dared to introduce the new sounds that her composers wanted. Her main 
        composers from the '60's till she died in 1975, were Riad el Sunbati, 
        Baligh Hamdi and Mohamed Abdel Wahab. She, with these three composers 
        introduced what I consider to be most of her greatest and memorable pieces. 
        At least they were memorable ones to me.

Master of the oud, Riad el Sunbati (1906-1981) was a traditionalist in 
        many ways; however he composed many songs using the European tempo and 
        rhythms such as the tango, rumba, bolero and waltz.
Some of Riad el Sunbati's songs: Ya 
        Zalemni, Aruh li Min, Hayart Albi, Al Atlal, Lessa Fakr, El Alb Yeshak 
        Kul Gamil.
Baligh Hamdi (1932-1993) composer for many Middle Eastern artists besides 
        Om Kalthoum, liked to use a large string orchestra alternating its classic 
        sound with the use of the electronic keyboards, guitars and horns.
 Some of Baligh Hamdi's songs: Hobi Eh, Ansak da kalam, Serit il Hob, 
        Baed Anak, Fat al ma'ad, Alf Leyla wa Leyla, al Hob kulluh.

Mohamed Abdel Wahab composed many songs and musicals in Arabic music while 
        introducing appropriate forms of Western music and rhythms such as the 
        waltz, rock and roll rhythm (like maqsoum saidi), tango, samba and rumba 
        in to his classical Arab songs.
Some of Mohamed Abdel Wahab's songs are: Inta Omri, Amal Hayati, Fakkarooni, 
        Hadthihi Laylati, Daret el Ayam, Aghadan alkak, Lailet Hob.
Husain told me that Amal Hayati was one of the songs that made 
        him really love Abdel Wahab. When I searched the internet about this song, 
        it was interesting to see a blog written by someone about Husain's age 
        that stated that Amal Hayati was "by far the most overplayed teen 
        song in high school for many Arabs my generation." This person goes 
        on to say that he still dearly loves Um Kalthoum and especially Amal 
        Hayati because it talks of the true love that everyone dreams about. Huh? 
        Isn't this the same translaton for all Arabic songs. But, then, what do 
        I know? Well, it also sounds like all the Rhythm and Blues songs I knew 
        and loved when I was growing up as a teen. Teeners of the world with impeccable 
        taste in music.
You're the hope of my life
 A precious love that never ends.
 You're the best song that my heart heard
 And cannot be forgotten
 Take all of my life
 but today, but today, let me live
 amal hayati
ya hob ghalli ma yentiheesh
 ya ahla ghenwa semaaha alby
 wella netnaeesh
 khod omri kulloh
 bes enaharda bes enaharda khalleeni aieesh Home
April 17, 2012Tuesday
 Memories from Bagdad Nights
 I spent the better part of today thinking about and working 
        on my new page "Bagdad Nights". 
        Linda has been feeding me so many photos that I really have to decide 
        how to organize and plan my pages. One thing that quickly became evident 
        was that all of us were so young and so cute and all the guys had hair 
        and it used to be dark. Of course we women are all blessed with great 
        genes because our hair is still dark. There's not a silver streak anywhere.

Reda Darwish and Susu PampaninOne picture in particular that I liked was of Reda Darwish and 
        Susu. They both looked so young. Reda barely spoke English then. 
        He was waiting for word of work overseas and was working temporarily at 
        the Bagdad. In Egypt he worked with the top musicians, singers 
        and dancers such as Hani Mehana, Hasan Abou Saoud, Hani Shaker, Fayza 
        Ahmed, Mona Said, Fifi Abdu, Aza Sharif and Nellie Fouad. I 
        don't think he realized at the time that he would end up living here and 
        becoming the owner of a popular retail shop called MultiKulti. 
        Susu was in high school and probably wasn't aware that she would someday 
        become a world famous drummer.
At the time I was planning my first trip to Egypt to see all the legendary 
        dancers - Nagwa Fouad, Sohair Zaki, Fifi Abdo, Nellie Fouad, Aza 
        Sharif and more. I was going with Eleanor and Telma, two 
        Aswan Dancers who also performed at the Bagdad, on a dance tour 
        called Secret Egypt led by Morocco. Of course we were pretty 
        excited. Telma thought we should bring canteens for the desert. Well, 
        she thought we could fill the canteens with alcohol for late night parties. 
        Our wardrobe would be khaki safari gear with high top laced boots for 
        the desert sand. We wanted to look like a cross between the French foreign 
        legionnaires and Indiana Jones. Of course Morocco thought differently 
        and sent us her dress code - ugly clothes like tents covered from neck 
        to toes and HIGAB! She didn't want any problems.
She also send us a vocabulary list to memorize if confronted or accosted 
        by the natives; imshi, take a hike and mish mumkin, impossible. 
        Of course once in Egypt, we also learned a new phrase: khod el fulus, 
        take the money!

Amina and TelmaSince I was already studying Egyptian Arabic with Nicole Ibrahim, 
        I nominated myself as official translator. This really helped when we 
        were lost in Cairo. The second day we were there and the first day out 
        alone, Telma and I decided to walk to the Khan el Khalili from 
        our hotel room. The day before, I was afraid to even cross the street, 
        but being in Cairo almost one day made me think that I knew the city.
Equipped with only our noses and the landmark of a mosque near our hotel 
        we started walking in the direction of the souq. Amazingly, mish maool, 
        after wandering about for half an hour we found it. The wonderful famous 
        Khan el Khalili. That was great. Yes! We knew the city!
Our first adventure was getting locked in the first shop we entered. This 
        was a perfume store. After sipping gallons of cloyingly sweet tea we found 
        that with the door locked and a huge Egyptian shopkeeper barring the exit 
        that we were virtually imprisoned. That is...until we bought something. 
        khod el fulus!!! Take the money! We wanted out and more adventures, 
        but realized our free time was over and we had to get back to the hotel 
        in order to see our first belly dance show.
 Maalesh, no problem. I knew Arabic and we had a landmark - the 
        mosque.
So we started heading for the mosque. Wrong mosque! OK, Egypt? no problem. 
        There's another mosque. Oops. Mosque, yes. But no hotel. After about an 
        hour of circling, yes in circles, discovering many mosques, and daring 
        to cross many streets and dodge many people and cars and me asking too 
        many people kiteer kiteer nas, "min fudluk, fein il lokanda victoria?" 
        Please, where's the Victoria Hotel?, I realized my Arabic was no 
        good. Yes, they understood me, but they only answered in the same language 
        and I couldn't understand Arabic.
 "OK, Telma. No problem. I'll get you back safely. No, please don't 
        sit on the ground in the middle of the street and cry..No, please, don't 
        lose it. No, please don't have an anxiety attack. It's OK. We're not lost. 
        See, there's another mosque. This one is our mosque. I'm sure it is. It's 
        OK that it's so crowded with people. Zahma dunya Zahma! El ha'ooni! 
        Cairo's crowded with people. But - We'll get help. No, we won't die here. 
        " Uh oh, what to do. I was starting to realize that I had an almost 
        emergency in my hands, that there was a mosque every two blocks and that 
        my Arabic wasn't any help at all. Plus no one was paying attention to 
        us. All I did know was that Telma was on the verge and I had to do something 
        quick.
OK, new strategy. Find a school kid and ask for directions in English. 
        Bingo!!
Suddenly they understood us and we got directions from about 20 kids in 
        a language we could understand who all wanted to escort us back to our 
        hotel.
"Look, Telma. There's our mosque!"Home
 April 16, 2012Monday
 Min Gher Leh - Without Reason
 One of the songs we are working on at Aswat is 
         "Min Gher 
        Leh". It was written by Mohamed Abdel Wahab (1901-1991) 
        for Abdel Halim(1929-1977).

But Abdel Halim died before he could sing it, so Abdel 
        Wahab put it on the shelf for around twenty years. Close to twenty years 
        later, when Abdel Wahab was 81, he recorded and sang the song himself. 
        It was a huge hit and sold over 2 million copies. This was to be Abdel Wahab's last song 
        and it also created quite a stir. He was "arrested" and taken 
        to court for singing a song contradicting certain verses of the Koran. 
        Later he was acquitted of the charges and they decided that "The 
        lyrics do not imply that man is mocking the reason for his existence." 
        But this was not before all his cassettes were confiscated. And this was 
        the great Mohamed Abdel Wahab at the age of 81.
Below are the lyrics:
 We do not know why we came to this world.
 We do not know when we go or what we want.
 Destiny has decided all our stops are to be
 Walked in the loneliness of our nights.
 Some days are happy, others are not. We do not know why.
Here's another translation of the same part:
 Without why...
 We came to the world.
 We do not know why...
 Or where we're going or what we want
 Roads are drawn for our steps.
 We walk in them
 In the estrangement of our nights.
 They shear us day and hurt us another
 And we do not know why.
Then in 1992, one year after Mohamed Abdel Wahab's death, Setrak Sarkissian, 
        Lebanese musician and drummer released a cassette called "Oriental 
        Belly Dance with Setrak and Ranine". Side 1, Track 1 is 
        his belly dance mergence version of "Min Gher Leh" and it officially 
        became known as a dance song.
I remember the song well as a dance song. I helped Jacques al Asmar 
        choreorgraph a veil dance to that song shortly after Setrak released it.
 The rest is history with Taher Mustapha also singing it. And now here 
        we are at Aswat reintroducing the song where it rightfully belongs - as 
        an important part of Mohamed Abdel Wahab's legacy. Home
April 15, 2012Sunday
 Drums and tambourines
 We started Aswat practice today with a huge lunch 
        at the Melody Cafe. After everyone ate more than they should have, 
        we cleared the tables and set the chairs up for practice. We're doing 
        a show in Fairfax in a couple of weeks and today we needed to time the 
        sets. It won't be the same show as our June concert, but we will use some 
        of the same pieces. Finally we'll have a set list that won't change. That 
        is unless Omar changes his mind at Wednesday's practice.

I think that the hardest thing about practicing with Aswat is not the 
        actual music, but remembering which song follows which. Omar really 
        loves these cocktail type medleys and sometimes we can't figure out his 
        logic.
The only thing that works is drill drill drill until it becomes second 
        nature. Of course that means that when we start working on the June show, 
        we will have to forget the order and memorize an entirely new set of songs 
        and transitions.
 Which means more drill drill drill.
Directly after Aswat, Husain and I went to PenaPachamama 
        for our monthly show. We thought we were earlier than Georges, 
        but discovered that he was downstairs recording with Gabriel. Rony 
        Dib was going to be the drummer and he brought me a duf to use. It's 
        just like mine, but slightly larger and more comfortable. The hardware 
        doesn't get in the way - stuck on the hands - when playing it. I know 
        he just brought it for me to use tonight, but I was hoping he might want 
        to sell it to me. Maybe I should just tell him that if he ever wants to 
        sell it, to tell me first. I'm patient. That's the way I got my beautiful 
        concert sized Kevork riq. I just kept telling Tony Lammam 
        to keep me in mind if her ever wanted to sell it and years later, one 
        day he did.
Of course, I don't know why I need another duf. Maybe it's just like why 
        do I need another tabla or riq. I don't, but I do. Susu is the 
        same. I guess it's just an obsession in collecting what we love to play. 
        Forever looking for that ultimate heavenly sound.
This summer Najwa from Aswat is going to go to Lebanon and will 
        bring Susu a new riq. Since I play the riq more often than she does, Susu 
        said that the riq could live at my house. Now isn't that great? But I 
        wonder, since she plays drum more than I do, if one of my tablas will 
        start to live at her house. No problem. What's hers is mine and what's 
        mine is mine? I mean, hers. Home
 April 14, 2012Saturday
 1983
 I like Saturdays and spending the day in the studio. After 
        my classes I decided to do some copying. Jalal had given me a DVD 
        to copy. It was a Turkish kanun DVD and for some reason I couldn't get 
        the format to play on my machines. So I started playing around with other 
        videos that I'd been meaning to copy.
I found the Tarabiya part 1 and part 2 shows and copied them onto 
        one DVD and then also copied the girls' dances minus the drum solos. Although 
        I dearly love drum solos they really are for another show. And next time 
        I do a show, perhaps I'll skip the poetry and just do drum pieces. I would 
        like to make a copy of Tarabiya 1 and 2 to give to everyone who had been 
        in that show, but the copies I was given stick. I need to ask Dannhae 
        if her copies work any better. It would be nice to do before the show 
        becomes just a memory like my Bagdad 
        Nights page.
I wish there were more hours in the day, or maybe I wasn't so lazy. I 
        have so many pictures to post on the Bagdad Nights page that Linda scanned. 
        And I have so many more that I have to first scan. Of course, I'll do 
        the easy ones first, like the ones Linda sent me. It seems that most of 
        the photos that Linda sent me were from 1983. So I guess I'll work 
        backwards and not chronologically since I have photos from the 60's and 
        70's to put up. But 1983 must have been a great year in belly dance history.
Recently on other sites I've been reading about the past belly dance world 
        and 1983 seems to be the magic year. I know that it was for me. I think 
        that's the year that I first went to Egypt. And to think, in 1983 I thought 
        that I was over the hill - a has-been, too old to dance anymore - and 
        fat! Little did I know. Oh. to be fat like that again. Or to be old like 
        that again. Well, it doesn't matter. The way I look at it, I've still 
        got at least another thirty years left in my dance and music career. Of 
        course, that is, if any one will still want me. A lot has happened and 
        changed in the dance this last thirty years - like they invented ATS. 
        I wonder what will happen in the next thirty years. What new aberration 
        will be invented? It's already started happening and I think it's upsetting 
        the ATS purists. Home
April 13, 2012Friday
 Aswat show at Stanford
 Jalal, Husain, Susu and I went to Nabila's 
        house to practice for the show we were doing at Stanford. I brought Nabila 
        a sample of Shaabi Sufi music. She got us a grant to present music of 
        the entire Muslim world and there will be an emphasis on Sufi music. I'm 
        really lobbying to get at least one DJ Sufi/Mulid song on the program. 
        It would be a great representation of Egypt today. After all they, the 
        Shaabi singers, do represent the youth of Egypt.
We met Omar, Amr and Rana at Nabila's and worked up a set 
        list for the Stanford show. After going through our songs and deciding 
        the tempos and solos, we left in two cars, maps in hand. Well, we didn't 
        use ours, deciding that we'd use the navigation apps on our phones. After 
        all that's why we got them. Or at least that's why I got mine... so I 
        could use "googlemaps". It kind of worked but it's hard to see 
        and use when driving. Husain said, ok, he'd use his talking app. That 
        was a great idea, except that it was out of the network, and it kept giving 
        us wrong directions. Eventually we got there with Susu navigating by instinct 
        and Jalal stopping to ask someone for directions.
This promised to be an easy gig and we were looking forward to the dinner. 
        It's so easy to do Aswat shows with a skeleton crew of less than 
        ten musicians and singers. Everything went according to schedule and on 
        time. By the time we finished, we were ready to be fed and were quite 
        happy that besides the sumptuous food, there was also an abundance of 
        petit four type little cakes and great coffee for dessert. I really wonder 
        if we do these gigs for the music or the food. Home
 
April 12, 2012Thursday
 Tripping down memory lane
 Tonight I wanted to show a Nadia Hamdi dance that 
        was in a video of a show that I produced when she was here in the '90's. 
        So when I was fast forwarding to her number, there was a bit with me dancing 
        that the girls asked if they could see. I complied thinking that at the 
        time I thought I was fat. Well if that's what I considered fat, what about 
        now? I guess there's always hari kari.
Speaking of Hari Kari. That's the name of a Shaabi group in Egypt. 
        It also means - ritual suicide by self-disembowelment on a sword. I guess 
        that's a good way to get rid of fat. In their song "Vitaminak", 
        the group sings "gharamak entihara" Sort of like "to 
        love you is suicidal". The verb "yentihar" means 
        to commit suicide. Sometimes I wonder what the origins of certain words 
        are, or are they made up words or is it really the Egyptians playing with 
        the words. I think it's the latter. And in another matter, for confirmation, 
        I did ask a Filipina friend what the Tagalog word for toothpaste was, 
        and she said it was colgate. (See April 10 ba olek eh.)
After my dance, we watched a bit of Jacques al Asmar. What was 
        really great about this show was that it was to live music. Since I was 
        producing it, I had chosen the musicians. Of course it had to match my 
        budget but upon reflection I realize how all the musicians really gave 
        me a good deal. I don't think that I could have afforded them if they 
        charged me their normal rates. It's really nice to know that they have 
        "family rates". Or maybe they do a few charitable events. I 
        don't know how I lucked out, but I did.
When I look back at some other shows I've done, I really know how blessed 
        I am to know such a great group of musicians. So, the musicians in the 
        show were Radwan, keyboard, Mohamed Amin, flute/vocals, 
        Fouad Marzouk, kanun and Issa Sweidan, oud, vocals. And 
        then there was the percussion section led by none other than Susu Pampanin 
        with Tony Lammam, Loay Dahbour, Daria, Sandy, Elizabeth, me 
        and Noel on tura (big cymbals). Looking at the video there were 
        even more percussionists. Probably a few Aswans had jumped in and 
        added to the full sound. I was wondering where Gregangelo was. 
        I'm sure that he was probably in the dressing room waiting to do his dervish 
        act.

Seeing and hearing all those musicians - especially the percussionists, 
        made me long for more events like that. We can't really emulate that great 
        Egyptian sound unless there is a real complete percussion section. That 
        doesn't mean one drummer and one back-up. That means a couple of drummers, 
        a riq player, tura player, at least one mazhar (duf with cymbals) and 
        at least 3 duf players. Susu and I had talked about doing something like 
        this later on in the year, but it takes planning. I hope we do get around 
        to doing it.
 For class tonight we did a Said Darwish piece. It was "Ya 
        Aziz Aini".
Ya azizi aini
 Oh dear to my eye
 ana beda arouhi baladi
 I want to go back to my country
 baladi, ya baladi
 My country, oh my country
 as sulta haditi waladi
 The powers that be took my son. (He got drafted.)
This is such a nice, sentimental sounding song with some pretty powerful 
        words. Said Darwish (1892-1923) accomplished a lot in his too short life. 
        He really was the father of modern Egyptian music and he was also the 
        influence for the later generation of Shaabi singers. His songs were of 
        love but more about love of country and encouraging the Egyptians to stand 
        up for Egypt and not be under the control of their colonialists. He encouraged 
        social change and upheaval. This kind of sounds like the Shaabi singers 
        and the protesters at Tahrir Square. Home
April 11, 2012Wednesday
 Jurgina
 Everytime we go to Aswat practice, Omar 
        adds a new song and also changes the order of one of our medleys. I hate 
        doing medleys because they aren't songs that can be intuitive, they are 
        songs that are linked together and we, the percussion section, have to 
        anticipate the next song and start not only the correct rhythm but also 
        the correct tempo. This is so difficult because besides the songs not 
        always flowing from one to another, Omar keeps inserting - cutting and 
        pasting - songs moving them from one medley to the next.
I keep telling myself - it's ok - we have three months to get it together, 
        no, we have two months, and now it's one and a half months and Omar is 
        still playing with our minds. Susu is like me. She doesn't like 
        writing down the order, she just wants it all to flow from memory. But 
        this is next to impossible with Omar changing the songs and the orders 
        from half a week to half a week. Yes. He seems to be changing the order 
        twice a week.
 Tonight he added and inserted a new song in the middle of a used to be 
        memorized medley. Besides having to learn the song, we had to be able 
        to play the rhythm. Jurgina!! It's one of those Iraqi rhythms that drummers 
        argue over. Is it 6/8? No, it's 10/8. Well tonight Omar decided it was 
        10/16? As I mentioned before, I'm no mathematician and don't intend to 
        be one now. All I know is that once Susu gets going - and it's played 
        pretty fast, I just follow. Don't know what I'm doing, I'm just doing. 
        We were both on the drum playing 1-2-3, 1-2, 1-2, 1-2-3 and I could - 
        but then Susu picked up the riq to play the rhythm with Sandy who 
        was playing riq. I kept going on tabla, and didn't know what I was doing, 
        but assuming since no one glared at me, that I wasn't messing up but was 
        keeping up. Barely!
Omar also decided to change the rhythms on other songs that we were playing. 
        It's hard to do. We have and know the original pieces and then he decides 
        to change to something else. Oh well, Susu's smart. She writes all the 
        changes in pencil. But I'm even smarter. I'm not writing anything until 
        a week before our big show.
In the meantime, we have a little show on Friday at Stanford. Home
April 10, 2012Tuesday
 Shaabi Music
 Went to Ayman's to work on another translation 
        but I also brought my drum.
 Susu and Faisal taught drum at the retreat and Ayman got 
        hooked. He's decided that he wants to be a drummer. So we started our 
        session today with a drum lesson. It went pretty good, but I have to help 
        him find a drum so he can practice. Anyone have a spare drum they want 
        to sell?
We worked on a Shaabi song called "Vitaminak" and we 
        spent a bit of time talking about how a lot of Egyptian words come from 
        other languages and that a lot of Shaabi words are really made up from 
        the English. Maybe that's why I like Egyptian. The words are more familiar 
        to me and if I don't know a word, maybe I can make it up and it's acceptable. 
        I guess that's true in a lot of languages. I became aware of it first 
        growing up with my grandmother.
Although she spoke English and Spanish 
        exclusively, coming from the Philippines, it was quite natural for her 
        to use what she said was Tagalog such as colgate for toothpaste. 
        Learning Spanish at home and at school was one thing, but hearing Mexican 
        Spanish in the street I learned new words such as lunchear and 
        parkear (pronounced lon-chay-ar and par-kay-ar). You can imagine 
        what a Shaabi song like "Vitaminak" can be like. Although Ayman 
        doesn't like Shaabi songs, he admits it's interesting to learn new Arabic 
        words that are really made up from English.One word that he said wasn't made up but is Arabic was the word dwatu 
        - to become a couple or duet. It's interesting or at least it's making 
        it easy to remember and know the meaning of some words when you can associate 
        it with an English sounding word.
But then there are also the words/phrases that don't mean what they sound 
        like such as kidda ho, batfakker, yam sohorny, hobak yerweenim, ah 
        fee shetty. Home
April 9, 2012Monday
 The Arab Film Festival
 Started Monday by going to the Arab Film Festival 
        office and doing my volunteer work. What better way to have my morning 
        coffee than to watch depressing Arabic movies about being displaced from 
        their homelands? Today was a treat though. I watched a couple of Egyptian 
        documentaries and they weren't downers. Actually there are quite a few 
        uplifting and interesting films from other countries - they're not really 
        all depressing.
I'm watching for formatting and other problems mostly in fast forward. 
        That's ok, because the film festival is several months away and I will 
        probably have to watch the same ones again later when they check the original 
        ones for the big screen. Then I'll get to/have to watch every single second 
        to check for sticking problems.
I guess I am prejudiced or maybe it's because I'm more familiar with the 
        Egyptian language and the culture but I really do enjoy the Egyptian ones 
        the best. In spite of some of the content though, all these films are 
        so very interesting, educational culturally informative. I especially 
        enjoyed a submission from Yemen.
I'd like to describe some of the movies, but don't think I can until things 
        are more official. But I guess I can say that I was surprised at the number 
        of submissions already received and more seem to be coming in multiples 
        daily. An interesting observation is the amount of films made in 2011 
        and 2012 that were a result of the Arab spring. This should be a very 
        good festival. Home
 
April 8, 2012Easter Sunday
 Aswat retreat by the sea
 Easter Sunday was spent at the Lighthouse Hostel 
        in Montara. Aswat had a retreat by the ocean and most of the singers 
        and some of the musicians went. I didn't because of Saturday classes and 
        so this morning Jalal, Husain and I drove down the coast to the 
        retreat. Aswat was ending the "feel-good" weekend with a requisite 
        rehearsal and Easter lunch.
On the way down, I told Husain that I had received some interesting and 
        rare Iraqi music from Samia. Samia Nasser was a dancer who I worked with 
        in the '70's. She was my idol. I wanted to dance just like her. In fact, 
        I wanted to dance to her music because I thought if I did something would 
        rub off.
Well now it's many decades later and Samia still remembers that. 
        She also remembers that I never asked her to teach me. I never did, because 
        I didn't think she would teach me and I couldn't afford it anyway. Now 
        she tells me she would have taught me for free. Now it's too late! BUT, 
        aside from the great Iraqi music, she sent me copies of all the songs 
        she used to use. Yes, she gave me her music. I wonder if something will 
        rub off now. Maybe when I play the music at least I'll envision her dancing 
        to it.

Jalal asked. "Is that the Samia that I knew? Is she still around?" 
        So, when I told him it was, we had a nice drive down the coast telling 
        Husain about "the good ole days". Husain asked what else Samia 
        did for a living. We both said, "Nothing else, she just danced." 
        He couldn't believe it. Then we started telling him that everyone - dancers 
        and musicians - only worked their profession.
They either played music or they danced. No one else had other work. Husain 
        couldn't believe it.
 Then Jalal started telling him the stories...we all used to work from 
        8pm to 2am six or seven nights a week.
 And the stories started pouring out. Jalal and I started telling Husain 
        about the Saudis who used to live here (while in school) until their families 
        found out about the decadence - the gambling, the wine, the women, the 
        song. Yes, the music and the dance was their downfall and their families 
        took them from the big city to live in the countryside away from temptation. 
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April 7, 2012Saturday
 Showing your booty
 I spent some time working on a new page for my site. The 
        Ghawazee page. This is inspired by Pepper who has a site 
        called the Ghawazee Gazette, It is also inspired by Edwina Nearing 
        who wrote an article for Pepper and me (the same article) to put on our 
        sites. I am sure that if you're interested in the Ghawazee that you must 
        have read some of Edwina's articles (pen name was Qamar el Moulouk) 
        either on the old Habibi or if you're newer to the belly dance 
        world, then you've seen the reprints on gildedserpent.com.
I guess I can say that I've known Eddy since before she was on staff at 
        the original Habibi since its inception when it was owned by Bob 
        and Lynn Zalot and Emira. Lynn and Emira were both dancers. 
        They all lived in Silicon Valley and used to print Habibi on newsprint 
        with a printing press. What's that? I really don't know. I just know that's 
        how newspapers used to be printed. And I do remember that at deadline 
        time Eddy used to practically live in Bob and Lynn's garage helping them 
        typeset.
That must have been interesting. I wonder how they typeset. Was it one 
        letter at a time? No there must have been a machine. Well, this was before 
        Silicon Valley was known as Silicon Valley. I guess it was also before 
        computers were commonplace. I guess this was a long time ago. A really 
        long time ago.
Since then, first Emira died and then Lynn died and then Bob held on for 
        awhile but eventually sold Habibi to Shareen el Safi. Emira was 
        a dancer and also a dance teacher in the South Bay. We used to dance together 
        as part of Fatma's "Egyptian American Dance Troupe". 
        This was because Fatma Akef (Naima Akef's dancing partner 
        and sister) lived in San Francisco and taught dance in my studio on Saturdays 
        and later moved to San Jose and continued teaching down there. Emira, 
        Tuta (one of my students) and I were her dance troupe.

Amina sitting (with moustache) Fatma 
        on water glassesThe first show we did in a club in San Franciso included a skit. I think 
        this is how I was trained and learned how to organize a dance troupe. 
        This is also how I found the Egyptian sense of humor. My first role as 
        a member of the "Egyptian American Dance Troupe" was to be dressed 
        as a man with a mustache standing on a street corner singing in Arabic 
        trying to impress a beautiful girl who happened to be Fatma. Besides singing 
        solo (and I can't hold a tune very well) I had a script I had to memorize. 
        Yes, I was supposed to pick up Fatma speaking in Arabic and using some 
        very silly body language. I guess it worked. We got a lot of laughs. When 
        I think about it now, it was like it was out of an Ismail Yassin 
        (1915-1972) comedy movie. Ismail was the top comedy movie star. He starred 
        in over thirty movies. He always featured famous dancers and musicians 
        in his movies and because he used to perform at Badia Masabni's 
        casinos, many of his co-stars - dancers and musicians - were from his 
        past associations there. Naima, Fatma's sister, was one of his favorite 
        co-stars.

Tuta, Fatma and AminaI remember another show we did at the Bagdad. That night it was Tuta, 
        Fatma and me. We wore costumes as ordered and designed by Fatma and we 
        got in trouble because the costumes were very transparent and our undies 
        showed. Well, we didn't get in trouble by Yousef , the owner of 
        the Bagdad, because of course, the more skin we showed, the more he liked 
        it. His motto was "show more legs - pad your bras".

Jamila's dancersIt was our reputations that were in trouble because some dancers had snuck 
        in from the Casbah to see our show and told Jamila that we were 
        showing everything. At that time all of Jamila's students seemed to be 
        working at the Casbah dressed very covered with 2 or 3 heavy skirts and 
        were very tribal looking (think Bal Anat). Dancers from other schools, 
        including mine, worked at the Bagdad and wore see-through chiffon and 
        very padded bras per Yousef's instructions.

Taheyya CariocaOf course it was very embarrassing to be known as the troupe (The Egyptian 
        American Troupe) who was "half naked". But when I look at the 
        black and white films of Taheyya, Samia and Naima (Fatma's sister) 
        and their costumes, our costumes were exactly the same. We were showing 
        the same amount of booty as they were in the 40's. No more and no less. 
        I have a super 8 film of us dancing that show that was filmed by Pepper. 
        It's kind of fun to watch, but unfortunately the format is so old that 
        it's only motion picture and no sound.
 I guess it was that old "tribal" versus "cabaret" 
        even then. I thought it was kind of funny when later Suhaila grew 
        up and decided to go "cabaret" on her mother.
Now it seems that the more this dance is in existence, that with the exception 
        of Dina and some Shaabi dancers, Egyptian costumes as a rule have 
        become more and more covered and conservative.
Getting back to the Ghawazee page. I hope you'll check 
        it out, Edwina told me that she is writing another little something 
        for it about Luxor on a shoestring. Home
April 6, 2012Friday
 Isis Wings
 Linda has been scanning old photos onto her computer 
        and sending me copies that might be interesting to me. Gregory found 
        one of me wearing Isis Wings! Way back in time - like waaaaaaay 
        before they invented Isis wings.
 

Amina invented Isis Wings for The Legend of OsirisMany, many years ago - kiteer, kiteer, someone gave me a little children's 
        book about ancient Egyptian gods. This book was mini-sized. It was about 
        the size of a 3"x5" file card. I loved that book. It was my 
        adult bed-time fairy tale and it provided me with many wonderful and colorful 
        dreams about the ancient Egyptian gods and goddesses. And the book inspired 
        me to go to the Rosicrucian Museum and learn more about the cult 
        of Osiris. Osiris was the god of the afterlife, the underworld, 
        the dead. He had green skin and was also associated with rebirth and agriculture 
        and I was crazy about Osiris and all the mysteries surrounding him. And 
        when I listened to Om Kalthoum records I started seeing visions 
        of Osiris and envisioned choreographies around the myth of Osiris.

In short, the god Osiris was killed by his jealous brother Seth (Set) 
        who chopped him into 14 pieces and threw him into the Nile where the pieces 
        got lost and scattered. Isis, his wife and also his sister, set out looking 
        for the pieces to put him back together again and found 13 pieces - all 
        but one - his phallus, which was eaten by a fish who could have been Seth 
        in disguise. Finally through much ritual, the construction of a golden 
        phallus, Isis sings and grows wings in order to hover over Osiris and 
        resurrect him. After he comes back from the dead, Isis conceives his child, 
        the baby Horus.
When reading about the myth of Osiris, one reads of the holy trinity, 
        the birth of Christianity, a merciful judge of the afterlife, the god 
        of life and vegetation inspiring the annual flooding of the Nile; but 
        when I read about Osiris I envision a story waiting to be danced. And 
        dance we did. We danced the Legend of Osiris with the murder, the search 
        for the body parts and the wings hovering over Osiris in order to birth 
        the baby Horus. And we did it to musical sections of Om's songs. To this 
        day I still think of baby Horus' birth, "peep, peep", whenever 
        I hear a certain part of "Daret el Ayam". I wonder if 
        Marsha, Ernest, Gregangelo and Erena think that too? 
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 April 5, 2012
 Thursday
 I don't do windows or malfuf.
 This morning Angela and I headed out to Nabila's 
        house in San Mateo. We were going to carpool to Saratoga to do a music 
        education program with Sandy and Omar. I like doing those 
        kind of things, but usually I am teaching Arabic dance and not music.
 We were in a little auditorium with a few hundred high school kids who 
        seemed pretty willing to take time off from their regular curriculum and 
        sit and learn about Arabic music. Angela started the program by talking 
        about how she got interested in Arabic music as an adult and then gave 
        the mic to me. I was supposed to do the same thing and tell about my experiences 
        with Arabic music and leave out all the real gritty details of my experiences 
        as a night club dancer, so since I really don't like to talk I just spouted 
        out about two quick sentences about drums and food and returned the mic.
Omar then talked about maqam and told the kids that they would 
        now learn about rhythm and he handed the mic back to me. Deja Vu. This 
        was kind of like what happened when I was drumming for Sahra's 
        class in Long Beach.
So I explained a bit about rhythms and counts and demonstrated the patterns 
        and then Omar got everyone drumming and clapping. Then we played music 
        that fit the patterns. It was kind of fun playing for and with a few hundred 
        kids.
Our finale was "Aziza". We actually played it twice. 
        The first time for all to listen to and the second time as a dance piece 
        with some kids getting up to dance. I was wishing I was dancing too. Instead 
        I was suffering, faking my way through "Aziza". I love playing 
        it on the tambourine but not the drum, however, somehow Sandy had me playing 
        drum on that piece and malfuf is my worse rhythm. Whenever Husain, 
        Angela and I would practice "Aziza", somehow my malfuf and my 
        timing would throw them off. And here I was having to play it twice and 
        we never rehearsed it before going on. So I decided to just fake the malfuf 
        rather than play it and mess them up. It worked. No one messed up and 
        no one commented on it later. Maybe I was really playing malfuf and just 
        talked myself into believing I wasn't? I don't know. I don't know what 
        other rhythm I could have played. Maybe I have such a mental block that 
        if I tell myself that it's malfuf that I'll do it wrong. I don't know 
        if that makes sense but it's all about getting nervous in advance.
 If you act like you know what you're doing, no one will be the wiser. 
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April 4, 2012Wednesday
 El Mambo Soudani
 We walked into Aswat practice tonight to Omar playing a 
        familiar Nubian sound on his.oud. Well, it turned out that he's arranged 
        another medley for our June concert. This one is called "folklore" 
        and it begins with "El 
        Mambo Soudani" composed by the  
        Sudanese Sayed Abdel Ray and Sayed Khalifa. This link is the whole 
        "Tammer Henna" movie starring Naima Akef and Faiza 
        Akef, but if you move the curser to about 1 hour and 37 min. you'll 
        find a party scene with a singer doing "El Mambo Soudani. "Tammer 
        Henna" should be fun to watch if you haven't seen the movie yet - 
        but sorry - no subtitles.
 A popular story is that Sayed Abdel Ray went to South America or 
        was it Cuba and heard people singing and doing the mambo and he said "wait, 
        this rhythm and music is really from the Sudan and he went back and composed 
        "El Mambo Soudani" to show the world. This song subsequently 
        became a big hit especially at Sudanese weddings.
 Playing the drum to "El Mambo Soudani" is kind of frustrating 
        especially accompanied by the next piece which seems to come straight 
        from a Badia Masabni period movie. It's kind of hard to be drumming 
        when really I just want to dance. Usually I don't feel so inclined to 
        drum but, please, two dance pieces in a row and there I am having to sit 
        and play and not dance. Oh well, I'll just let the music dance in my head 
        and quite possibly come up with unique choreographies and dance steps.
 While searching for just the "Mambo Sudani" portion as a link, 
        I came across a clip with  
        Naima Akef with Mahmoud Reda doing the mambo. This is kind of fun 
        to watch. So if you don't have the time or inclination to watch the "Tammer 
        Henna" movie in it's entirety, maybe you'll enjoy Naima and Reda 
        doing the mambo together. Home
 April 3, 2012Tuesday
 So old, it's new
 Tonight Judi and I worked on an old drum piece. It's so old that 
        it should seem like a new piece. Actually we will do new choreography 
        because neither of us could remember the old choreography and also because 
        it's about time that the dance takes on a new look.
 Pepper had asked me to do a drum choreography as part of the Aswan's 
        show at Carnival of Stars so I started hunting for the just right 
        drum piece.
 Since I'm a drumming wannabe, I must have over 30 CDs devoted to drums 
        and "drum solos". Well, I spent hours going through all my CDs 
        and finally ended up narrowing my search down to 2 CDs - one by Said 
        el Artiste and the other by none other than Susu Pampanin. 
        This was based on their danceability because of the variety of rhythms 
        and tempos within a percussion ensemble.
 Previously, listening to the two contenders with Hana, it finally 
        ended up that Susu's drum piece was the choice. Originally I hadn't even 
        considered Susu's CD because I already had choreographies to most of her 
        drum pieces. I only did because Hana suggested that I listen to it again. 
        But I still wondered if I should use Susu's knowing that the compositions 
        were over twenty years old. Then, duh - light bulb! - yes, why not? Obviously 
        her compositions have stood the test of time and to me and I'm sure to 
        many others, her CD has reached the category of "classic". In 
        the "drum solo" genre, I think of a few drummers such as 
        Setrak, Khamis Henkish and Negm Nabil with drum solo 
        compositions that have become recognizable classics. With Susu's piece 
        being over 20 years old and ending up as my choice over hundreds of other 
        solos, I wonder. Is it really a classic or am I just being a mom? I don't 
        know, I might never know, but I think it's because it's classic.
 And just like the music classics, they never get old, just better. Home
 April 2, 2012Monday
 The Great River
 A woman in my class, a Spanish teacher, asked me what Guadalquivir 
        meant. I said I didn't know - only that it was a river in Spain. She wondered 
        if it meant water in Arabic. I said no - that was maya, but in keeping 
        with the Guadalquivir question, I decided to play Nesma's CD called 
        from "El Nilo al Guadalquivir", from the Nile to the 
        Guadalquivir. It's a beautiful CD with a lot of Spanish and Andalusian 
        influenced songs including the classic Andalusian 10/8 hit "Lamma 
        Bada Yetathana".
 Then we went on to explore other 10/8 examples including 
        a samai - listen - that started with the 10/8 rhythm and phrasing, 
        then continued with the 10/8 rhythm under a 6/8 phrasing pattern as an 
        introduction to the 6/8 rhythm section. Interesting and also very bipolar. 
        It's difficult enough to dance smoothly to a rhythm that has prominent 
        dums and teks in unexpected places, but then when one has to layer the 
        dance step to include another opposing rhythm, yikes! This is too hard 
        but also very interesting. 'awee 'awee. BUT, if you can do it, 
        it can really make you feel in charge and powerful - 'aweeni.  Now that's what makes Arabic music grab you and what makes it so incredibly 
        fascinating. Now, what would you call that? 6/8 over 10/8 equals what? 
        I know it's not 16/16 - but then it sure makes you realize how it's all 
        divisible by 2. I never signed up to be a mathematician, but they say 
        mathematicians make good musicians. hmmmm - that's sort of poetic and 
        also makes me realize that I'm no good in math. What does that say about 
        my musicianship? Uh oh, I'm in trouble.
 But on the other hand, I guess that's one reason why Arabic songs are 
        so lyrically comfortable - everything ends the same - saharni, hayarni 
        - fakarooni, raga'ooni - shayilak, naseebak - halawa, sha'awa - esqini, 
        yerweeni and so on. Double uh oh - I'm no good in languages either...only 
        been trying to learn Arabic for around 40 years and Spanish? All my life. 
        Next time I try to figure out what I'll be when I grow up, what should 
        I do? I think I just sort of phased myself out of a numbers career, a 
        dance career, a music career. a linguist career. What's left? It's too 
        late to change! Well, there's still chocolate.
 Later I decided to see if Guadalquivir had anything to do with water or 
        the Arabic language and discovered that it is indeed an Arabic name and 
        is related to water. It comes from the old classical Arabic "al 
        wadi al kabeer" - The Great River. It's interesting to see how 
        pronunciation affects the spelling. But wadi? If kabeer means big or great 
        as in il fanana il kabeera! - the great artist! How can wadi mean 
        river? I thought it meant valley. Well, maybe it means kan we zaman, 
        a long time ago, there was a great river and then it DRIED up and became 
        a valley? I guess that makes sense since the Guadalquivir is an old Andalusian 
        name and the "guad" or "wad" part is 
        where a flash flood can start streaming through as in "become a great 
        river," like a "wad al kabeer" or a "Guadalquivir". 
        Uh oh, I better stop while I'm ahead. Home
 April 1, 2012
 Sunday
 Wearing the big cat.
 MECDA had a party at Al Masri tonight and I was looking 
        forward to seeing all the dancers. I wasn't disappointed, except that 
        I couldn't make it in time to see the first part of the show because of 
        Aswat rehearsal.
 The Aswat practice went pretty good today - The whole percussion section 
        was there. Faisal had been out of town for a few rehearsals, so 
        it was nice to have all of us together again. But it brought up the question 
        of what instruments to play in what song. Today I chose to use the dahola 
        again, but later I thought it might be nice to trade off with Sandy 
        who was playing the duf. Susu and Faisal kept switching back and 
        forth between tabla and riq being very indecisive about they wanted to 
        play. I think that at the next practice on Wednesday we need to just set 
        our parts, choose an instrument and stick to it. Besides it being confusing 
        to ourselves, I'm sure it's confusing to the other musicians as each of 
        us plays our parts differently.
  
   But back to Al Masri. Yes, Marsha had saved me a spot at her table, 
        but I got there before her. Linda was scheduled to dance and I 
        was really looking forward to seeing her in her new costume. She told 
        me that she was pretty excited too and that her costume reminded her of 
        my first one. Well, when I saw her in it, I realized why. It was an animal 
        print, as in leopard or cheetah, and I thought I was looking at mine except 
        she was in it. Yes, we could both wear our costumes to the Safeway 
        and feel totally comfortable in them while shopping for groceries. Yes, 
        we're neighbors and since we shop at the same store, maybe we could meet 
        up in our big cat costumes. Since coyotes and racoons like to hang around 
        that store, I doubt if anyone would even notice. Home
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