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March 31, 2012
Saturday
Back to Basics
It's always good to get back to the basics and review and drill. I think I enjoy my beginning classes so much because they allow me to just relax in the music and do some moving meditation while perfecting a move.


Today I had a new person in class. She was a Palestinian woman named Kefaya. "Enough", I asked? "Yes", she said. Her parents had one son and wanted another and after trying and trying and trying and trying and getting nothing but beautiful girls, they named their fifth child Kefaya - Enough! Well, then, they decided to try some more and try and try and try and try. After another five more beautiful girls Khalas! That's it, no more, it's over, The end! I never did ask what they named their ninth girl. Was it Khalas?


My mother was the oldest of twelve children and my mother and her mother, my grandmother, were pregnant at the same time. My uncle, the twelfth child was born the same year as I was. My mother lived in an island in the Philippines in a house her parents shared with another couple. This other couple happened to be my grandfathers' brother who was married to my grandmothers' sister - two brothers married two sisters - and they had nine children; only nine children. Since they were so inter-related it was like twenty one children having two sets of parents - all living in a Big House. Yes, I was told it was big. I wonder how big it was? Now that is what I would call Kefaya - Khalas - Ya Rab - Oh Lord!!!

Touba - Never Again - Abdel Halim
touba - never again, repent, give it up
ana - I
ahebak - love you
bes - but
marra -time
we - and
dee- this
akher - last
ayounu soud - his (her) black (soud) eyes (ayoun)
ya - oh
ain - eye
el - the
alb - heart
rimshi - eyelashes
remoush -eyelashes
geirah - wound
ashan - because
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March 30, 2012
Friday
Bagdad Years and the Dark Ages
Today I received an email from Henry, he used to be known Hasan, a musician I used to work with at the Bagdad. He had been reminiscing about the '70's and all of us at the Bagdad who played music and danced there. After a few email exchanges with him that included some photos and a couple of you tube clips, I remembered a few other recent emails I received. They were from other people also reminiscing about that time - the '70's..


So many memories. So long ago. Memories of another life. Was that really us? It seems like yesterday but at the same time that life seems to have belonged to other people. But weren't we those people? It seems like we, those people, have been feeling sentimental and searching for photos and video clips to relive those glorious days. Or maybe I should say nights.


Photos? - yes! We can find some of those. But video clips? Well, that's kind of hard. Video for consumer use was just barely available in the last part of the 70's. Really, most of the memories of those times were mostly black and white photos. What about color? Well, color photos were a luxury and more expensive. Only a few had used color photos and as far as footage went, only an elite few people had 8 mm movie film cameras and projectors.


Yes, the '70's, the age of Aquarius and new thinkers was upon us, but those thoughts and inventions weren't quite ready for us to use - yet. We really were still in "the dark ages" waiting for computers and Silicon Valley to grow up and give us new technology. So, as Henry and Paul and other musicians and dancers wanted to recollect their past and search for "hard copy" of those experiences, I decided to start work on a new page in my site devoted exclusively to my/our nights at the Bagdad. Look soon for a new page called Bagdad Nights
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March 29, 2012
Thursday
Hobi Eh
I guess all great Arabic songs have the "H" word in the lyrics. And tonight was no exception. What is an Arabic song without the love words.


Tonight we danced to "Enta Fein" Where are you aka "Hobi Eh" What is the meaning of love- We danced to a karaoke version of the song with the oud being the voice, then to George Wasoof singing and finally to Om singing. There are lots of other versions including my favorite Shaabi version with Mohamed Saad, but tonight it was going to be very emotional and we wanted to pull the tarab out of our bodies and give it to our audience.


But first I needed to review the 10/8 and I did! I remembered to review the dread 10/8 rhythm. We danced to it with just the drum rhythm and then again to music. And for a classic example of dancing to 10/8, here's Naima Akef dancing to "Lamma Bada Yeta Thana". Since we're dancing "Lamma Bada"to death, I chose a song this time that was more difficult. The other 10/8 songs I've been using have the melody also doing the 10/8 drum accents, but the song I chose this time had the melody playing with the drum accents and then counter the accents or completely oblivious to the rhythm. This is the beauty of Arabic music. The music, the melody, can go in and out of the rhythm. It's magical how it so neatly corresponds and then takes a turn and loses itself in a separate journey only to eventually meander its way back to the "one". It's kind of like being hypnotized and then waking up.


And when we woke up, we were asking about love. What love did you come to talk about?

Hobi Eh - Om Kalthoum
hob - love
eh - what
enta - you , m.
gai - come
tetkalam - you talk - words
aaref - know
abla - before
lama - when
beinak we bein - between you and me - ak-you, m.
we - and
hawaak - your love, ak=you, m.
kida - therefore, like this
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March 28, 2012
Wednesday
Cleaning house
Husain had mentioned that he was "cleaning house" and wanted to get rid of a lot of stuff. Well, he mentioned it to the wrong person. So today Gregory and I made two carload trips from Husain's place to ours to give his stuff a new home.


Now what do we do with it all? I got some nice storage containers but also got lots of stuff to go in them. Gregory got some nice tools including multiples of tools. You can never have enough? Yikes! We did tell Husain that he was welcome to borrow back his tools anytime he wanted to use them. I wonder if we will just be storing them for him for a while or is he really giving them up.

Last year he was busy making ouds and fixing stringed and wooded instruments like violins and my duf. But I think that he found it to be a lonely occupaiton, so he's decided to give it up....at least temporarily. Judging by the number of ouds and violins in various stages of repair that he still has, I think he's still in the business, but maybe most of the tools will reside at my house? Who knows. he said he might continue if he found a studio somewhere and could hire an apprentice or two.


One interesting item that he's working on is a flat oud. It will be equipped with a programmable Midi file - kind of like what they use on the electric keyboards. It's not his technology design, that belongs to someone else, but he'll do the oud body. I saw it and it's pretty teeny. It'll probably - for sure - be heavier than a traditional oud, bu tit sure will be smaller - like a couple of inches wide instead of over a foot wide. No hunching over this type of oud, but then you'll have to be a computer programmer in order to play it.
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March 27, 2012
Tuesday
Recreating old dances with new choreography
Pepper wants the Aswans to do a special show for Carnival of Stars.
I guess we will try to. Now I have to figure out what that special show will be. Well, when I was at the Fabric District in L.A. last month I did buy some nice fabric for the Aswans. I guess this is going to be the excuse to turn the fabric into something special. I just hope I got enough fabric. I'm sure I'll end up having to get more fabric or trim or something, but it should be fun designing new costumes. I wonder if it'll be fun cutting and sewing new costumes. It's fun to do it for one, but when I have to do it for the group, it starts to get a bit tedious. I guess there'll be a lot of TV watching. I don't like to sew unless I'm doing something else and watching movies (or rather listening to them) is a good excuse to sew.


I remember quite a while ago when I was busy being a sweat shop sewing factory (of one) while trying to meet an Aswan costume deadline, I got so caught up watching a movie that I forgot that I was sewing and ended up sewing my thumb.


Fortunately I didn't break the sewing machine, only broke the needle, which got stuck in my thumb. Should I have to say that it sort of hurt? It really got stuck in my thumb and try as I could, I couldn't remove it with pliers. So I had to drive myself to the non-emergency ER to have them remove it. I guess it really did sort of hurt, but when they gave me a shot of Novocain to remove the needle, that hurt worse! So now, I make it a point to only listen to movies if I'm sewing on a machine. I guess that's why I don't like to use power tools. Drills are ok - but saws? No! I think I want to keep all my fingers.


As far as the dance part of the show goes, I think I'm going to merge the old with the new and recreate an old dance with all totally new choreography.


Since I hardly ever danced with the Aswans, I don't really remember most of the choreographies anyway. I'm hoping to give myself about a week to get the music together and then start working on the choreography. So this week I'll be listening to oldies. Isn't that what I usually listen to anyway?
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March 26, 2012
Monday
Everything from your blessings
It seems that it's time to start another session of shaabi music. I've been listening to the new stuff and getting new ideas for choreographies.


On Saturday I played a few shaabi songs and tonight - not my shaabi night - I got requests for more shaabi music. So, of course I readily complied. As I pulled out my shaabi music I remembered some of my favorite ones.


One of my all time favorites starts with the words "tishrab eh". This is a pretty helpful phrase. What do you want to drink? On Mondays we have a flight attendant in class. OK - figure this one out - ahwa - shai - ow - ana? Yay, beinu we beinak (between you and me) you got it! Ana aiza ahwa. Wenta?


Kuloh min kheirak Everything from your blessings - Saad el Soghayar
kuloh - everything, all
min - from
kheirak - blessings - ak=you, m.
tishrab - you drink - t=you
eh - what
damaae - tears
garah - wounds
zul - indignities
nar - fire
beinu we beinak - between you and me
ya rab - oh lord - ya=oh
lessa - still
aiz, m -aiza, f. - aizeen, pl - want
wenti - we=and, enti= you, i=f.
wenta - we=and, enta=you, a=m.

March 25, 2012
Sunday
Everything on top of everything
After Aswat practice today Husain and I went directly to Al Masri for our performance with Mohamed Amin. I'm really glad I put on my performance makeup at noon because when we walked into Al Masri, the show was ready to start and Mohamed was already playing. Whoops. We tried, but we just couldn't get there on time. Almost, but not quite. I sure wish Aswat practice was back in the city. I really HATE having to drive to the East Bay twice a week for rehearsals. Once I'm there it's ok, even though it's cold in the building.


Spring is here so it should start warming up soon and it's really an experience playing with an ensemble of over 20 musicians and a like number of singers. So what if I travel from San Francisco to Oakland for practice? There are some members who travel farther - like from Sacramento and Modesto.


It seems that the first part of our show at Al Masri was getting adjusted to playing back-up ornamentation to Mohamed's keyboard drum program. I'm just not sure what and how I should be playing. But it sure is great to not have the pressure of carrying the whole rhythm section. I get to practice what I want and choose what instrument I want to play - tabla, duf or tambourine and play just the fills if I want. And it's nice that Husain doesn't have to carry the melody.


As usual we started the evening with Husain singing Adaweya's "Kullo aala Kullo". This song is destined to make the charts again as it shows up here, there and everywhere. I forgot to mention that at Aswat practice Husain was singing some classic muwashah type song and forgot the words so he just snuck in a few lines of "Kullo aala Kullo". Everything on top of everything. Adaweya, the singer who was banned from the Egyptian airwaves, sang the songs of the people.


At the end of the night the audience got up to dance to an Abdel Wahab song. Abdel Wahab, the father of modern Arabic music, responsible for introducing foreign instruments and foreign melodic influences to traditional Arabic music.


At Al Masri we found ending the night with Abdel Wahab to be totally appropriate as our audience, both men and women, were jumping and doing Russian follksteps including squat kicks. Since the men, who admitted that they were Russian, told us they'd be back next month with their dancing shoes, Husain and I started a list of even more Abdel Wahab songs with the Russian feel. Our next show at Al Masri on April 29 should be pretty lively.
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March 24, 2012
Saturday
Organizing
This morning I started transferring the music that Leila of Cairo gave me last month at BDUC. It's tuk tuk music. That is, she got her driver to get shaabi music from tuk tuk drivers and she put it on two DVDs for me. I think there's probably about 12 - 15 or more CDs worth of music. It's so much stuff that I can't figure out how to start processing all this music. I still have so much stuff from a flash drive that Debbie gave me a while back that I'm still trying to make "my own". Don't know if I can keep up with all the new stuff. As soon as it's out, it's old as newer stuff takes its place.


But what's most exciting about this music is that it really is part of my audial history of shaabi music. I just have to figure out how to catalog it. It seems that the DJ Muled/Sufi craze is still with us in Cairo but has probably moved on to a much more secular genre than the muled/sufi of Mahmoud el Leithy or Mahmoud el Huseiny. Mohamed Ragab has taken over the Mahmoud el Leithy style of singing but while keeping it trance-like, it has a more hardened quality. Along with him and big name DJs like DJ Figo and DJ Haha there are so many more DJs out there doing rave-like or Cairo rap. I just can't keep up. And I still don't know how to categorize all this.


It's definitely a sub-genre of Shaabi, but a long way away from dear old now subdued Ahmed Adaweya. He now almost fits the category of Frank Sinatra of shaabi. Well, we'll see where all this goes.
A year or so ago I couldn't stomach some of this new music, but like a virus, it's growing on me. I just wish I could understand all the words. It's hard enough learning "songtalk" in regular Egyptian dialect, but now there's the 'hara" neighborhood specific slang to contend with also. Don't know if I can find any people here in San Francisco who can help me out with this.


How to organize and catalog and keep a record on file? That really is the story of my life. I've worked for over thirty years for one architecture firm and my main job has been to archive their work. But when it really comes down to it - why just last Thursday. two days ago I was reminded - they, the architects, don't look anything up, they just ask me - "Do you remember when...?What happened to...?" Anyway, when it comes down to it, that's exactly how I archive my music and my videos. This is bad. I'd better not get Alzheimer's.


In the meantime though, I will continue to try to figure out how to organize and cross-catalog my music and film. Please don't tell me to rely on itunes. I did that once and the computer crashed and I lost it all... the organization and the music. Yes, I had back-ups but the best back-up and quality is the physical CDs and the brain. But maybe not my brain.
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March 23, 2012
Friday
Arab Film Festival

The Arab Film Festival won't be happening for another few months - or you could say that although it just happened, the behind the scenes for the next festival is happening now.


They are starting to accept submissions for the festival that happens in the fall. I've done volunteer work for the festival off and on over the years. I used to help by collating and stuffing envelopes. This is mindless work that I really enjoy because it gives me an excuse to space out and let my imagination go. Lately my job also includes screening the submissions for blips, sticks and other formatting and viewing problems. Of course my mind wanders when I do this and sometimes I think of the Giza Awards. This was a film festival that Gregory and I co-founded and hosted for eleven years. Our mission statement was "The Giza Academy of Music and Legends of Dance honors dancers and videographers who have furthered the art of Middle Eastern Dance through film and video. Documenting and sharing our dance provides opportunities for learning, showcasing and furthering our art."


We wanted to encourage dancers and videographers to take care in documenting and preserving their art for posterity. This came about when I was working on preserving some of my own old footage such as the joint show I mentioned in yesterday's blog where I realized how quickly video deteriorates and joins the category of the "nearly invisible". But now with the advent of the digital age, the popularity and use of the internet and you tube, this no longer seems necessary. Also we discovered that most artists who submitted to us were really interested in their own personal commercial endeavors and not always really interested in the preservation of the dance; only in elevating themselves. Therefore we discontinued the Giza Awards knowing that you tube was taking over the job of encouraging dancers to share and preserve the dance.


I am, though, still interested in the idea of honoring those who truly are dedicated artists and documentarians. It may be in the back burner of my mind but not for long. In the meantime I have continued my passions with the Giza Festival, a film series of mainstream and hard to find documentaries on the Middle East with a prime focus on the dance, the music and the culture. Look out for the next series. I already have a new collection waiting. I'm just working on when I can find time to show them.Home


March 22, 2012
Thursday
Wala Zaman

Over the years Linda Grondahl has been the official unofficial photographer for all the local dancers and also for me and The Aswan Dancers. This was before digital and now that digital seems to have completely taken over recording history and events, Linda is spending hours, days, weeks, months and even years giving all this hard copy visual history a new life in the virtual files of the internet. Every once in a while she sends me special memories. Thank you, Linda!

 


Today those memories were of a show co-produced by Jamila Salimpour and me. One day we talked and decided that we wanted to collaborate, show off our schools and especially our two daughters - her Suhaila, the dancer and my Susu, the drummer.

 

 


The show opened with the song "Wala Zaman" by Metkal Kanawi. When I recalled that I had a DVD of this show, I decided to show it in class tonight. Although I was disappointed that video degenerates - please do all you can to preserve your media - I decided to show the nearly invisible DVD of the dance anyway. It featured professional dancers from Jamila's school and my Aswan Dancers.


The song seemed very organized, linear, square, and precise. I commented to the class that I didn't choreograph the dance, but the girls all said that they already knew that. They remarked that it was too perfect and counted to be my choreography. Yes, I agreed. I do prefer "controlled chaos" rather than precise clock-like moves as in turn to 12 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 6 o'clock, 9 o'clock. No, that's not for me. I don't like to count, I like to listen to the music and use that as a guide.


I wonder - am I doing them a disservice in not being so precise? I don't know. But I guess if they want to count, then they can go somewhere else. Well, I can count and they should be able to count too - like count to 10 as in 10/8 - but really the dance needs to come from somewhere else other than counting and the head. It needs to come from within - like from the heart - it needs to feel the pulse. The body just needs to know by feeling the counts - not by counting the counts.


When quizzed, I also discovered that outside of one "old-timer", virtually no one knew of Metkal Kanawi or had only "heard of" him and his songs.


Well - I need to change that. I thought that I was teaching that by occasionally playing Saidi and other folkloric songs and rhythms, but I need to be more detailed in presenting the history of the dance and its folkloric roots. I can't presume what people know without me actually giving more history and background to the music and musicians.


I think I'm pretty good when it comes to classic songs and "club" music - as in Arabic club, not 'club', club, but I need to also do this with folkloric music.


I started out as an Arabic club dancer, then formed the Aswans with the focus being to showcase folkloric music and dance but more recently have been into Arabic club music and dance again - as in classic, traditional, pop, shaabi. But I've neglected the folkloric in class. I think I forget that even though the girls want to learn how to just do "belly dance" that they really need to know the roots. It's time to go more than 360 degrees. Or maybe start all over again.Wala Zaman - It's been so long.


wala - or not
zaman - time, as in the past
ya - oh
helwa - sweetie, beauty
mashuftak - haven't seen you - ma=neg, ak=you, m.
garalak - what happened to you - ak= you, m.
min - from, since
ariftak - known you - ak= you, m.
kalemni - talk to me - ni=me
haram aleik - shame on you, this is unfair
haram - forbidden
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March 21, 2012
Wednesday
The munchies

Aswat was fun tonight. Not everyone showed up and that's too bad because it was warm for a change. Finally the weather seems to be changing and our practice space was even warmer inside than outside. And it seemed that people were on the same page as I was - that is feeling munchy. Husain brought chocolates, Susu had chips, I had chocolate Easter eggs and Najwa brought enough Taco Bell tacos to feed more than Aswat.


Naturally we couldn't let all that go to waste so Susu and I generously offered to take the rest home for our breakfast, lunch and dinner for the rest of the week. Of course we decided to let Omar, the director take a few home too. He also took all the hot sauce so he could feel inspired to write more musical arrangements. Hot and spicy?


On the way home Husain tried to pin us down to another recording session. Guess what!?! He thinks that real drums and tambourines sound better than keyboard programmed ones. ilhamduli'llah!!


Husain wrote a few original songs and wants us to do the rhythms for them. This sounds like fun. So now, just to try to coordinate our time so we can get to this project. I'm pretty excited about it. Original music for a change. Finally. Knowing Husain, we will probably have to get into the jurgina mode. After all, what's Iraqi music without jurgina.? For sure his songs will be traditional sounding. No fusion sounds will come out of the Pasha Band. Well maybe a few Abdel Wahab inspired ones will leak though.Home


March 20, 2012
Tuesday
If you don't use it, you lose it
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Went to Ayman's today to work on another song. This time I think I knew 95% of the words in the song but I have trouble BIG TIME in hearing the words. I don't think it's my hearing; I think that even though I have been around this language for decades, I still can't distinguish some sounds - especially when the words run into other words I often don't realize it and I hear something else. A little Arabic is worse than no Arabic.I have a number of song books written in Arabic and if I listen to a song while reading the Arabic, I can hear the words; however I need both the audio and the visual.. If I only read the song in Arabic script, especially if there is no voweling, then sometimes I am totally lost.


Learning Arabic is such a long, slow, tedious process for me but my biggest problem is that I'm not consistent. I just don't practice my reading and writing often enough. I should be doing it daily; however sometimes weeks go by and I don't study at all. It's time to quit being lazy and time to allot scheduled time to reading and writing. Also I think I need to pull out my language CDs again. It's so true - if you don't use it, you lose it! I should know. I'm always lost.


Since Gregory does most of the cooking, I've almost forgotten how to cook. I think the last time I cooked a meal, I had to consult a cookbook. And I used to cook daily for over 20 years. It's so much easier to just pull out a take-out menu and let my fingers do the talking/cooking rather than to let my brain do the work. If you don't use it, you lose it! But, now I'm on first name basis and have VIP cards for some Chinese restaurants that deliver.


I've also had this problem with learning Italian. Bianca and I used to practice speaking in cafes - especially the North Beach coffee houses - but life got in the way of our practice sessions and the last time we got together we both felt we had to start from page one again. According to Herbert Gold in his book "Bohemia - Where Art, Angst, Love and Strong Coffee Meet", an Arab scholar said that "coffee made his brain 'nimble'". He goes on to tell that in Mecca a holy man "noticed men having fun, chatting, laughing, drinking qahwa". And as a result, in the year 1511, the drinking of coffee was forbidden. Well, Bianca and I have had our share of coffee with the hopes of making our brains nimble and tongues agile in the language of the country shaped like a boot, but we've gotten nowhere except to experience a bit of the caffeine jitters. Quite possibly we need to crack the books too. If you don't use it, you lose it! Alha'ooni!


Thanks to Laura, I'm able to keep up with my Spanish a little. When she calls me, she blabbers in rapid Spanish. I'm too meek to reply in Spanish so I do what I used to do with my Grandmother - I answer in English. But now we've taken to communicating on email and texting on the phone. For some reason, I don't feel shy when writing, so I answer in Spanish. Hopefully, I won't lose it. Now, I can only get the nerve to speak. Ojala.


Maybe I should say I'm a total dilettante when it comes to language - even English. I want to learn different languages - I never give up - but I just don't seem to have the will power to commit to study.


Another language I hope someday to learn is Chinese. (Maybe just a little. It'll help with my kung fu movies.) I've been reading this book called "Dreaming in Chinese, Mandarin Lessons in Life, Love and Language" written by Deborah Fallows. In the book Deborah Fallows documents her struggles with learning the language while living in China for three years. She narrates her language misadventures with anecdotes of humor and wonder as she describes her confusion and frustration with the words.


This is how I feel with Arabic. I've never lived in an Arabic country, but I've sure lived among Arabic speaking people for enough years. I just wish I wasn't so shy about speaking. If you don't use it, you lose it! But how can I lose something I never found?


El Toba - Abdel Halim Hafez
wa - and
ana - I, me
kol, all
el, the
toba, repent, give it up
ya - oh
ain - eye
wahsahny- I miss
aiyounu- their, his (her) eyes (u=their- too polite to say her)
soda- black
ya boya- an exclamation - (ya abu= oh dad) the ya in boya=my
layali - my nights, i=my Home

 


March 19, 2012
Monday
Seashells in the Sahara
I like Mondays. It's the start of a new week and I get myself on track with my so-called diet. Well, I don't really have a specific diet that I follow, but on Mondays I go back to my trail mix which I think is better than the junk food I do on weekends.


Also Mondays are always finished off with my drum class. Today I started the day with a private lesson, off to my four-hour work day and then my two dances classes and the drum class. And to finish off the day a perfect day I spent some time and dinner with Gregory and watched a mindless but exciting disaster movie. What's left for a perfect day? Well, I guess I'll just fall asleep with a good book.


Mondays also are the days that I try to catch up on my dance and music business - like returning phone calls, making plans for future events and making sure that nothing's double-booked.


Lately Gregory has been pretty busy working on what he wants to do with his beads and ethnic jewelry. We're pretty opposite people. I just jump in the middle and try to figure out what to do once I'm in the mess of everything and Gregory likes to plan, plan and plan. Well, his planning stage is almost over and so now will be the time for me to jump in and see what I can do to help him out - if he'll let me. He's in the middle of organizing various categories of ethnic jewelry for use and display. Most probably the display will be on the internet on a new website probably connected to mine. I think that he will organize it kind of like a silk road but with the beads and jewelry starting in southeast Asia, working through Asia and India, over the Himalayas, back down through the Caucasus into the Middle East, through Egypt and ending in Morocco.


The plan is to eventually put up information on the trade routes and the ornaments of the dance. This should be an interesting project. I hope when I jump in I don't mess up the road. Maybe I should just stick to eating trail mix.
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March 18, 2012
Sunday
ADHD
I arrived at Aswat practice in a good mood and for some reason I got in a weird mood. I was the second percussionist to arrive and the group was already playing. I remembered that Faisal was in L.A. today so I decided to play the tambourine instead of the duf. I am not sure what I want to play in the ensemble. I'll probably play the duf but I want to play it between my legs Lebanese style rather than holding it with one hand, Egyptian style. I don't know if there's any special technique or protocol when playing with other dufs and I wonder if anyone else knows, or if it's just hit and miss. I've played the duf this way since Tropigala days but always just went with my instinct. I guess that's what happens when one doesn't really consider oneself a musician. I guess I just have always considered myself a percussionist by default. I know I need to change my attitude because, after all, I have been playing percussion constantly in bands for over 20 years. But thinking I'm just a dancer and a dance teacher gets in the way of taking myself seriously as a working percussionist. And this attitude has got to stop because in reality I really get a lot more gigs these days as a percussionist than I get as a dancer. Like every weekend.


Anyway - my weird mood. First I told the other percussionist to play louder and then I decided that I didn't want to play the rhythms exactly as we're supposed to. I think that makes the sound too stiff. I guess that's why I chose to play the tambourine. I felt like making a little noise. Of course there's the dynamics of it all to be considered in relation to the ensemble and the choir.


The percussionists especially need to be sensitive to the instrumental soloists and the choir or we can very easily overpower. Maybe I'm just used to playing in loud club situations where I never feel I'm miked loud enough - but I am. Or maybe it's because I always wanted to be a Sabah rather than a Feiruz. I don't know if you know what I'm talking about, but if you've ever seen Sabah in concert you'll know she's always moving about, dancing and very animated dressed in an outrageous outfit with super high stilt like heels - even at her age. Blondes always have more fun! Now, if you see Feiruz, why she's a Lady in a proper gown - usually traditional and brocaded - and she stands stiff as a board. Well, and what about me? Maybe I'm just not cut out for a serious black tie type concert. I just want to dance in my seat - move and sway. I guess this is what old dancers do when they almost stop dancing. They really don't, they pick up a riq and just let the ADHD take over!
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March 17, 2012
Saturday
Maria
Today is one of my favorite days. I spent the day in the studio teaching class - private and otherwise. Imagine that - I get paid to do what I like doing best. Drilling and dancing and I even get to choose my own favorite songs to dance to. Today I chose to use some oldies. Oldies for the oldy. Well, my new favorite song is Faiza Ahmed's "Ana Alby Aeik Mayal".


It's particularly meaningful to me because it was one of Maria Celado's favorite songs who most recently lived in San Francisco before she died of an aneurism a couple of years ago. I knew Maria for many years. Many people called her Maria of New Orleans because she called New Orleans her home for years. But she really was a Bay Area dancer who moved to New Orleans in her 20's only to return after the flood. She was loved by all her friends that she had here and in New Orleans and songs like "Ana Alby Aleik Mayal" will always keep her alive in our hearts. We miss you, Maria.


Ana alby aleik mayal - My heart is fond of you
wa - and
mafish - negative, there aren't
enta - you
bass - only
Habibi - my beloved
mahma - no matter
aineyya - my eyes, ain = eye
aktar - more
shwayya- a little
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March 16, 2012
Friday
Garage Sale someday
I started taking my garage apart again and realized how much stuff I have in there that doesn't even belong to me. I could open a store with all the costumes that I have. I wonder if these dancers who ask me to sell or store them even remember where they are. It might be time to have a belly dance flea market soon.


Of course now isn't the time since now is Rakassah and people are into buying new costumes. How many dancers are there who will be shopping this weekend. I can't even imagine. Hundreds? Thousands? One problem with selling used costumes is that in general most costumes are selling for much less than they were selling for a few years ago.


My first Madame Abla Egyptian costume.
Mohamed Amin, Amina and George Dabai at the Bagdad

 

I remember when the first Egyptian costumes arrived in San Francisco. They were Madam Ablas and Madam Hekmets and the price was $1,000 or more per costume. Then Bella from Turkey costumes came and even more money was demanded.


Now the costumes sell for a few hundred dollars with sale costumes at even less than $200. It's no wonder that these used costumes don't sell. The seller wants to recoup at least a portion of what she paid for them and the buyer wants something new, modern and stylish. Yes, the new, modern and stylish can be bought for less than the price of a used costume. What to do? I guess do what I do. That is do nothing.
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March 15, 2012
Thursday
Counting to 10
Tonight before working on a song for performance class I first I decided to drill the 10/8 rhytm again. Well, we ended up reviewing the pieces we used last week and the week before. Finally we used another 10/8 section of yet another magensi and worked on the transition between the rhythm preceding it and the 10/8.


I guess this is all part of the big scheme of knowing and feeling comfortable with all the various rhythms in the dance and especially the odd rhythms that appear when least expected. I showed a clip for Feiruz that included a little dance tableau in her piece called "Andaloussiat" to give everyone an idea of the style of dancing that could be done with mawashah poetry. I think everyone got the idea. Dance old fashioned. Or at least they got the idea that 10/8 is connected to a style of music called samai (listen) and that other odd rhythms are usually involved.


Don't know if this is too much information for a belly dance class but I think it's important to give more background than to count ONE 2-3 FOUR 5 SIX SEVEN EIGHT 9-10. Well at least that's how many fingers and thumbs we have on both our hands. So if all else fails.......
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March 14, 2012
Wednesday
Creating the imperfect live sound
Susu and I had a date with Husain today. We went over to his place before Aswat practice to put down our percussion tracks on the Pasha Band's "Ansak" recording. We didn't have that much time since we couldn't start until Susu got off work from her day job, but we managed to get started. We compared the original, which was Younes on violin, Jalal on kanun, Husain on oud and the keyboard playing the rhythm sections. With us adding tabla, riq and cymbals we made the piece so much fuller. We - Susu and I - want to redo our parts but Husain likes them as is.

Because it's not "perfect" it sounds more "live". We'll see. In a way, I think I agree with Husain, but maybe we can record our parts again and make more perfect imperfect tracks. Plus we need to get together to add another track or two with the duf sounds. This is pretty interesting how all this can be done on the computer now.

 

It sure is different than when Susu recorded her Cairo Cats cassette many years ago. Part of her "Dancing Drums - Live at the Giza Club" cassette was done live in order to create that live sound. I wonder how "live" we can make this computer recording sound. It's still all in the baby stage right now but I feel pretty confident that something really good will come of all of this


Aswat practice was divided tonight. The Aswat Women's Ensemble practiced on the main floor and the rest of the Aswat Ensemble - the guys - and me - practiced in the banquet room. I played with the guys because I chose to not play in the women's ensemble as they were performing on Saturday morning. I didn't want to take the chance of being late for my own dance classes especially since I had cancelled last Saturday's classes in order to teach the workshops.


We worked on another Abdel Wahab medley. It's sounds kind of weird to me. At least right now it does when we're trying to memorize the order of the medley. Omar, our director, chose several songs to be linked together. Each song, or I should say, each little section of a song, was written for a different singer.


The medley, or cocktail will show how versatile Abdel Wahab was in creating and composing for so many different singers. Now we have to be good enough to link all of these songs together in a smooth way.


This is when I wish I could read music. The musicians just read the music and smoothly go from song to song, but Faisal and I have to remember what song comes next. Duh! I should write it down. I don't have to read music, I just need to be able to read. But then, it's kind of fun - challenging - to just be able to remember. Good exercise for the brain.
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March 13, 2012
Tuesday
Cute song
Because I took off work a couple of days to spend with Debbie while she was here, I had to go to work today. I'm really lucky to have the job I have. They really support my dance life and allow me the freedom to rearrange my schedule to suit my artistic needs.


Of course I've also managed to pair down my time at work to about 8 hours a week - two 4 hour work days. Some people may ask why even bother. Well, besides the money, which obviously can't be that much, it gets me out and about and out of my pajamas - at least 8 hours a week. Today aside from having to get up and get dressed, I really looked forward to the routine of doing my four hours of work. It's nice to not think about dance and music 24/7...at least after an intensive weekend like I just finished.


At Aswan practice we worked on the same old same old song. I'm getting frustrated with myself and wondering why I can't finish the stupid song since I finished it at one time enough to have performed it a number of times. But I know why. I/we forgot parts of it and we haven't performed it in quite a while.


Because it's an old song, I should just put it on the shelf, but I'm too stubborn and want to rearrange it because I like the song. It's really a cute song. Cute songs should have cute choreographies. And judging by the list of you tube choreographies, an awful lot of dancers think this song "Tabel ya Issam" is too cute also. The you tube clip I chose is really just the first in a line of many, many clips.


My disclaimer is that I just chose this particular clip because it was the first on the page. It's probably one of the better ones or at least it has more hits than many of them. The key to a nice choreography is to choose a nice, likeable song. Tell me, how can you not like this song? It's so cute!
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March 12, 2012
Monday
10/8
Dropped Debbie and her suitcase off at Osha, her favorite Thai restaurant so she could visit with a friend and leave for the airport from there. I got to go home and try to straighten up the studio before class.


One of my high school students told me that her teacher was coming to class. She said that her teacher had seen me over the weekend playing with the band. ?? When she came in, I recognized her as one of the customers at the Melody. She had stayed till the bitter end - 3:15 by Georges' watch. She seemed to enjoy the class and I wonder if she'll be back next week or if this class was just residue enthusiasm from the Melody. We'll see.


In the next class and in drum class we spent more time working on 10/8. I don't know why it seems to be so hard for some of the class. I found it hard when I first became aware of its existence, but once I figured it out, it really wasn't that hard.


Now I'm wondering if it has just become a mental block or if I'm a really bad teacher or if it just isn't an intuitive thing like 4/4 is. But it's all divisible by 2 and I'm not even that good in math.
Now as for 9/8....that, to me, was hard to learn. I just couldn't get that one at all. At least not until Saida, aka Andy (Jalal's wife who I used to work with at the Bagdad) taught me how to count it. She said just clap 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 and a half, 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 and a half and so on. Well, I did and I never ever had a problem again. So, I guess I'll just keep working on this 10/8 until everyone not only understands it, but also feels it.
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March 11, 2012
Sunday
PenaPachamama
My favorite part of this workshop was the dance part. I guess that's why I'm a professional dancer and dance teacher and not a professional "talker".


A little over a year ago I performed at a club called Bollywood and it adjoined
a really nice beautiful dance studio - a nice space with a great wooden floor and a wall of mirrors. When I was trying to find a studio for our workshop and the two studios I usually use were booked, I remembered this place.


Luckily it was free and so I was happy. Hurray, a new dance studio in the neighborhood. Well, it worked but I don't know if I'll use it again. I had to bring my own boom box and almost had to bring my own electricity. Finally some of the girls convinced the management to supply us with long power cables so we could light up the place and we managed, or should I say, tried to heat the place by "body heat" and jogging in place. It kind of reminded me of those clubs that depend on entertainment and then don't provide space for it. This place is a beautiful dance studio but it's also used as a storage bin and it doesn't even have electricity or lights. To be fair, they had a long extension cord with power that they brought in from the cafe that connected to portable lights. I really must thank the girls for being good sports and hanging in there and I guess I thank the lord for a pretty temperate day. It could have been colder.


We got through our classes and I had fun and forgot about the cold and I hope everyone else did too. Then it was off to PenaPachamama to close the workshop with some great music and dancing.
What can I say about Pachamama that wouldn't sound like a broken record. I like the place - it feels like home to me and we get all these extra musicians. So many that we can hardly move. Fernando on drum set, Husain on bass, Khader on keyboard, Susu on tabla, Georges on violin, Gabriel on guitar and me on tambourine and duf. Tonight Faisal stopped in so Faisal was on percussion too.
As I just said, I don't want to sound like a broken record, but it was fun. The music was good and the dancers were too. Especially since I was one of the them, heheh. Well, really I got to dance this time because I was in the workshop. How could Georges not let me this time? Well, he tried by sticking me in the end when usually most of the people are gone. But we foiled him! They didn't leave. Was it storming outside? But besides me, the good dancers were Debbie, all the way from Cairo, Ziva from Petaluma, Kim and Khalilah from the East Bay and Kat visiting from Los Angeles.
So I guess I am like a broken record plugging the place I work at. But if you want to see and hear for yourself, we'll be back April 15. So do your taxes early and celebrate - use your refunds, if you have them - by being with us at Pachamama on the 15th. However, if the 15th is a Sunday, then don't we get an extra day and the tax deadline becomes the 16th? Don't hold me to it, but I think that's how it works.
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March 10, 2012
Saturday
Dum dum and dumber - no that's not a rhythm
Today was a long day. It started at 10 a.m. (ashra) in my studio -aala wahda we nuss (on the one and a half ) finally - and ended in the wee hours (saa, s. saat, pl. ) of the morning (subh, sabah el kheir, good morning) at the Melody Cafe.


So at 9:30 a.m. (tesaa we nuss) Debbie and I were ready! She had planned the workshop to the half hour (nussi sana) and miraculously we - all four (arabaa) of us - Debbie, me, Susu and Georges - stayed pretty much on schedule. We had a few drop-ins at the door that threw me off a little as I thought I had assembled more than enough folders yet I still had to share my folder with Debbie so I guess we had a super filled room. Also I had set out a few extra chairs but it seemed that by the afternoon (baad id duhr) we had people standing or sitting on the stairs.


I had forgotten that Susu and Georges who were scheduled for 2-5 p.m. (itneen - khamsa) needed chairs also. And although I had set aside enough frame drums, it was fortunate that Susu thought to bring a bag full of extras. But in spite of the crowd, everything seemed to run smoothly including just enough time (wa't) for snack and bathroom breaks.


After Debbie and I finished our parts - the history, the biographies, a general overview of the music and the instruments, the lyrics - the words, and translations, and listening to both songs for words, phrasing, instruments, rhythm and mood - Susu and Georges arrived ready to teach their part.
We had decided to let them do whatever they wanted to do and had no idea what that would be. Well, it was great to hear them reinforce different subjects that we had covered, and it was even greater to have the workshop end with everyone playing the frame drums with Susu and Georges leading on tabla and violin.


This ended the workshop part of the day (el youm), but by no means did that mean the workshop was over. There was an option to stay to watch videos and were pleased that many chose to stay. Of course this was the fun part for me as I got to play tech person and put on various clips that we had chosen.


This ranged from showing our songs - "Khaliko Shahdin" and "Alli Garra" in concert with Faiza and Oulaya, to watching select dancers through the ages plus a Turkish dancer performing what not to do in a performance. I'll keep these DVDs aside for a while so I can show bits in other classes from time to time. A picture truly is worth a thousand - alf - words.


And finally we ended up at The Melody Cafe for a buffet dinner and entertainment. Georges and band (Georges, Husain, Susu, Khader and me) were the musical entertainment with Hana and Kim as the visual dance entertainment. It was a treat to see a diverse crowd. Visiting from Paris, France were Leila Haddad of Tunisia and her husband Biram of Senegal. Leila comes every year to teach and perform at Rakassah. There was a table of Arab visual and animation artists celebrating an art opening. Other tables were filled with Nabila Mango, Duraid Musleh and Omar Abbad of Aswat and Zawaya and other miscellaneous Aswat musicians and friends.


All was fun and lively until the crowd started thinning around midnight (nuss il leil) when we played our last (akher) song and and packed up to leave. My mikes and stands were already in the car and the drums were happily zipped in their bags waiting to be carried out and in came the next shift - new party of people - including Maram, the new Egyptian singer in town.


Common sense should have said "Get me out of here!", but then we heard that Hana had changed back into her costume and was going to dance again.


OK - Georges said, we'll be polite and play twenty (ashreen) more minutes (da'ee'a, s. da'ayik, pl.) and then leave. Hah! Of course we didn't really believe that even though we wanted to.


What can I say - a couple or more hours later - after Hana danced again, Essam sang, Maram sang, the place got filled with cigarette and shisha smoke and the guys did their obligatory dabkes - yes, a couple (itneen) or more hours later - Susu and I told Georges it was time to go home. Yes, this is the last song and we out-polite-ed everyone and managed to finally escape.


Only twenty more minutes? Once, it's OK - a second (tany) time - then we're just plain dumb. Let's see what the future holds in store and see if we're smart or just plain dumb. As smart as I am, I think everyone - this band - is too polite and that's where dumb begins (ibtada).

wahed - one m. wahedeh, f.
itneen - two
talata - three
arbaa - four
khamsa - five
setta - six
sabaa - seven
tamanya - eight
tesaa - nine
ashra - ten
hadasher - eleven (1+10)
etnasher - twelve (2+10)
talatasher - thirteen (3+10)
arbaatasher - fourteen - etc.
khamastasher - fifteen
settasher - sixteen
sabaatasher - seventeen
tamantasher - eighteen
tesaatasher - nineteen
ashreen - twenty
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March 9, 2012
Friday
Belly Dancers in movies
Debbie and I needed to spend today coordinating our workshop notes,
looking at the DVD clips that Hana had made for us, and just paying attention to all the last minute details like stuffing and collating our folders.


Debbie was kind of nervous about her choreography and I was mostly nervous about having to talk! I know I talk in all my classes, maybe even a lot - giving various facts and anecdotes, ok, it's easy to do while in dance class - but knowing that I would be called upon to only speak kind of made me a bit anxious. So Debbie and I spent time apart - me with my notes and music upstairs and Debbie in the studio downstairs working on her dance.

 


About midway through we decided that we needed to have some diversion so
we decided to look at an Arabic movie. We chose to watch "The Politician and the Belly Dancer" (1990). The music and soundtrack was composed by Mohamed Sultan who also composed the song "Khaliko Shahdin" the song I was going to teach to. Halfway through the movie I turned on my CD player and started playing music from Leila Haddad's CDs. She has two CDs devoted to Mohamed Sultan's music and I remembered a couple of the songs were from the "Politician" movie. It was interesting to listen to her CD and see the dancing on the big screen.


The movie is based on a book by Ehsan Abdel Kodous. In the movie, an internationally known dancer, Sonia Salim seeks help from a politician in order to get government permits to build an orphanage. Although they had had a love affair (he was a married man) we see this struggle between power and authority. He's afraid of the press insinuating his relationship and she, fighting for recognition and support, decides to write a book - her memoirs, in order to force him to cooperate. In the end we see how the system is corrupt and then we can see who has more integrity - the politician or the belly dancer.


When we were looking at the movie we both commented on how the actress, Nabila Abeid was a pretty good dancer. I remembered another film "The Bellydancer and the Drummer"(1984) in which she played opposite Ahmed Zaki. Anything with Ahmed Zaki is usually great, and I remember how I was looking forward to seeing this movie. But after seeing that movie, somehow I blocked it from my memory. All I remember about the movie now is that I did not like the ending. (But there were fun drum and dance scenes in it.)


Other actresses who have doubled as dancers in movies have been Soad Hosni who was rumored to have been secretly married to Abdel Halim and who actually died (of suicide or?) after falling from a balcony on the anniversary of his death and Nadia al Guindy of "Bamba Kashar" fame. Soad, who was the star in"Khalli balek min ZouZou" was every teen guys dream girl and Nadia al Guindy always seemed to play the "bad girl".


You owe it to yourself to see at least one Arabic movie and see how belly dancers are perceived in the Arab world. Another film with a good soundtrack is "My Father up a Tree" (abi foq al shagarah - 1969) with Abdel Halim and Nadia Lutfi.
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March 8, 2012
Thursday
Arabic phrasing.
Picked up Debbie from the airport and after dropping off her stuff we met Georges for lunch where we reassured him that he already knew what he needed to teach. After leaving Georges, Debbie and I finalized our workshop plans and she went off to take a much-needed nap having been up for over 24 hours and I went off to my studio to teach my class.


In performance class we're still working on the 10/8 rhythm. I decided to use another example from another magensi. I know that the 10/8 rhythm doesn't pop up that much in regular dance songs but there sure seem to be plenty of 10/8 dance opps in the end sections of many magensies.


Tonight we used a piece from Elias Lammam's CD. It is the dance piece - track one and comes right after a khaligi section. Kim was in class and we reminisced about how she had danced to this piece at Tropigala for Elias' CD release party.


No one was brave enough to dance to it and then Kim volunteered so we worked on it in class and broke it down in sections. It is a very interesting piece where in the beginning although the melody remains constant, the rhythm changes and also because it is not square. So Arabic! It's like a mathematical equation or something, but not really. I remember when I broke it down it was quite unique in its phrasing repetitions. But that is what makes Arabic music so special.
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March 7, 2012
Wednesday
Aswat and Mohamed Abdel Wahab
Well it happened. Faisal celebrated his birthday by shaving his head. He is off to a clean start and a new knit cap. Of course it was cold in the room and Susu and a few others were wearing hoodies. Sandy just solved it all by wearing two coats.


Susu and I took extra tars and dufs to practice tonight. We're trying to get different songs sound like they really are different songs with different instrumentation. Last week she was playing the walls (banging out the rhythms on the walls, chairs and podiums) and this week she used actual instruments.


Next on the agenda will be to see if we can convince our director Omar to let us change the rhythms on some of the songs. Husain is particularly upset because we are playing an Iraqi song and he wants us to use malfoof instead of jorjina. We learned it was because a Jordanian singer sang a "cover" of the song and his Jordanian band couldn't play jorgina properly so they changed it to malfoof. Omar is Jordanian. I think that the percussion section can just privately coordinate the rhythm changes and just change it. Maybe he won't even notice. Or better yet, maybe then he'll realize how much better or more proper it sounds. If we are doing an Iraqi song, shouldn't we use the correct Iraqi rhythms?


Also on our agenda is to get more Abdel Wahab songs we like on our rehearsal schedule. Our June concert is supposed to be devoted to Abdel Wahab but it seems like other composers are sharing the bill and I don't really like most of the Abdel Wahab songs we've been practicing. Fortunately we have three more months of rehearsal. A lot can change between now and then. I guess it's up to us to either suggest our favorite songs or just shut up and put up with what we're playing.


Ya dalaa, ya dalaa, eidalaa - Sabah
eidalaa - play spoiled
bein - among, betwee
el helween - the beautiful ones
rohi - my soul, i=my
rohak - your soul, ak=your
habeit - loved
albi - my heart, i-my
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March 6, 2012
Tuesday
Pancakes
I taught my workshop choreography in class tonight and was able to remember the entire song. Using my terminology I start with one two threes, then do push backs, pancakes, over easy, go nowhere and finally end up with swimming the backstroke. Not bad for person who can't remember choreography - especially since this song is a whole ten and a half minutes long. Now, let's see if I can continue to remember it by Sunday. And I actually think I will.


I really like this song and feel that it talks to me and tells me what to do. I just hope that other people will hear the same message. Now the big challenge will be to write down the choreography so that others can interpret my dance language. Hopefully the combinations will flow and will be easy for others to remember.


I talked to Georges today and he and Susu will teach from 2 to 5 pm. They will probably do the class together talking about rhythms and the music. I'm pretty excited about the format of the workshop and think I will learn a lot too.


situ bas basbousa - Ahmed Adaweya
situ - grandma
bas - just, only
basbousa - a honey cake
sokar - sugar
asal - honey
ayez - want
ishtagal - work
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March 5 2012
Monday
Odd times
Tonight we played cymbals to the 10/8 rhythm. Or maybe I should say that I showed how to play the cymbals. I think maybe next week or the week after the cymbals will come. Hopefully. I'm already starting to get bored with this rhythm and want to move on. I really need to discipline myself to keep to the 10/8 and let everyone master this and then possibly go on to teaching the 6/8 part of the samai.. Once there then we can start dancing to more than just the requisite "Lamma Bada Yetathana". There are so many different samai songs and it would be nice to be able to just put one on and see the girls feeling comfortable dancing to them. We'll see.


My ultimate plan will be to get all the odd rhythms down with cymbals and music. Does 9/8 work with Egyptian dance? I guess I need to make exceptions since we are in America and not in Egypt.


I tried out my "Khaliko" choreography on the class and I think I see where I need to make a couple of changes. I guess I was making too many changes in my original choreography and I need to remember that I only have a couple of hours to teach this song. I can still keep the original steps but should "dumb" it down just a little. If I'm having trouble remembering the choreography and I made it up, then I need to remember that the class might also have trouble remembering.

Khaliko Shahedin - Faiza Ahmed
khalik - stay, keep
shahdeen - witness
saneen - years
hawa - love, air
tayhin - lost, pl.
saybina - leave us, na=us
nestana - we wait - n=we
omri - my life, ever
ya reet = I wish
al moug - the waves
aayza - to want
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March 4, 2012
Sunday
Miscellaneous
It was such a nice day today that I really wasn't looking forward to spending the day in a cold building. Then I thought, it's gotta be warm in there. Well, I was wrong. Maybe their furnace is broken or maybe they just want to save on their PG&E bill. Anyway, even though it was a beautiful day we all showed up for practice with coats on.


Faisal showed up as AbuSafi and chose to play the riq since he couldn't fit both a drum and a cute little baby (Safi)on his lap. For our June concert I have decided to play my duf Lebanese style - using two hands and holding the duf between the legs, rather than holding the duf and playing it with one hand Egyptian style. I'm practicing the various hand and finger techniques and hope I can get better sounds by June. Playing in a concert requires more finesse than my banging technique that I use when I play in a club atmosphere.


Since I have become Husain's designated driver/chauffeur - he got tired of being a limo drive and also sold his car - I am not taking advantage of Omar's maqam class that is offered after Sunday practice. Husain isn't interested - doesn't need it - and he told me that I don't either. In a way he's right, since I don't sing or play a musical instrument. I told Husain that if he wasn't interested in Omar's class that he'd have to give me some privates. We'll see about that. I could always tell Husain to find an alternate way home, but maybe I'm really not that interested in taking a maqam class. In the meantime though, Georges will be teaching a little about maqam at our workshop this Saturday. I'm looking forward to that as he will be teaching about the maqams specific to our songs.


One of the oud players, Hani decided that there are too many oud players in our group, so he rented an accordion and has been playng the accordion in rehearsal. It has added a lot to the sound of the group and now he's looking into buying an accordion tuned to Arabic scales. Of course the Pasha band will soon be putting him to work learning some of our material. Too bad he has a regular job and doesn't have that much time to devote to music.


As we keep recruiting new members to work with our band, I wonder where we'll find the gigs to pays for such a big group. Husain seems to be pretty confident that once our demo CD is done that the jobs will come pouring in.
Also he's still on my case about the pr photos and the website.


This could turn into a full-time job. The administrative end, not the music end. Well, in the meantime, maybe I'll just come up with another practice CD and call another rehearsal.

Enta Omri - Om Kalthoum
ragaouni - returned to me, brought me back, i=me
ainak - your eyes, ak=you
ayam - days, youm, s.
raheit -
maadi - past
geirah - wound
shouftu- they saw, u=they
able - before
ablak - before you, ak=your
aineya - my eye
omr - life
da - this
ebtida - started
sabah - morning -
adei eh - how much
min - from
delwa'tee - now
bass - only
akhaaf - to fear
igree -run
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March 3, 2012
Saturday
Getting lost in the Car-eography
Today I tried out some of the choreography I will be teaching next weekend at my workshop. My song has three parts and I'm to teach how to improvise.


Well, my whole life if how to improvise. If something doesn't work one way, if I improvise, then it will work out better another way. Kind of like cooking. This has really worked out well for me in designing costumes for me and my group - especially when I just buy fabric with no idea in mind of what to do with it and no idea of how much fabric I will need. Somehow, magically - miraculously - as if God were talking to me, I end up with just the right amount of fabric. Is this improvising? Or is this making do? I guess I really don't know the difference, but then in dancing, is improvising making do or is it creating art on the spot? Is this what is known as saltanah? The physical act of creating the tarab? Is this beauty is in the eye of the beholder? I don't know, but I do know that sometimes there is that magic in improvisation that can never ever be recreated. It's a one time thing, a one time feeling and sensation for the creator and the audience. But how to attain that? We have to start somewhere. For me sometimes it's in the car. I am driving along listening to music and it appears - a vision - a dance - and I need to get home quick to see if it really is real or just a vision. Sometimes it's just a tool to start the creative process and that's good too.


Next week I'm going to attempt to teach that. I will start with basic tools such as choreography - as I know it - and then try to awaken the sensations in order to pull a dance and dance movements out of the music. We'll see. If even one person understands and is able to do this, I'll consider it a success. The importance will be if I am able to inspire the class to become 100% lost in the music while creating. It's hard to get out of the head but that's what it will take. I think that's why when going to a music/dance concert the music is always jacked up to abominable decibels. That's one way to get lost in it all. But we can do if we focus.


Zahma ya dunya zahma, Ahmed Adaweya
zahma - crowed
ya - oh
dunya - world
moulid - saint day, festival
agy - I come
min - from
hena - here
wust - middle
aayez - to want
ana - I, me
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March 2, 2012
Friday
The director's cut
I spent part of the day going over my Tarab DVDs. Debbie and I will be showing video examples of music and dancing as part of our workshop class. It 's been fun trying to decide what clips I want to show. As usual, I have too many selections set aside and it will be difficult choosing the relevant ones. I have a way of getting sidetracked and consider everything important thinking that everything is, in one way or another, related. This is where people like Debbie and Gregory are a great help. They can just coldly (efficiently?) cut the crap and leave me with only the most important pieces. Of course then I'm always lamenting about "the ones that got away".


I guess that's why some movies are called "the director's cut" and are always too long or why Jackie Chan started the trend of showing out-takes during the credits. I've always liked Jackie Chan movies ever since I saw "Drunken Master". It's the original story of what you all may know as "The Karate Kid". It's about how a kid trains to fight by learning how to repetitiously do the most inane tasks and then applying the methods to fighting techniques. This is how I see the dance. Everything counts. Life counts. Not just dance class and dance steps. Everything.


Back to DVDs. It's been fun watching the old black and white clips of some of the singers - especially Om, Faiza and Abdel Halim. I've been enjoying seeing who's in the orchestra, counting the number of musicians, the great number of violinists and cellists and seeing how the new musicians started sneaking into what we call the classic songs. Twenty violins and then a saxophone, a keyboard, an electric guitar, bongo drums and the hair that went with these instruments. The new and the old - what a great mix. Yes, it's been fun and I hope I manage to find a good selection to show next weekend. A good selection to show how all of it is related.


Fakkarooni - they reminded me - Om Kalthoum
taani - again
anak -about you
naar - fire
shouq - longing
qalbi, albi - my heart, i-my
ayouni - my eyes, i-my
maadi- the past
ragawaa - returned
ba-azaaba - torture
rouhi - my soul
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March 1, 2012
Thursday
Finding the one
Tonight I decided to work on the 10/8 rhythm. I realized that we in class are pretty comfortable with certain dance rhythms like maqsoum and beledy and even wahedeh but when it comes to other rhythms, especially the odd ones, that's not the case. I decided to use cymbals to teach the rhythm.

Of course, these days it seems that not too many people are that adept or comfortable playing cymbals. So - I was taking them out of their comfort zone. Well, why not go one step further and use veil too? This was going to be FUN!!! We were going to concentrate on the "iqa", the rhythm and the upper body - using the veil as an extension of the body. A little anatomy lesson here - the belly button is connected to the back bone which zips up to connect to the breastbone and winds around and connects to the shoulder blades and up through the shoulder sockets and out the arms to the finger tips and continues on to the veil.


So we worked on clapping and cymbals - ding ess ess clack ess ding ding clack ess ess, ding ess ess clack ess ding ding clack ess ess and so on. Most were able to dance to the rhythm but I really didn't get the feeling that it was inside their bodies and wondered if they really could find the one without counting. We need to continue to do this until we don't count anymore.


Whenever I'm confronted with an odd rhythm or a count that I don't know, I try several methods to try to find the one. My first method is to guess or pre-decide what the rhythm is and then count it out - fast, slow, methodically, rhythmically until the count fits what I think it is. If I realize that this is not working and I need to be more precise, then I will dance it out and figure out the count with my body and feet. That usually works. If I'm still stumped when I realize that each time I count, I come up with a different number, then I'll consult an expert like Susu or a musician who has more knowledge than my instincts.


Here's a few examples of how some musicians have helped me and how I helped myself:
Rachid Halihal tried to teach me Moroccan rhythms and when I asked, "where's the one"? he replied that I could find it by singing it.


Karim Nagi has helped me by telling me I can find the one by rocking in my chair. This meant that I could internalize the rhythm and find it by dancing in my seat, gently rocking back and forth until the one would magically appear.


Vince Delgado
told me to use my fingers. He said to treat each fingertip as a number and start counting the tips and continuing on to the creases on the insides of each of the knuckles until the one would reappear.


All of these methods have worked, but before I had teachers I just had myself and my own method. I remember the first time I heard the 10/8 rhythm. I was performing on stage at the Bagdad and I realized something was different, things weren't meshing. Panicked? No! I just sweetly smiled at my audience, looked through my eyelashes flirtatiously, slowly lifted my chest swaying in a sensuous manner, put my hands behind my back, holding my veil and while pulsing to the music I anxiously used my fingers trying to find the one. It worked. The magic of the moment was the audience ensnared in the magic of my moment which was dancing for them alone and not letting on that I was counting.

Lama Bada Yetathana - folklore, Naima Akef
lamma - when
hubbi - my love
jamalum, gamalul - their beauty, u-their
aman - safety, security, surrender, mercy
malik -king
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